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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by gravity_defiant » Wed Dec 17, 2008 6:17 am

Oh my god why the hell can't you ever just SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!

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Post by Eva » Wed Dec 17, 2008 4:51 pm

I hate, hate, hate you!! Please don't touch me anymore, don't talk to me anymore, don't call, don't text me!

I can't have anything to do with you anymore. You make me hate myself even more. You make me want to get drunk, cut and all the bad things. I don't want you to like me. I don't like you. I wish I could tell you all this live.

I love another person, not you. I love a man, who destroys me, who hates me, who wishes he'd never met me, who regrets everything, who has been mean to me. But I love him like I will never love anyone again. Sorry!!

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Post by (*Haven*) » Wed Dec 17, 2008 8:43 pm

You're right. I still do.
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Post by travelgirl » Wed Dec 17, 2008 8:53 pm

I'm sorry I had to lie to you, but I didn't know what else to do. I know how much you HATE him and if you knew you would be so upset. Just know that this is killing me something fierce. I still can't believer you apologized for giving my a hard time about the flirting, i deserved it and more if only you knew what I did.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 18, 2008 12:07 am

Please leave me alone.. just move on. Quit coming to me when you are in the mood to fight. Go break someone's spirit. Not mine anymore.

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Post by kermit » Thu Dec 18, 2008 5:03 pm

Fuck off. I hope you don't come back after Christmas. I can't keep doing this. I exist. I live here. Stop treating me as if you don't notice me/I don't matter. Just please don't come back. I hate how you're making me feel.
and tomorrow will come
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Post by (*Haven*) » Thu Dec 18, 2008 6:22 pm

Tell me goodbye for good. I know that you want to.
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Post by brknflight » Thu Dec 18, 2008 6:27 pm

Don't tell me not to worry. I'm going to worry anyway. Don't tell me I shouldn't feel this way, that won't help. Don't tell me it's going to get better if I just do what you say. It won't. Just listen to me. Don't try to change what I'm saying. Just listen. I need someone to listen to me and maybe give me a hug. Nothing else. I need a shoulder to cry on not an intellectual conversation on what I can do better. And yes- I cut. That doesn't reflect on you. So stop saying you feel like you could do better when I cut. Cutting has nothing to do with you. It's about me and my feelings. If you would let me I would tell you what those feelings are but that's not working. I need some support not a teacher.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 18, 2008 6:35 pm

--Yes, I am dating her. Yes, I do love her. No, I don't care what you think about the fact I am dating and in love with an amazing girl.

--You are -not- going to get what you want/need by transferring. Jeez. And 14 creds? Are you fucking insane? You will never graduate on time. Never. Get this through your head. I love you dearly, really I do.. and no you may -not- date some of my friends on campus. I am not dealing with that shit.

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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by zombiepeople » Fri Dec 19, 2008 2:11 am

You seem like you want to say something to me...why don't you just SAY IT!!!
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Post by Callisto » Fri Dec 19, 2008 12:37 pm

I'm jealous that you can purge and I can't.....

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Post by PLAIN JANE » Fri Dec 19, 2008 12:50 pm

You never listen to me!

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Post by (*Haven*) » Fri Dec 19, 2008 3:30 pm

You're a fucking hypocrite in everything you say and do.

I needed last night and what happened. It made me feel so good and so amazing to be treated that way.

I need you and want you more than anyone right now.

I need more than you are giving me.

You aren't helping what's going on. But whatever. Makes me think even less of you.
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Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)

:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 19, 2008 6:33 pm

If you think i do things to hurt you, then you're nuts. How was I to know about you and them? How was I magically know everything? Course, it's not going to matter what I know and don't know. You decide what I know.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by travelgirl » Sat Dec 20, 2008 12:43 am

you made me feel really insecure last night, am I not good enough for you?

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Dec 20, 2008 1:47 am

If that was your goal, you succeeded. Nice job.
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Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)

:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:

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Post by volta » Sat Dec 20, 2008 2:10 am

all of this makes me feel so small and helpless . . .

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Post by Stefani140 » Sat Dec 20, 2008 6:03 am

Thank you for trying. After our talk, I wasn't sure if you'd be mad at me or something. But you honestly tried to work on the things I asked you..thank you.
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Post by kat11 » Sat Dec 20, 2008 6:10 am

i don't want to hate you

but i think i have to - just for a bit. so i can deal with the past.

i need to get over the pain.
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Post by fiona » Sun Dec 21, 2008 6:02 pm

Thank you for staying with me. It's the ultimate gift. I adore you! I really do, please don't leave me.

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