Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Green Beauty » Tue Oct 21, 2008 11:29 pm

Pathetic.

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Post by Never Again » Wed Oct 22, 2008 1:31 am

on the edge
like i'm failing
rejected again
i cant keep up
exhausted
I have love. I have love but I don't know where to put it.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Oct 22, 2008 7:15 pm

Like it will never end.

like I'll never get over Jonny's death.

Like he was the only one that loved me and now I'm alone.



suicidal
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
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I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by Kiki_in_LA » Wed Oct 22, 2008 10:57 pm

I feel:
Like screaming

Irritated

Lonely

Alienated
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Post by *Ally* » Thu Oct 23, 2008 2:32 am

Excitted
Anxious
Worried
Hopeful

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Post by Jamas » Thu Oct 23, 2008 2:48 pm

Absolutely terrified. Like the walls are closing in and I need to explode to fight them off. ...I think it's going to be OK, though. I have some medicine that I can take that helps with that, and just getting done the task that I was afraid to do will really help a lot.

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me. :argggh: :sconf: :swimhelp: :shocked!: :uhhh:

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Post by xStarBright » Thu Oct 23, 2008 4:41 pm

I feel..

Apprehensive
Exited
Motivated
Washed out

Take care,
Annie.

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu Oct 23, 2008 6:50 pm

Anxious
Worried
Annoyed
Tired
Crap

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Post by ambivalent red » Thu Oct 23, 2008 9:19 pm

vulnerable
weak
stupid

WATCHED!!
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Oct 25, 2008 3:20 am

suicidal
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by ThanksALatte » Sat Oct 25, 2008 4:12 am

pretty uneasy and restless. alone.
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Oct 25, 2008 2:29 pm

annoyed that these meds haven't done anything bad to me yet. I was hoping they wouldn't work right when i agreed to take them. frustrated with myself for agreeing. scared that they might help. foggy

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Post by Jamas » Sat Oct 25, 2008 3:00 pm

Achy.

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Post by PassingCloud » Sat Oct 25, 2008 3:41 pm

guilty - like i'm a horrible person now
awfully overwhelmed
angry angry angry
so upset.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by Green Beauty » Sat Oct 25, 2008 8:51 pm

Deflated. Somewhat urgey.

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Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
Skipping and a jumping, In the misty morning fog with, Our hearts a thumpin' and you, My brown eyed girl

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Post by falllingdown » Sun Oct 26, 2008 1:35 am

Paranoid
stressed
angry
upset
fed up

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Post by Callisto » Mon Oct 27, 2008 1:06 am

anxious
shakey
sad
sick to my stomach
like i want to cry
a bit self destructive
a bit su
like hiding

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Post by volta » Mon Oct 27, 2008 1:54 am

tired.

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Post by Cuppy » Mon Oct 27, 2008 4:14 am

really tired

achey and sick :(

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Post by Jamas » Mon Oct 27, 2008 2:34 pm

Sore back.

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