Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by amerylis » Sun Dec 21, 2008 8:43 pm

Im so scared of losing him
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Dec 21, 2008 9:02 pm

I wonder each day how I could have found someone so perfect to date.. and then I realize I don't want to know, I just want to live in the moment. I'm amazingly happy dating a girl, even though my family would/will freak.

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Post by kalayla » Mon Dec 22, 2008 2:08 pm

im not as worried as you are
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Post by falllingdown » Mon Dec 22, 2008 5:51 pm

I wish i had you.
Justice for the 96

Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Dec 22, 2008 8:51 pm

I'm not sad anymore.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Callisto » Tue Dec 23, 2008 12:42 am

being wanted by both of you is giving me a huge rush, its fucking awesome.

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Post by travelgirl » Sun Dec 28, 2008 8:07 am

I love him, alot more than I'm comfortable with, and yet every day I pray the it will work out and he and I can be together forever.

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Post by Spidey » Mon Dec 29, 2008 5:43 am

I have lost my purpose in life.

I have no idea what I am living for, or WHY I am even living.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Beasty » Mon Dec 29, 2008 6:25 am

I can't be a Christian because if I were, I'd be going straight to hell.

(Not that I want to be a Christian)
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Post by Callisto » Wed Dec 31, 2008 5:47 am

on the one hand, it breaks my heart to find out that you really did love me and makes me wish you'd shown it/said it earlier.

on the other hand, it makes me smugly pleased to know that you did and still do even though I'm not with you anymore (and that you'll never really replace me).

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Post by Beasty » Thu Jan 01, 2009 6:51 am

There are some people that I don't think I'll ever get over/forget.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Thu Jan 01, 2009 9:33 pm

I wrote that.
But before did something that went very against it.
I should to the right thing, but I want the wrong thing.
How will I resist it when I don't have it me to throw it out?

I just hate how much I want it.
Whether I not use it or not.
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Post by mithz » Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:26 am

I'm starting to doubt if I have actually made any progress, or I've just being deluding myself for several months.

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Post by *~*Lexi*~* » Fri Jan 02, 2009 4:28 am

What's wrong with me? I mean really????

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Post by steady hands » Sat Jan 03, 2009 6:43 am

I lied today. to my brand new therapist.

I hurt myself.
I drink. I do drugs.
I'm depressed.
I have an eating disorder. (not that you asked).
I'm not mentally stable.

I feel so guilty. And so trapped.


and I don't know how to fix any of this.
my first day of therapy, and I've already fucked things over.

I don't know what's worse.
the fact that I lied through the whole thing, or the fact that you didn't notice.


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Post by sadgirl2 » Sat Jan 03, 2009 6:56 pm

I wish someone loved me
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Jan 03, 2009 11:39 pm

I fear that people like me are a dying breed.
and they are dying fast.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 05, 2009 4:32 pm

I dislike most of my family and want nothing to do with them.

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Post by Stefani140 » Mon Jan 05, 2009 8:24 pm

I keep saying I'm mildly worried when the truth is I am scared as hell.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."

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Post by mithz » Mon Jan 05, 2009 11:01 pm

I am going on a wonderful holiday soon. People are jealous.
Yet I don't want to go. I just want to stay here and reduce myself to a corner. Where I can sit in silence and hidden from the world.

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