last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

Storme · Post by **Storme** » Sat Dec 27, 2008 5:53 pm

I didn't because I wanted to wear a new top I'd bought without having to worry about hiding.

Post by **Spidey** » Sat Dec 27, 2008 7:12 pm

It takes effort =/

Skip · Post by **Skip** » Sat Dec 27, 2008 10:44 pm

Because my foster mother hid my lighters and then stood and watched me in my room...so I wouldn't do anything.

Damn that woman is good.

Sam_Crayon · Post by **Sam_Crayon** » Sat Dec 27, 2008 11:25 pm

i want to si right now, but i wont because i promised my gf i wouldnt, i havent done it in months, i want to be able to show my arms (even if they are a bit scar-ey) im terified someone would find out, this feeling will pass... i think i might just go to sleep to get away from feeling like this

Post by **strmdncr** » Tue Dec 30, 2008 9:34 am

*because with each day that passes I'm getting closer and closer to my long term goal of 1 year si free
*because I would feel as though I had disappointed my T (even though I know he would say I didn't)
*because the last time I did I scared myself with how much I actually did
*because I know I have other ways of dealing with the triggers
*because I deserve to care for myself as much as I care for others in my life

PLAIN JANE · Post by **PLAIN JANE** » Wed Dec 31, 2008 1:46 am

I didn't cause I'm starting to love myself.

Sheliya · Post by **Sheliya** » Mon Jan 05, 2009 6:03 pm

I didn't because the marks from last time were still too visibly etched on my left arm.

Inthebox · Post by **Inthebox** » Thu Jan 08, 2009 4:49 am

Because even if the idea sounds great in my head, I really don't want to physically cut.

ReineDuSommeil · Post by **ReineDuSommeil** » Wed Jan 14, 2009 12:06 pm

I wanted to sleep instead......

figment · Post by **figment** » Wed Jan 14, 2009 12:26 pm

I've already had two slips, and really, they just made me feel worse.

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Wed Jan 14, 2009 1:39 pm

I didnt want to slip back to addiction
I would of hurt my best friend
it wouldnt change anthing for the good in the long run
im stronger than that i dont need it
i went to sleep

SplinteredGirl · Post by **SplinteredGirl** » Tue Jan 27, 2009 7:45 am

because mt new goal is a month AND a week
becuase my boyfriend would be disapointed
i have no wirstband to cover it right now...
.. my scars are so ugly

*Ally* · Post by ***Ally*** » Wed Jan 28, 2009 1:05 am

I didn't because I wanted to make it 6 weeks SI free and I couldn't handle the disappointment I would feel afterwards if I had gone threw with it.

Sheliya · Post by **Sheliya** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 11:59 pm

because I didn't want to have to deal with the annoyance of having to try and keep my arm dry in the shower tonight...

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Sat Jan 31, 2009 1:27 am

no time - I was late for work

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Sat Jan 31, 2009 9:28 pm

im holding of for 15 min

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sat Jan 31, 2009 11:18 pm

I knew it wouldn't be worth the terrible feeling of guilt after

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Sun Feb 01, 2009 6:50 pm

i fell asleep in front of the tv and then i woke up i had basically got through the night so i just went to beb

Post by **Spidey** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 1:01 am

I watched House instead.

That and decided it was too much effort to hurt myself.

*Ally* · Post by ***Ally*** » Tue Feb 03, 2009 3:01 am

I knew it wouldn't help me in the end.

bus

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