Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

WalkingStick · Post by **WalkingStick** » Tue Jan 27, 2009 5:39 am

im sorry for how much i hurt you. i'm sorry for the silence.
i feel we don't have closure, but i'm not sure how to get any, at this point.

you need to move on. clearly, i have. im not the one for you. i'm the one for him.

move on, and find someone new.
be happy.

im sorry we didn't have closure.
it's something i truely regret.

kendra · Post by **kendra** » Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:32 am

I don't think I'm cut out for this, part of me thinks I should just drop out now...

Mind Explorer · Post by **Mind Explorer** » Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:00 pm

Everytime I speak out my mind, tell what I'm dealing with and take some (mental) space, I find myself attention sick.

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Wed Jan 28, 2009 5:09 am

Though I try to pretend, I am still not doing well in my recovery from my ED

travelgirl · Post by **travelgirl** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 7:05 am

if you asked me to move there with you, i would do it in a heartbeat, without regret, or looking back, i would give up my dreams for you, every last one.

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 7:54 pm

I know you were here. I know you were online, hiding from me, while I was sitting there waiting to talk to you for 4 hours. It was really stupid to change something on your name while hiding, since I'd be able to see it. The only thing I don't know is why, but I will find out...without telling you I know about today.

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 10:40 pm

i wanna cry myself to sleep but im too afraid of being caught

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 4:27 pm

I can see myself spending a large part of my life with her. I'm scared what my family would say.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Sat Jan 31, 2009 10:22 pm

I'm afraid i'll fail.

but at the same time, there's this part of me that wants to do this.
I can do this.

breathing · Post by **breathing** » Sun Feb 01, 2009 2:34 am

Every aspect of the world makes me feel so dreadfully alone.
And no one understands it.

kalayla · Post by **kalayla** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 3:48 am

I need someone to tell me that I will be okay, I need someone to hols me and let me cry... I just really need someone

starcatuk · Post by **starcatuk** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 1:41 pm

i love him even though it would never work

Post by **Spidey** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 1:00 am

greenstar wrote:I'm afraid I'm getting dreadfully depressed again and no one notices.

I want my old friends back. It feels like I have to be depressed to be loved.

I heart you hardcore irregardless. Granted we've never met IRL but I think you fucking rock.

WorkDaySarcasm · Post by **WorkDaySarcasm** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 7:23 pm

Thinking back over my Ed behaviour it's been going on for years.

I feel I should really be a lot smaller.

kgraff · Post by **kgraff** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 9:09 pm

how did it get so bad that i tried to kill myself?
what did i do wrong?
i just want it all go away and for someone to save me

mithz · Post by **mithz** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 10:44 pm

I don't know what to do. This thing is really getting to me.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 11:53 pm

I have a folder called "Four Years" on my computer. In it are pictures I saved for a certain kind of occasion if it should arise.. in four or less years.

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Wed Feb 04, 2009 11:41 am

why do i care about her she made me miserable
am i not cabable of hatred

HakunaMatata · Post by **HakunaMatata** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 1:25 pm

Maybe slight ED/SU triggs.
I feel like I really don't belong. Anywhere. I am healthy and fine. But I want something to be wrong with me. I've lost weight, now I'm eating like I'll never see food again. If I'm not careful it will all go back. And I don't want that, I don't. I want to be thin. Thinner than I am now. Now is normal, I so HATE 'normal'. I have 2 friends. And yesterday I realised how little I actually know one of them. I feel like a loser. Because of money trouble I now can't get a cat, the one thing I was holding out for. Every night I go to bed and hope I won't wake up in the morning. And every morning I wake up. I don't want to kill myself, but I definitely don't want to be alive right now.

kalayla · Post by **kalayla** » Thu Feb 05, 2009 3:14 pm

i know that it is my fault... i know that it is all me... that you just dont want me

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