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Post by Beasty » Tue Feb 03, 2009 4:28 pm

FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU!!!!!

I'll do any morning sessions you want from me. I'll be there with fucking BELLS on. But don't make me pick between a class that I really should go to and dinner.

I need to do well in that class so I have a good chance of getting the fuck out of here.
Dinner is the only thing I look forward to every day. My only fucking joy in life here.

FUUUUCCCKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUU
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Post by handmade mute » Wed Feb 04, 2009 5:18 am

Fuck you.

I did nothing wrong, I was reasonable and calm, and my expectations were not unreasonable.

Don't fucking make me the bad guy so you can keep playing the damn victim. You're not a fucking victim.

A victim is someone who has no choice in what happens to them. You have plenty of fucking choices, it's not my problem if you make the wrong ones.

You thought I'd be mad? You say you were scared of my reaction? Well fuck you. I have never been anywhere near as angry and spiteful as you've made me out to be. If you want to believe your own bullshit, that's fine, but I'm not playing anymore.

I will not let you make me the villian in your life, because I'm not.

I may have been an angry teenager, but guess what?!? You may not like it, or want to admit it, but I had reason to be. From the age of 8 I had to be an adult, I had to be responsible for the wellbeing of my baby cousins. Before I was a teenager I had to stay in a house with a known molester to look after them, I had to understand that, if it came down to it, I would have to do anything, anything in my power to make sure I was hurt, not them. I had to understand that my life was secondary. I never got to be a kid. I never got to learn how to grow up, I just had to be grown up. A chunk of my formative years was sacrificed in the name of family. All my plans were pushed aside, my ability to just go out and socialise was never allowed, because they would call and I would go. My stuff, my life, was secondary. And then, then you and my fucking sister made up a bullshit story about me to the family, and I was ostracised. Add to that your utter fucking devotion with my sister at my expense, and you're damn right I was angry. I still am.

Do not ever cry victim to me because you will not like my reply.

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Post by PLAIN JANE » Wed Feb 04, 2009 5:48 am

you said...I'll be sorry!!!
what an ass.........you thought your money and flashy cars could buy me...guess again ...this woman is not for sale...
You can go buy some bimbo....I don't care...YOU ARE SORRY!
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Post by Stefani140 » Tue Feb 10, 2009 10:38 pm

My god you are such a fucking idiot! I don't give a shit who told you alllll the fees on your account would be reversed! They were obviously a completely fucking idiot! I told you what I can do which is exactly what my manager told me I could do! So ahead and fucking demand their number and curse me out. YOU ARE GOING TO HEAR THE SAME THING WHEN YOU CALL HER! This is the last thing I needed today when I am already feeling triggered and urgey, was to be yelled at by your pathetic stupid ass. Now I am literally feeling so urgey, I am shaking from trying resist. Thanks a lot bitch, way to treat someone who's just doing their job.
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Post by handmade mute » Wed Feb 11, 2009 8:55 am

She's a fucking dick. She's a worthless sack of shit who cant even reign in the crazy long enough for SD to come and go. It's not like SD is around long anyway, but nooo, she can't just fucking pretend it's all ok. Gotta be a bitch, gotta hurt SD's feelings and make her want to be here less.

Great move, fuckwit. Could she be any more fucking stupid if she tried? She's fucking desperate for someone to be there, and then just fucking drives them all away.

Why can't she do anything right???

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Post by Beasty » Wed Feb 11, 2009 1:11 pm

Just because you have oh-so-many stars doesn't mean that you are all that helpful. It just means that you have no life. Want to be helpful? Try earning stars the real way.
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Post by kat11 » Thu Feb 19, 2009 1:19 am

FRICKIN' SUN!!!!!!

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Post by Beasty » Thu Feb 19, 2009 10:58 am

Why the fuck do I keep binging?! It's so stupid!
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Post by Eisa » Thu Feb 19, 2009 11:24 pm

You fucking make me sick. I hate you. You're my own father and I STILL hate you. I love you and I hate you. I fucking hate what you did to me when I was a child. You're the reason I'm so fucked up now. Everything--EVERYTHING--that is wrong with me can ultimately be traced back to what you did. I didn't even know the half of it until I started remembering. You fucking asshole. I hate remembering and I hate what you did to me even more.
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Post by mephistopheles » Tue Mar 03, 2009 12:51 pm

Yo ass-hat, quit tapping your fingers on the bookshelf. I'm not going to get off the computer any quicker because you're being obnoxious. Also, I am waiting for an essay to load on Jstor, I'm not just fannying around. So fuck off and be a twat elsewhere.
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Post by Never Again » Thu Mar 05, 2009 4:52 am

i'm your daughter, how could you turn your back on me after what i told you. you never asked me if i was okay. i didn't do anything wrong!!!!!! i WILL be fine without you. but what the fuck, seriously. i can't even fathom how someone could treat their own daughter this way.
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Post by Beasty » Tue Mar 17, 2009 9:04 pm

*trig-- may offend anyone feeling SU*
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Suicide. It's the most fucking selfish thing you could possibly do. Hurting SO many people just because you can't take some shit. I know. I've had hell happen to me and I've felt like ending it all, too. But I've learned the absolute pain and horror of losing someone you love and I can't imagine causing people that much misery because I have no backbone. Cowboy the hell up and deal with it. Very few things on this earth are THAT bad. I don't mean just idly wishing for death because it would be easier.

I'm not ranting against people feeling suicidal, I guess. I'm ranting against the concept of Generalised Person X commiting suicide. I don't mean to offend anyone or devalue anyone feeling this way. I'm just pissing and moaning against the very idea itself. I probably haven't said that right.
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Wed Mar 18, 2009 3:18 am

I'm trying to be nice...you are stretching my limits...go away...just go the hell away!
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Post by zombiepeople » Wed Mar 18, 2009 3:45 am

I don't know how...but PLEASE shut your dog up somehow...every time I go outside all I hear is it barking and whining in it's damn kennel. I know you don't abuse it, but it bothers everyone around you and you don't seem to give a damn...you're a dick anyway, but at least try to be considerate...I dont' care if you're richer than everyone...dont' be such a dick :evil:
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Tue Mar 24, 2009 5:55 am

Fuck this dumb shit...fuck you...fuck you .........you self esteem robbing piece of shit.............
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Tue Mar 24, 2009 6:30 am

did I forget? I could tell your wife...she would believe me over you ya know?
I won't tell her..I'm better than that...FUCK YOU!!!I HATE YOU!
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Post by falllingdown » Fri Mar 27, 2009 7:43 pm

You fucking prick, you stupid lanky streak of piss are you that thick that you dont know whats yours or mine. Are you special or something.
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Post by Spidey » Sun Mar 29, 2009 1:34 am

You are an idiot, and I want to punch you.

Quit acting like a five-year-old and crying and grow a pair.
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Sun Mar 29, 2009 1:44 am

You will pay you fucking piece of rich shit,,,I will kill you myself if I have to..watch your back..................I'm coming!
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Sun Mar 29, 2009 3:23 am

I couldn't do it.....weak....not acceptable
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