Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
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I hate lying to you...to anyone, in fact...but I will have to. This isn't something I can explain now, for reasons that you are probably aware though you may not have put 2+2 together (and who can blame you?) I will tell you the true version, I promise.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
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It's never gonna happen.
Not with us.
Not with him.
Not for me.
Not with us.
Not with him.
Not for me.
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KLove24's twin | Owns ultimate starshine | Haven's special RW buddy
Oftentimes all we need is a thought or a message to help us see another side to the problem,
or just some hope that life will be better - magicmum
Hugs & PM's are fine
The Truth that can set Souls Free is Buried within Sweet Pandemonium
To cry is to know that you're alive
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nh - i am glad that you want me to open up to you so thank you
however you have to understand its not that easy for me im so used to using selfharm as a microphone its how i express myself i know its not good , im improving i have opened up to more people so hopefully one day i will be able to tell you wants wrong
in the mean time thanks for caring
however you have to understand its not that easy for me im so used to using selfharm as a microphone its how i express myself i know its not good , im improving i have opened up to more people so hopefully one day i will be able to tell you wants wrong
in the mean time thanks for caring
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
time since last slip : 2 days
D...
the only reason i find it impossible to talk to you, is because there's nothing left to say.
i love you.
what else is there?
the only reason i find it impossible to talk to you, is because there's nothing left to say.
i love you.
what else is there?
If you say nothing left to lose,
Then you have not lost your voice.
And if you've got the guts to choose,
I will still give you the choice.
Sindy's Place
Visitors Welcome!
Then you have not lost your voice.
And if you've got the guts to choose,
I will still give you the choice.
Sindy's Place
Visitors Welcome!
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ARGH m not sure its worth it anymore. m caught between ur battle of lies and hurt and lies and hurt and lies and hurt! fuck!
just some 1 tell me the flipping truth!
I just dont think its worth it, i will be happier dead. m sure of it.
the only reason m alive is for u Kitty. I know what it will do 2 you if i take
my life.
just some 1 tell me the flipping truth!
I just dont think its worth it, i will be happier dead. m sure of it.
the only reason m alive is for u Kitty. I know what it will do 2 you if i take
my life.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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S - You wouldn't believe how thankful I am that things didn't work out between us, now I realise what a juvenile idiot you are. I'm lucky to have gotten away
A - It's really nice to meet someone who takes such an immediate liking to me. It's refreshing and flattering, and a massive self esteem boost. If someone as intelligent and popular as you likes me so much I must not be that bad
B - You are really, really not in my good books at the moment. I blame my entire situation with P on you. This is your fight and I stood up for you out of loyalty, create a problem I didn't need for you and now you've decided you and her are best friends again now I'm the target of all her resentment. Well thankyou very much. Why did I ever expect you to actually stand up to her? You're a coward and a hypocrite and I really don't like you at the moment
A - It's really nice to meet someone who takes such an immediate liking to me. It's refreshing and flattering, and a massive self esteem boost. If someone as intelligent and popular as you likes me so much I must not be that bad
B - You are really, really not in my good books at the moment. I blame my entire situation with P on you. This is your fight and I stood up for you out of loyalty, create a problem I didn't need for you and now you've decided you and her are best friends again now I'm the target of all her resentment. Well thankyou very much. Why did I ever expect you to actually stand up to her? You're a coward and a hypocrite and I really don't like you at the moment
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
I really wish you wouldn't get off the phone so fast. I miss you.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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mother..
f you..several times.
brother..
f you but not so much coz i love alex
dad...
come to sydney but you won't be seeing me..
alex
please stay three forever? you are truly the light of my world and the only thing about coming to adelaide i enjoy
f you..several times.
brother..
f you but not so much coz i love alex
dad...
come to sydney but you won't be seeing me..
alex
please stay three forever? you are truly the light of my world and the only thing about coming to adelaide i enjoy
Strength.Compassion.Creativity.
"she wonders how many women are walking around this world feeling the tingling of their amputated wings. remembering what it was to fly. to sing." Andrea Gibson "Blue Blanket"
" I come in too many flavours for just one fucking spoon" (Stacey ann chin"Crossfire")
"I want to erase the straight lines, so i can be me" (Stacey-Ann Chin " If only out of vanity")
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=194582 every challenge met, every obstacle conquered..aka MJ's Brand New Place. Read along as much as you please.
"she wonders how many women are walking around this world feeling the tingling of their amputated wings. remembering what it was to fly. to sing." Andrea Gibson "Blue Blanket"
" I come in too many flavours for just one fucking spoon" (Stacey ann chin"Crossfire")
"I want to erase the straight lines, so i can be me" (Stacey-Ann Chin " If only out of vanity")
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=194582 every challenge met, every obstacle conquered..aka MJ's Brand New Place. Read along as much as you please.
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CMHT worker: i wish you'd be homnest with me. jet me know it wasnt happening rather than telling me to hang on for it only to ring up on the day and say no. Im fedup of the lies and excuses. That was the first and last time i will even be honest with you.
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.
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Don't even try the moral blackmail on me. It doesn't work.
And you know what? You've just achieved the impossible. You've made me feel better about myself, because I know I would never stoop to what you said.
And you know what? You've just achieved the impossible. You've made me feel better about myself, because I know I would never stoop to what you said.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
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D - I hate you.
B - ...I need you. I need saving. I wish you would.
B - ...I need you. I need saving. I wish you would.
Last SI: --
> My Sigillum Diaboli - Read 1stPost <
KLove24's twin | Owns ultimate starshine | Haven's special RW buddy
Oftentimes all we need is a thought or a message to help us see another side to the problem,
or just some hope that life will be better - magicmum
Hugs & PM's are fine
The Truth that can set Souls Free is Buried within Sweet Pandemonium
To cry is to know that you're alive
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