Place to cry

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Storme » Sat Dec 27, 2008 5:56 pm

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Post by freespeechz » Sun Dec 28, 2008 2:48 am

:cry:

I'm sick of feeling this way.
maybe someday
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Post by Spidey » Sun Dec 28, 2008 3:16 am

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there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by Storme » Sun Dec 28, 2008 12:50 pm

All I want is a hug....

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Post by Lynds » Fri Jan 02, 2009 2:30 pm

:shakehead: :1cries: :cry:

Crying into my cup of tea and feel too stupid to phone anyone...
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker

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Post by one out of none » Fri Jan 02, 2009 9:34 pm

:cry:

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Post by Koru » Sun Jan 04, 2009 1:55 am

I want to cry but I'm afraid that if I do I won't stop until I SI
So I'll have to make do with BUS tears :bawl:
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Post by kittyfever » Sun Jan 04, 2009 2:02 am

:cry:

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Post by Eva » Sun Jan 04, 2009 7:02 pm

:bsad:

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Post by one out of none » Tue Jan 06, 2009 10:44 pm

:bawl:

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i wish is cud cry

Post by dylanlil » Wed Jan 07, 2009 1:39 am

Its coming up to the anniversary of the car accident in which my niece died aged 18yrs and i didnt die, i so wish it had been me it shud have been me. I have never wanted to live due to being abused from age 6 til 15yrs im now 38 and so want it to be over,,,,,, :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
Lynne-Anne u will be missed forever u died on the cold rocks that day, im so sorry i lived! Never got to say goodbye but i love u..xx

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Post by Joseph » Fri Jan 16, 2009 3:50 am

I cant cry in real life. I will see a show with a father and son scene and a tear will leak out but real tears I only remember once. I tried to find my brother who was taken away when my father passed away. I decided it was my time to act like an adult I was over 30 at the time. I tracked down my sister who also left from my mom. When I called her "I hated her" she told me that my brother had died of cancer a year earlier. I spent the day in shock and later that night in bed hiding under the covers I fell apart for the first time in memory. My wife was there to hold me which I am great full.

I have a heart full of tears that I wish I could let out maybe someday.

For now this will have to do :1cries:
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Post by vampirelover » Fri Jan 16, 2009 11:55 am

all i wanna do is cry :1cries:
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Post by Sheliya » Fri Jan 16, 2009 1:35 pm

:1cries: It's too much...I just wanna cry...
How did you know that I'm all alone today
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe


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Post by ultimate starshine » Fri Jan 16, 2009 4:11 pm

:(
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

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Post by kat11 » Mon Jan 19, 2009 7:23 am

feel like crying...

but don't know how
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God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference.

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Post by Joseph » Tue Jan 20, 2009 5:27 am

The tears will come Kat when you are ready to let them flow. Unfortunately it is outside of your control.

Until then kind thoughts and wishes from the many here you have helped including me.
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Post by kat11 » Tue Jan 20, 2009 5:46 am

thanks...

still feel like crying
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Post by leemc77 » Tue Jan 20, 2009 11:51 am

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by a7xcncangel » Tue Jan 20, 2009 6:20 pm

To everyone who feels like crying....
:1hug3: (if ok)

I'm here to talk/rant/etc to if needed.
I wish I could comfort each and everyone of you (again, if ok)

Please know that's it's ok to have a good cry. I can be very emotional, but it's ok. It's better to let out all your feelings then to bottle them up.

I love you all!
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