Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- acdcrocker1909
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Okay.. I've known you almost all my life, and I've stood by you even when I should have probably given you an asskicking. But seriously.. only 14 credits when you are transfering in? Seriously boy. Do you want to go out and find guys to lay you all the time or what? No, I'm not introducing you to a couple guys I know.. No, I'm not taking you to parties.. hell I don't even go to parties. And bigger no, I am not going to ride up to campus with you. I like my freedom thankyouverymuch.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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- kalayla
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you dont hurt me by telling me that...honestly i dont FUCKING care
"when they finally
found me this halo fit my throat. I am your contorted angel"
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{{disco lemonade}}
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- acdcrocker1909
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You can't hurt me.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
- southsider
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Holy shit, I have the BIGGEST crush on you. But I don't want to tell you, since I like you as a person. Talking with you is fun and comfortable. I'm afraid we wouldn't talk at all if I were to tell you that I'm attracted to you.
I feel like a teenager again. It's a good thing I'm not acting like a teenager again, slurring my words and making an ass out of myself.
I feel like a teenager again. It's a good thing I'm not acting like a teenager again, slurring my words and making an ass out of myself.
☼ there is hope ☼
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"If you really want to stay clean, you will find a way. If not, you will find an excuse."
- brknflight
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- Stefani140
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I wish this would all just go away and for once make my life easy.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
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My Place: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=128060
PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
My Place: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=128060
- KLove24
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I know you never think about me I am completely aware of that fact. Yet I can't get you off my mind. I feel like if I could just see you in person I would know that it was all in my head
I don't know if I trust the things you say to me. I don't know why I put myself thru the torture of talking to you just so that I can get hurt again.
I don't know if I trust the things you say to me. I don't know why I put myself thru the torture of talking to you just so that I can get hurt again.
It has really hurt me that you and your side of the family have blatantly not gotten me a present or a card. It hurts that I know you've done it out of spite and to hammer home the fact that I don't exist to you. I feel so rejected and empty and hurt right now. well done for succeeding in ruining my Christmas. Happy fucking holidays.
- DecemberLivy
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the thing is, I'm madly in love with you. I keep lying to myself but I am dreaming about you, in a very specific sense, and it's just not true to keep assuming what I'm assuming. You are so damaged and warped and bad, in so many ways but when I allow myself to think and feel what is innate and natural I come to only one conclusion. I hate being honest with myself because if feels like some sort of betrayal, but I really am mad about you. I think you're the craziest most unique utterly amazing person ever. I just... don't know what to do. What is there to do. Not alot. The two Livy's are saying seperate things, one is rational (sort of) and one is not. I WANT to listen to rational Livy, but what is real is real
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- acdcrocker1909
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Okay. here's all the stuff I want to say to you my conservative, religious on some sides family. Screw being what you all are. I'm very opposite from you in so many view points.
Sexual Orientation. Who cares what people are attracted to. It doesn't make them any less of a person. Why should it matter who likes what in their beds at night? You all sicken me.
This brings me to point two, marriage. Totally not for me. I'm not going to be open to the idea until the point of "traditional marriage" is destroyed. Until all my gay/bisexual/any other orientation, can marry who they want.. I don't even want the idea of it.
These two added together brings me to another point. I'm dating an amazing woman. Deal with it. If you are going to tell me I'm going to hell, great! When I'm there I'll turn to my right and wave to ya.
Other things we'll disagree on. Abortion. I'm pro-choice. Don't even think of starting a debate with me. Religion in general. I know some of you border on crazy fundamentalists, damn I'll have fun tearing you to shreads if you start a debate.
Take a look at a lot of the younger generations. We're a bit more accepting of people. You lot sicken me in many aspects. You are more judgemental than should be allowed a great deal of the time. Wake up. You religious folk, you're supposed to accept and love everyone. I sure as hell do not see you doing that.
Open your minds past the conservative limit. Liberals aren't evil bastards ya know.
Sexual Orientation. Who cares what people are attracted to. It doesn't make them any less of a person. Why should it matter who likes what in their beds at night? You all sicken me.
This brings me to point two, marriage. Totally not for me. I'm not going to be open to the idea until the point of "traditional marriage" is destroyed. Until all my gay/bisexual/any other orientation, can marry who they want.. I don't even want the idea of it.
These two added together brings me to another point. I'm dating an amazing woman. Deal with it. If you are going to tell me I'm going to hell, great! When I'm there I'll turn to my right and wave to ya.
Other things we'll disagree on. Abortion. I'm pro-choice. Don't even think of starting a debate with me. Religion in general. I know some of you border on crazy fundamentalists, damn I'll have fun tearing you to shreads if you start a debate.
Take a look at a lot of the younger generations. We're a bit more accepting of people. You lot sicken me in many aspects. You are more judgemental than should be allowed a great deal of the time. Wake up. You religious folk, you're supposed to accept and love everyone. I sure as hell do not see you doing that.
Open your minds past the conservative limit. Liberals aren't evil bastards ya know.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
The main reason I'm being distant is because I know that chances are, my proximate choices are likely going to make it impossible for us to have a relationship any longer. It will become completely unreasonable for you to date me.
I'm sorry, but I will not put my life aside for you.
I'm sorry, but I will not put my life aside for you.
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- 5th section
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there must be more I can do. why can't I see what it is?
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
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- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
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please help me.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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