Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by 5th section » Sat Mar 21, 2009 2:40 pm

I hate lying to you...to anyone, in fact...but I will have to. This isn't something I can explain now, for reasons that you are probably aware though you may not have put 2+2 together (and who can blame you?) I will tell you the true version, I promise.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

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Post by Eva » Sat Mar 21, 2009 8:18 pm

I miss you. Please come back.

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Post by snowangel_03 » Sun Mar 22, 2009 12:27 am

It's never gonna happen.
Not with us.
Not with him.
Not for me.
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Post by vampirelover » Sun Mar 22, 2009 1:20 pm

nh - i am glad that you want me to open up to you so thank you
however you have to understand its not that easy for me im so used to using selfharm as a microphone its how i express myself i know its not good , im improving i have opened up to more people so hopefully one day i will be able to tell you wants wrong
in the mean time thanks for caring
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Post by sindy » Sun Mar 22, 2009 2:50 pm

D...
the only reason i find it impossible to talk to you, is because there's nothing left to say.
i love you.
what else is there?
If you say nothing left to lose,
Then you have not lost your voice.
And if you've got the guts to choose,
I will still give you the choice.

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Post by WildChild101 » Sun Mar 22, 2009 5:07 pm

when you promised me forever, i believed you
half a year gone and i still want that more than anything
this is going to take one hell of a long time
i still love you, and thats why i hate you so much
your ruining everything i have now just by being in my past.
i love you to the end

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Post by vampirelover » Sun Mar 22, 2009 5:12 pm

nh - i know im kind of parniod but i think your acting wierd around me know i have told you
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Post by strider 151 » Sun Mar 22, 2009 8:14 pm

ARGH m not sure its worth it anymore. m caught between ur battle of lies and hurt and lies and hurt and lies and hurt! fuck!

just some 1 tell me the flipping truth!

I just dont think its worth it, i will be happier dead. m sure of it.

the only reason m alive is for u Kitty. I know what it will do 2 you if i take
my life.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Mar 22, 2009 11:04 pm

S - You wouldn't believe how thankful I am that things didn't work out between us, now I realise what a juvenile idiot you are. I'm lucky to have gotten away

A - It's really nice to meet someone who takes such an immediate liking to me. It's refreshing and flattering, and a massive self esteem boost. If someone as intelligent and popular as you likes me so much I must not be that bad :P

B - You are really, really not in my good books at the moment. I blame my entire situation with P on you. This is your fight and I stood up for you out of loyalty, create a problem I didn't need for you and now you've decided you and her are best friends again now I'm the target of all her resentment. Well thankyou very much. Why did I ever expect you to actually stand up to her? You're a coward and a hypocrite and I really don't like you at the moment
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Post by Beasty » Sun Mar 22, 2009 11:05 pm

I really wish you wouldn't get off the phone so fast. I miss you.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Mar 23, 2009 11:37 am

^


:o you have a gold egg???


me wants



*sulk*



ok my unsead stuff....

I am so behind in my homework i could scream. can I just cancle the next two weeks so Ican focus on school and not cleaning.

gah. I am afraid im going to fall apart again.

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Post by ChangeTheWorld » Mon Mar 23, 2009 12:26 pm

mother..
f you..several times.

brother..
f you but not so much coz i love alex

dad...
come to sydney but you won't be seeing me..


alex
please stay three forever? you are truly the light of my world and the only thing about coming to adelaide i enjoy
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Post by vampirelover » Mon Mar 23, 2009 12:33 pm

JR- im sorry im pushing you away you see its the whole habbit of now i have opened up to you i shall push you away before you can leave
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Post by Typoqueen » Mon Mar 23, 2009 6:12 pm

CMHT worker: i wish you'd be homnest with me. jet me know it wasnt happening rather than telling me to hang on for it only to ring up on the day and say no. Im fedup of the lies and excuses. That was the first and last time i will even be honest with you.
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Post by vampirelover » Tue Mar 24, 2009 1:06 pm

my housemates - im sorry i have been hiding myself from you
i am bisexual , i am an ex- selfharmer please dont judge me
thanks for helping me with the dreams
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Post by 5th section » Wed Mar 25, 2009 2:44 am

Don't even try the moral blackmail on me. It doesn't work.
And you know what? You've just achieved the impossible. You've made me feel better about myself, because I know I would never stoop to what you said.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009

Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Mar 25, 2009 3:00 am

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Wed Mar 25, 2009 8:52 pm

I can not deal with clingyness. I don't know if it was you who called me 7 times but I don't see the point. I barely even knew you when you started talking to me, and I don't feel the need to talk to you that much.

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Post by snowangel_03 » Wed Mar 25, 2009 9:44 pm

D - I hate you.



B - ...I need you. I need saving. I wish you would.
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or just some hope that life will be better - magicmum

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Post by daisy_chain » Wed Mar 25, 2009 9:47 pm

C- thank you for everything. You have helped me more than you could know.

A- thank you for being so lovely. You are honestly the sweetest person i know. I'm glad i told you x
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