Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Oct 25, 2008 3:19 am

thanks for leading me on.
Thanks for making me hurt twice as much.
Thanks for making me think someone out there could love me and then remembering what it feels like to have it turn out to be lies.
Thanks for giving me one more reason to hate myself.
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Post by falllingdown » Sat Oct 25, 2008 4:07 pm

If you have said something about me then you get f**ked. Both you and your little freak of a girlfriend.

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Post by Eva » Sun Oct 26, 2008 5:54 pm

What I really wanted to write is: I miss you too, but you can win me with just one text. Why don't you call me? I guess you don't really mean it afterall...

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Post by southsider » Tue Oct 28, 2008 7:43 am

1. I love you very much, but I don't like you right now. More accurately, I don't like that I feel like I can't open up to you right now. I have so many things that I'm dying to discuss with you, but I know you don't have the time.

2. It is scary how well we connect, the understandings we have of each other. There's a part of me that is dying to figure you out and get inside your head, but I am... entranced with your mysteriousness. Even though you're less mysterious now (I feel like I've been living in your head and house for the last week!) I am still fascinated by you.

3. I miss you but I don't miss you. I don't know whether I'm relieved that you didn't mention me at the party, or saddened because you didn't even think of me.
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Post by ambivalent red » Tue Oct 28, 2008 5:40 pm

I'm not taking my meds like prescribed and I'm going thru withdrawls.
Please put me away.
You're cute so I dont show you everything.
Sometimes i see the train go by and I want to jump, but too many people are counting on me right now. I dont want to waste anybodies money.
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Post by Stefani140 » Tue Oct 28, 2008 6:36 pm

I miss you. I know its terribly selfish to tell you not to leave, but what could be more important than being with me the next few days? You know what Thursday is, I know what Thursday is. Please come back and don't leave again until you have to sleep, I miss you so much and the longer you're gone the more time I have to worry and be scared.
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Post by John Galt » Tue Oct 28, 2008 7:29 pm

Please stay up with me so we can talk and talk and I wont feel so alone.

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Post by southsider » Wed Oct 29, 2008 1:54 am

I am so incredibly sick of your elitism and self-righteousness.
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Post by *Ally* » Wed Oct 29, 2008 5:30 am

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I want you to understand how hard this is for me, how much I'm struggling. How much effort it takes just surviving.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Oct 29, 2008 1:09 pm

sometimes I really fucking hate you. This is why I can't tell you, this is why I can NEVER tell you. Everytime you make a comment like that I feel like fucking hitting you. You make everything about you, everything! :argggh:
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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Oct 29, 2008 3:07 pm

I know its very wrong for me to think it, but I am irritated that your brother is taking your attention away from me. I know you haven't seen him in over a month, but I want you all to myself. I can't exactly say that, but its still true....if I could, I'd kick him in the shin for taking you away so much this week.
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Post by Callisto » Wed Oct 29, 2008 4:50 pm

Talking/flirting with you the past two days has been one of the best connections I've made with someone in a long time. I think....I kinda like you.....which is complicated.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Wed Oct 29, 2008 5:32 pm

I just hope tonight you will give me the time to listen to me & try to understand where I am coming from. Because I think I will break if it goes on like this much longer. And I don't particularly want that to happen.

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You were effing useless this morning- honestly, if I have gloves how am I supposed to know if my hands change colour or not? To dismiss me because of that is nonsense.
Plus, your eyebrows shot into your hairline when you saw my scars. I actually kinda wanted to giggle.

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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Oct 29, 2008 5:54 pm

Why do you keep pushing this? I said I didn't want to tell you, and your going to force it out of me by asking leading questions until you hit on the right thing because you know I won't lie to you if asked a direct question. Its maddening. It really is.
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Post by ambivalent red » Fri Oct 31, 2008 12:48 pm

I'm sorry I must go to the hotel bar tonight. I dont care what time we get there. Get used to it, it's who you married.
I like to be an addict. It's what I'm good at and the drugs and alchohal will be there longer than you will be there for me.
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Post by Callisto » Fri Oct 31, 2008 1:13 pm

A - I'm confused as to why you've spent months making him out to be a bastard when he isn't? :-?
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N - you make me :blush: lots....and you're excessively lovely.

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Post by ambivalent red » Fri Oct 31, 2008 8:09 pm

I'm married, so no, you cant have my #.
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Post by (*Haven*) » Fri Oct 31, 2008 8:43 pm

What the fuck was I ever to you?
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Post by Callisto » Fri Oct 31, 2008 9:45 pm

I'm not sure I have the patience to give you what you want to hear anymore. I'm sorry.

EDIT: Correction, I don't have the patience anymore.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Fri Oct 31, 2008 11:05 pm

I really miss you right now. I just wish you'd call me and say its ok, im ok and not to worry. it would help so much right now. i cant breathe.
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"My life's a mess"
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I think I'll paint roads
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that I'm going places.

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