Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Jamas » Tue Jan 20, 2009 9:48 pm

Antsy.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Jan 20, 2009 10:18 pm

neutral

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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Jan 26, 2009 9:56 am

worried, tired, anxious, headache, ...

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Jan 26, 2009 10:00 am

ill

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Post by HakunaMatata » Mon Jan 26, 2009 10:20 am

For the first time in a long time, suicidal.
I'm not depressed, I have a lot going for me. But it's not enough. And I want to cop out and take the easy route and die.
My logic fails me sometimes.

[NB, I won't. I couldn't do it to my family & partner. Doesn't stop me feeling that way tho :roll: ]
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Post by Mind Explorer » Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:37 am

like cutting, bruising, yelling and throwing everything out all at once. But I can't and I won't... I feel physically sick and so tentioned.
But at the same time I feel very supported and I know this will pass.

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Post by a7xcncangel » Tue Jan 27, 2009 2:22 am

*su* :cry:
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Post by flux » Tue Jan 27, 2009 2:32 am

like i'm losing myself back to who i once was :(

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Post by depressed1 » Tue Jan 27, 2009 3:00 am

Suicidal... :cry: :cry: :cry:
I'm not the one you want i'll only let you down i guess you could say i'm just feeling sorry for myself (intensity in ten cities by chiodos)

and all is quiet but the drop of my gun as i want to belong to someone, but maybe life's not for everyone (black orchid by justin furstenfeld)

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Post by kendra » Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:47 am

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Post by PLAIN JANE » Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:02 am

like driving in the snow.....
We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give.
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Cravings

Post by relieved » Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:13 am

I haven't carved on myself for a few months thanks to a drug I've been taking, but man alive, have I had a desire/craving to do just that. I'm looking for people in a similar situation who are either cutting right now or have overcome the desire to do so.

I am a guy in my early 40's..

Thanks..

Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Jan 27, 2009 2:21 pm

^ welcome to bus and have a cow :moove: its a bus tradition :)

Many of us are in that boat of having random slip urges after not si for a long time.

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Post by vampirelover » Tue Jan 27, 2009 11:19 pm

wierd
hungry
alone
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Jan 27, 2009 11:26 pm

i feel ok. muscles a bit tense but fine otherwise

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Post by *Ally* » Wed Jan 28, 2009 12:56 am

Depressed
Fat
Anxious
Ashamed
Hopeless

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Jan 28, 2009 12:59 am

ok

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Post by volta » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:00 am

ugly.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:15 am

feel like not the brightest lightbulbs on the christmas tree.

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Post by Cuppy » Wed Jan 28, 2009 7:21 am

me too
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