Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by **treasure** » Wed Jan 28, 2009 3:04 pm

what i should say but probably won't:
it's not realistic for you to stay with us without paying your way. your help in having a car and driving us around is appreciated but you're an adult with some money of your own, so please can you pay for your share of the accomodation.

what i want to say:
fuck you idiot. how dare you dump money problems on us when we have barely any money. do you want us to sleep on a roadside somewhere with no bathroom?! i haven't seen you for years and thought my apathy might become friendliness if you were able to not be abusive or overly obnoxious. FAIL. i don't even have space in my head to hate you, you don't deserve to have space in my head. i think i will ignore til you are out of my life again and then forget you. thanks for making it easy.

Sprinklez · Post by **Sprinklez** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 12:05 am

Chey Kizoxie wrote: sorry! gosh. I even commented to someone today that my nickname sounds like a normal name... i am sorry.

ha, it's cool

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 12:23 am

You suck at taking hints. I'm terribly sorry, but I just can't deal with you right now. I did say that I loved you, and I did. Maybe I still do, but I'm unsure of that even now. Point being, I was never in love with you. It seems I'm destined to hurt you like he hurt me. I DO feel bad about it, I promise.

I guess I just need to take care of me right now and dealing with you is quite the opposite.
God, I feel like such a bitch.
I AM such a bitch.

*pixie dust* · Post by ***pixie dust*** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 7:46 pm

You have got no idea how much of an effect you've had on me and now I don't know what to do with myself now you're gone

Eva · Post by **Eva** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 9:30 pm

Why do you ignore me?
How can you say, that you have fallen for me, when it's not true? I don't understand. Or maybe I do. Because you probably tell the same thing to every girl. That's why you got so mad. Because I figured you out. I knew, we would never meet. It was all a lie. I could feel it the whole time. You made me smile. You made me forget. I wanted SO much to meet you. Now I know it will never happen.

Good luck outthere!

*Ally* · Post by ***Ally*** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 3:35 am

Why can't you see it? I don't understand. I've given you so many hints. And still you just don't see it. It's a constant battle for me and I wish you understood. I secretly just wish I could tell you, I want you to support me and help me. But a part of me hopes you never do because then I'll never have to get better.

PLAIN JANE · Post by **PLAIN JANE** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 6:50 am

I thought you were different...I was wrong....again

Sprinklez · Post by **Sprinklez** » Sat Jan 31, 2009 3:49 am

K (again)- we need to talk through this, i love you, dont just leave me, i need you more than anyone else in this world..please..just dont go like this..let me tell you my side of it..and if you still want to leave..by all means go..get the fuck out of here..just please listen to me..for once in your life..let me explain how this makes me feel..

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Sun Feb 01, 2009 8:44 pm

I hate it when people rail on George Bush. Policies, go ahead. Results, go ahead. I can't say that his presidency was too successful.

But his character? My family knows his family. He is a genuinely nice guy and he actually IS pretty smart. When my grandfather died, the very next day he called my grandmother personally to tell her how sorry he was. Granddad was just his father's friend. He didn't have to do that and he didn't have to so promptly. But he did.
I could go on.
The Bushes are legitimately nice people with good intentions.

So everyone can just SHUT THE FUCK UP!.

kat11 · Post by **kat11** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 5:33 am

don't think i'm strong enough to say it...

shit

*Kate* · Post by ***Kate*** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 5:45 am

M - sorry I'm not good enough for you and that I'm such a dissapointment, and not the daughter you always wanted.

H - take care of yourself honey, I care about you way more than you know. please, please atleast wait until i can talk to you more tomorrow.

the edge of the world · Post by **the edge of the world** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 6:50 am

methinks my brain should go away and leave me alone. now. please.

handmade mute · Post by **handmade mute** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 10:13 am

Dear Mum,

Right now I am hurting.

You are my mother, and the expectation is that I will be in at least the top ten important people in your life. After all, you gave birth to me. But the thing is, I'm not. I'm way down behind my sister, my cousins (even the annoying ones that piss you off), your workmates, your neighbours, your friends... I'm somewhere under 'take out the rubbish' or 'pick up hot smelly dog poop' on your list of important things to take care of, and that hurts me.

You seem to think I don't need you. I do. But I need you to take an interest in me before I will ever trust you with the big stuff. If I have to spend 20 minutes hearing about your computer malfunctioning, the least you can do is spare 5 minutes to hear about my life. Not the boring parts like computers and new purchases, but my actual life events and ups and downs. You'll devote hours to my cousin's every story, and yet you never have time for me.

You tell me that you'll always be there for me, but then I call, and leave a message with my sister, and you never call back. I ended up calling you, hours later, and you couldn't care less what I had to say, you were talking about the family. You called them instead of me, knowing it would be a long catch up conversation with them, and a short one with me.

You chose them. You always choose them. And, honestly, I don't want to put myself in the position to be hurt by you anymore. Your inability to care about me took me from the first truly joyful moment I'd felt in months to wanting to SI. The horrible part is, the SI is less hurtful, less damaging, than my relationship with you.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 10:06 pm

maybe if you were prepared to explain things in a civilised way instead of behaving like a fucking sergeant major I'd take what you say into account. But I'm not going to. I'm a member of the production team and I'm as entitled to have views about interpretation as you.
And after all, come next week there'll be nothing you can do about it.

KLove24 · Post by **KLove24** » Mon Feb 02, 2009 10:48 pm

I'm beginning to realize that letting you go was the best thing I could have done. I have been looking for you for months now and honestly I think I'm done. Had I not walked away then it would only have been way worse in the end. Thanks for helping me realize so much about myself.

Post by **Spidey** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 12:58 am

I hope that before Wednesday you pull your head out of your ass, otherwise I am asking to be reassigned.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 4:11 am

I've tried to talk to you, to tell you how you make me feel. And I know we just can't talk. But I'm finally just saying it, even though you're my mom I'm never going to let you hold me down again. If I let you hold me down from college, then I risk my future. I risk you holding down the rest of my life. And I can't live the rest of my life like this.

I know you don't believe in me, but I do. I believe in me. This time I believe in me more than you DON'T believe in me. And you know what? I think maybe that will be enough.

So watch me, because you'll be amazed.

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Wed Feb 04, 2009 11:12 am

what was i thinking when i said i would do 6 days a week of placement plus 1 of those 6 days im there for 11 hours??? I still need to do my homework.

I can't belive i didnt check fred. if i had, I would have been home an hour earlier instead of waisting all the time going all the way to the college for NOTHING!

I miss sleep.

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Wed Feb 04, 2009 11:39 am

i now i have no right to tell you who to be friends with
but him really he messed up my life

Peege · Post by **Peege** » Wed Feb 04, 2009 10:39 pm

**lang**

Fuck you you bastard. I don't actually care what you thought of them, it wasn't really about that. But what you said made my emotional state at the time seem like it was of no consequence to you, just like you have shown over the last year that i myself am of no consequence to you. So fuck you. You're an arrogant, selfish prick and what you are doing to your brother and your family is the pettiest, most childish behaviour i have ever seen from a grown man. You're PATHETIC.

PS: don't you ever insult my mother again. She has more emotional intelligence in one hair follicle than you have in your entire body you stuck up, arrogant, silver spooned cambridge cunt.

bus

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