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- gravity_defiant
- growing roots
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I hate, hate, hate you!! Please don't touch me anymore, don't talk to me anymore, don't call, don't text me!
I can't have anything to do with you anymore. You make me hate myself even more. You make me want to get drunk, cut and all the bad things. I don't want you to like me. I don't like you. I wish I could tell you all this live.
I love another person, not you. I love a man, who destroys me, who hates me, who wishes he'd never met me, who regrets everything, who has been mean to me. But I love him like I will never love anyone again. Sorry!!
I can't have anything to do with you anymore. You make me hate myself even more. You make me want to get drunk, cut and all the bad things. I don't want you to like me. I don't like you. I wish I could tell you all this live.
I love another person, not you. I love a man, who destroys me, who hates me, who wishes he'd never met me, who regrets everything, who has been mean to me. But I love him like I will never love anyone again. Sorry!!
- (*Haven*)
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You're right. I still do.
My Place Visitors are welcome. New First Post 12/16/08
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
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- unpacking boxes
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I'm sorry I had to lie to you, but I didn't know what else to do. I know how much you HATE him and if you knew you would be so upset. Just know that this is killing me something fierce. I still can't believer you apologized for giving my a hard time about the flirting, i deserved it and more if only you knew what I did.
- acdcrocker1909
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Please leave me alone.. just move on. Quit coming to me when you are in the mood to fight. Go break someone's spirit. Not mine anymore.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
Fuck off. I hope you don't come back after Christmas. I can't keep doing this. I exist. I live here. Stop treating me as if you don't notice me/I don't matter. Just please don't come back. I hate how you're making me feel.
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...
"To me, photographyis an art of observation. It's all about finding something interesting in an ordinary place... I've found it has little to do with the things you see, and everything to do with the way you see them."
- Elliott Erwitt
When today is done...
"To me, photographyis an art of observation. It's all about finding something interesting in an ordinary place... I've found it has little to do with the things you see, and everything to do with the way you see them."
- Elliott Erwitt
- (*Haven*)
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Tell me goodbye for good. I know that you want to.
My Place Visitors are welcome. New First Post 12/16/08
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
- brknflight
- unpacking boxes
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Don't tell me not to worry. I'm going to worry anyway. Don't tell me I shouldn't feel this way, that won't help. Don't tell me it's going to get better if I just do what you say. It won't. Just listen to me. Don't try to change what I'm saying. Just listen. I need someone to listen to me and maybe give me a hug. Nothing else. I need a shoulder to cry on not an intellectual conversation on what I can do better. And yes- I cut. That doesn't reflect on you. So stop saying you feel like you could do better when I cut. Cutting has nothing to do with you. It's about me and my feelings. If you would let me I would tell you what those feelings are but that's not working. I need some support not a teacher.
- acdcrocker1909
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--Yes, I am dating her. Yes, I do love her. No, I don't care what you think about the fact I am dating and in love with an amazing girl.
--You are -not- going to get what you want/need by transferring. Jeez. And 14 creds? Are you fucking insane? You will never graduate on time. Never. Get this through your head. I love you dearly, really I do.. and no you may -not- date some of my friends on campus. I am not dealing with that shit.
--You are -not- going to get what you want/need by transferring. Jeez. And 14 creds? Are you fucking insane? You will never graduate on time. Never. Get this through your head. I love you dearly, really I do.. and no you may -not- date some of my friends on campus. I am not dealing with that shit.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
- zombiepeople
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- PLAIN JANE
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- (*Haven*)
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You're a fucking hypocrite in everything you say and do.
I needed last night and what happened. It made me feel so good and so amazing to be treated that way.
I need you and want you more than anyone right now.
I need more than you are giving me.
You aren't helping what's going on. But whatever. Makes me think even less of you.
I needed last night and what happened. It made me feel so good and so amazing to be treated that way.
I need you and want you more than anyone right now.
I need more than you are giving me.
You aren't helping what's going on. But whatever. Makes me think even less of you.
My Place Visitors are welcome. New First Post 12/16/08
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
- acdcrocker1909
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If you think i do things to hurt you, then you're nuts. How was I to know about you and them? How was I magically know everything? Course, it's not going to matter what I know and don't know. You decide what I know.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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- (*Haven*)
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If that was your goal, you succeeded. Nice job.
My Place Visitors are welcome. New First Post 12/16/08
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
- Stefani140
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Thank you for trying. After our talk, I wasn't sure if you'd be mad at me or something. But you honestly tried to work on the things I asked you..thank you.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."
PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
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PMs, comments, challenges, advice and hugs welcome.
My Place: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=128060
i don't want to hate you
but i think i have to - just for a bit. so i can deal with the past.
i need to get over the pain.
but i think i have to - just for a bit. so i can deal with the past.
i need to get over the pain.
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God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference.
God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference.
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