Place To Wish
- PassingCloud
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i wish this was over already.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
My Place
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I wish I had more self confidence
I wish I wasnt so shy
I wish I wouldnt jump to conclusions/get mad at little things all the time
I wish I wasnt depressed...I wish I was happy
I wish I had more friends irl
I wish I wasnt so lonely all the time
I wish I could see my family more
I wish I didnt procrastinate as much
I wish I didnt have so many anxiety issues
I wish I wasnt so shy
I wish I wouldnt jump to conclusions/get mad at little things all the time
I wish I wasnt depressed...I wish I was happy
I wish I had more friends irl
I wish I wasnt so lonely all the time
I wish I could see my family more
I wish I didnt procrastinate as much
I wish I didnt have so many anxiety issues
~~~Kristen~~~
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!
*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!
*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*
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I wish that felt better and more able to cope
I wish that I could explain to people how I am feeling.
I wish that there was someone I could trust to sit through this with me.
I wish that I was intelligent and articulate.
I wish that this apathy would leave me.
I wish that I could explain to people how I am feeling.
I wish that there was someone I could trust to sit through this with me.
I wish that I was intelligent and articulate.
I wish that this apathy would leave me.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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I wish I had more friends
I wish my boss wasnt so horrid.
I wish i could do my job properly
I wish i was who i want to be
I wish i liked me
I wish my boss wasnt so horrid.
I wish i could do my job properly
I wish i was who i want to be
I wish i liked me
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy
"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."
"Never let the fear of striking out... stop you from playing the game" - A cinderella story
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i wish my computer and internet connection would stop fucking up, but for the moment it seems ok. i'm scare to trust it to keep working and that just makes me feel like i have nothing to rely on. i wish i had something to rely on.
i wish i could cry and get it all out and have real life hug and then it all is over. instead of not having anyone at all to hug me... and any time i cry is just the beginning of the fucking emotional mess, not the end... and i can't even cry.
i wish my parents would die. i wish they'd stop being there to drag on me even when they don't mean to. i wish they didn't make me feel so angry and worthless at the same time. the anger gets turned inward almost straight away and it hurts me instead of working it out some other way.
i wish i could cry and get it all out and have real life hug and then it all is over. instead of not having anyone at all to hug me... and any time i cry is just the beginning of the fucking emotional mess, not the end... and i can't even cry.
i wish my parents would die. i wish they'd stop being there to drag on me even when they don't mean to. i wish they didn't make me feel so angry and worthless at the same time. the anger gets turned inward almost straight away and it hurts me instead of working it out some other way.
I wish that I could be home right now.
I also with that she wouldn't show her stupid face up in our town. Whore.
I also with that she wouldn't show her stupid face up in our town. Whore.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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I wish that I didn't have to put so much effort into being able to feel anxiety free on a daily basis.
I wish that my sister was healthy, both physically and mentally.
I wish that I could tell people no instead of feeling like I have to take care of everything and everyone, putting myself last.
I wish that I could figure out how to at least place myself equal to those I care about.
I wish these feelings I have right now would go away.
I wish I had someone to talk to.
I wish that my sister was healthy, both physically and mentally.
I wish that I could tell people no instead of feeling like I have to take care of everything and everyone, putting myself last.
I wish that I could figure out how to at least place myself equal to those I care about.
I wish these feelings I have right now would go away.
I wish I had someone to talk to.
A friend is someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in yourself. (unknown)
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I wish I had a fast intermanetz connection here at home.
I wish I had more confidence in myself.
I wish I could make it easier to learn that I don't have to apologize for everything.
I wish I could be open about who I am and who I love.
I wish I had more confidence in myself.
I wish I could make it easier to learn that I don't have to apologize for everything.
I wish I could be open about who I am and who I love.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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i could get my motivation back
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
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I wish I wasn't so "strong" all of the time.
I wish I could ask for exactly what I want/need.
I wish I could ask for exactly what I want/need.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
I wish that time will fly as swiftly as possible.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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Re: Place To Wish
I wish there wasn't so much pressure on me to do well.
I wish there was more to life than school and work.
I wish I didn't feel so damn burdened all the time.
I wish I didn't feel constantly guilty and in debt to others.
I wish I could just enjoy life.
I wish I could be real to people and not watch everything I say to avoid being potentially rude.
I wish I could focus.
I wish I could just perform better.
I wish I would stop being so traumatized by images of people pushing me.
I wish I had someplace that would remain stable, even if I failed in life.
I wish there was more to life than school and work.
I wish I didn't feel so damn burdened all the time.
I wish I didn't feel constantly guilty and in debt to others.
I wish I could just enjoy life.
I wish I could be real to people and not watch everything I say to avoid being potentially rude.
I wish I could focus.
I wish I could just perform better.
I wish I would stop being so traumatized by images of people pushing me.
I wish I had someplace that would remain stable, even if I failed in life.
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Re: Place To Wish
I'm drowning in the idea that I should resign myself to my worthlessness, or worse... my mediocrity.
I want to .. DO something.. something that MATTERS. I want to mean something, and yet, I'm too tired to care to try enough. I don't believe it enough.
GIVE ME A SIGN, WORLD.
GIVE ME A SIGN.
I want to .. DO something.. something that MATTERS. I want to mean something, and yet, I'm too tired to care to try enough. I don't believe it enough.
GIVE ME A SIGN, WORLD.
GIVE ME A SIGN.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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