Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
I'm surprised by how immature you're being about this. Very surprised actually. I expected.....more than this. I'd reply to your email, but that's pointless as it won't open up a dialogue at all and me trying to have the last word won't help anything and possibly make things harder for you both at work (not to mention make you hurt more).
I truly didn't want/intend to hurt you. I didn't even intend for this whole thing to happen at all, it just sort of did and it makes me happy. I'm sorry that you feel hurt, I really am. I hope that in time you can get over it and be amicable with me, but I know that will take time.
Take care of yourself.
I truly didn't want/intend to hurt you. I didn't even intend for this whole thing to happen at all, it just sort of did and it makes me happy. I'm sorry that you feel hurt, I really am. I hope that in time you can get over it and be amicable with me, but I know that will take time.
Take care of yourself.
- DecemberLivy
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I wish you'd stop beating yourself up for taking some time off. Ok perhaps you didn't get as much work done as expected but for christs sake this was your only two weeks to recover from an incredibly stressful first half term. Give yourself a break. The work will get done in time, it always does somehow. Don't worry, please stop stressing it's unnecessary. If you feel overwhelmed and can't do it I will work with you for as long as it takes to get you back up. I love you and I hate to see you depressed.
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Fuck you SO hard. Fuck you for making me doubt myself, fuck you for being rude and impersonal and not even fucking listening to what I've got to say, fuck you for putting me into a box without even giving me the chance to explain myself.
YOU FAIL SO HARD.
It is so hard to keep opening myself up and hoping that I can be helped. I was optimistic when I met you and now I have more self doubt than before. Fuck you for helping me believe that I'm some kind of fucking hopeless case. Fuck you for putting fucking words in my mouth.
Fuck your nasty fucking toes and nasty fucking frizzy hair.
YOU FAIL SO HARD.
It is so hard to keep opening myself up and hoping that I can be helped. I was optimistic when I met you and now I have more self doubt than before. Fuck you for helping me believe that I'm some kind of fucking hopeless case. Fuck you for putting fucking words in my mouth.
Fuck your nasty fucking toes and nasty fucking frizzy hair.
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I miss you so much. I wonder if you ever think about me.
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'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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I'm trying to remember that you're significantly younger than me, but even so, maaaaaan, you're annoying me. I feel embarressed for you and that's not nice.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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I'm so sorry I've been such a crap housemate/friend/person letely, i'm trying to change - i think
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Thank you for responding to my email but I really am not sure I am comfortable sharing my thoughts with him. Maby if you share it verbaly but not show him the actual email. IDK. I feel like I need to keep what I wrote to you between the two of us, I hope you know its ok, even though it would be a good learning experience for him but I would feel better if he did not read my exact email thanks.
Hopefully I can find a way to tell you cause right now I am not sure how.
Hopefully I can find a way to tell you cause right now I am not sure how.
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when we're together, my happiness could make ostriches fly.
when you're gone, my loneliness consumes me.
when you're gone, my loneliness consumes me.
up, up, down, down, that's the way life goes around.
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i wish i could tell you what I really thought about you.
and it's not positive.
and it's not positive.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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you haven't once asked how my doctors appointment went. It was over a week ago now. Maybe I'm naive, but I thought the purpose of a friend was to support you through a crisis. You knew how worried I was, you're not that dense. You know I hate the doctor and I wouldn't go unless I was genuinely worried. It hurts me that you are so wrapped up within yourself that you can't take the time to ask me if I'm alright. You have no idea what it is to be a friend. Why I still spend time with you and give you attention, I don't know.
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Why ask me what about you annoys me when you don't plan on doing anything about it? Seems kind of pointless really....and let's add that to the list of what you do that annoys me.
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i love you.
honestly i do.
but i could never tell you how
i fell for fear of losing you.
and my life without you
would be meaningless
honestly i do.
but i could never tell you how
i fell for fear of losing you.
and my life without you
would be meaningless
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found me this halo fit my throat. I am your contorted angel"
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