Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Fri Jan 09, 2009 2:01 pm

Okay J (Not best mate, this girl at school) If you keep going on about fucking sexuality in front of my face then I will tear your fucking throat out. Stop moaning on and on and on and FUCKING ON about your so-called "Lack of sex drive" and just get on with your bloody schoolwork!!!
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
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Post by Eva » Fri Jan 09, 2009 2:11 pm

I don't think I want to see you anymore. You make me sad....

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Post by Stefani140 » Fri Jan 09, 2009 6:58 pm

I know I'm not good enough. You can disagree all you want, but the fact that you need them is proof enough. Stop trying to make me feel better when your actions contradict your words. I'm not good enough and I never will be. I just want to hide and let you get on with your life.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Jan 10, 2009 6:03 am

..if you don't want to talk to me fine. Just tell me.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Jan 11, 2009 2:51 am

You forgot about me today.. you said you wouldn't..

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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Sun Jan 11, 2009 11:29 pm

B: Why the fuck should it always fall on me to tidy up and clean? How hard is it to open your eyes, see it's clean, and say, use a plate instead of the counter to make your sandwhich on. Thus no mess. Or how to operate a washing maachine. Or how to work the vacuum. Cause you don't seem to care. I love you very much but something has to give before it's me.

M: Please, I have all my hopes pinned on you being in an amicable mood sometime soon so I can ask again about having a cat. Yet I'm sorta of scared cause I know the answer will be no. Yet it's all I have, so the hope you may say yes is all I'm really holding on to.

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Post by Beasty » Mon Jan 12, 2009 12:23 am

I don't want to be here. I do not want to be here. I tried to go to sleep a quarter of an hour ago but I couldn't stop crying. I need to sleep now to get over jet lag but I need to keep my mind occupied so I do not break down again. I'm lonely, I have no friends, and I am too fucking terrified to try.

I want friends so I don't feel alone but I don't want any because I don't want anything to bind me to this school in case I choose to leave. Which seems more and more likely if I continue to be alone. But it is academically better for me to leave anyway.

I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE.
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Mon Jan 12, 2009 12:45 am

Sorry J (Best mate who isn't anymore) my life is my life and your life is your life, and it's remaining that way for a while, but I sincerely hope not forever...
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
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Post by breathing » Mon Jan 12, 2009 6:20 am

Just shut up. Shut up.
Your inner bigotry isn't making my life any easier. Don't tell me about how you feel, I really don't give a fuck, and I disagree with you.

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Post by *Kate* » Mon Jan 12, 2009 6:39 am

M - just shut the hell up and leave me alone. all you do is continue to make things worse.

S - deary what did i do wrong? i cant fix it if you wont tell me what needs to be fixed? im sorry

J - thanks for understanding and being someone i can talk to about anything and everything

M - i dont think i'll ever understand what i did to make you want to leave all those times, and i dont think you'll ever realize how much i've hated myself for practically tearing apart my family singlehandedly
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Post by KLove24 » Mon Jan 12, 2009 7:03 am

WTF is wrong with me that this keeps happening? I don't get it. I hate it and it makes me feel like shit
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Mon Jan 12, 2009 9:15 am

I lied to you.....I'm not ok
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Mon Jan 12, 2009 3:47 pm

Bye J...you owe me my stuff back, and your life is yours and my life is mine. For your safety and mine, I'm drawing the line. Sorry.
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Mon Jan 12, 2009 5:00 pm

I hope your new dog bites you
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Post by ambivalent red » Mon Jan 12, 2009 6:01 pm

Fuck you, I quit... but can I still use you as a good recomendation??
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Post by Sheliya » Mon Jan 12, 2009 7:39 pm

C: I lied to you. I'm really not "good." I wish you could see that...

S: Yes, I really did want to talk last night, but I felt like it would be selfish of me to push the issue. So i stayed quiet.

P: I can't believe you said those things to me...it was...so liberating. So freeing. I needed to hear that I'm not letting you down.
How did you know that I'm all alone today
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe


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Post by whisperings » Mon Jan 12, 2009 9:51 pm

Why do you play these games with me? How can you call me a friend and dismiss me when you are in pain? How can I be free to share my pain with you if you are not free to do the same?

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Post by whisperings » Mon Jan 12, 2009 9:52 pm

G*d, if you love me better than any earthly father, why am I in so much pain? What are you trying to get me to see that I am not? I need you and the peace only you can give.

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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 12, 2009 10:20 pm

A: you make me feel inadequate

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Post by *Kate* » Mon Jan 12, 2009 10:55 pm

D - fuck off and stop making me miserable

M&L - thanks
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