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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Little-c » Thu Oct 02, 2008 6:44 pm

SI.

I thought i didnt, but the blade still left a cut, I didnt want to, I tryed to not do it, but still left the cut.

another one, kinda dumb of me to do this one, leaving it cause i feel better after writing it

the only reason i didnt slit my wrist was the blade missed, i dont want to but still get the blade. i just cant leave it.

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Post by fiona » Thu Oct 02, 2008 8:16 pm

I'm falling in love with my support worker :oops: :-?

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Oct 04, 2008 2:59 am

I'm glad I could be around you today and not have sexual thoughts about you.
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Sat Oct 04, 2008 5:57 am

I kinda still like you,and I wish I knew why!!!
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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Oct 04, 2008 7:27 am

She said it was okay. :) I'm glad that she did.
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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Oct 04, 2008 11:37 am

Sometimes, I'm afraid to talk to you. Sometimes I feel that if I didn't IM you first, we'd never talk. Sometimes I wonder if you really do want to talk to me.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Oct 04, 2008 9:16 pm

If I could have helped it.. I wasn't going to come home last night. I wanted to stay up there.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:18 pm

Edited by Electric Prophet
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Post by xStarBright » Sun Oct 05, 2008 12:46 pm

I thought you were for real.

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Post by Roxi » Sun Oct 05, 2008 2:44 pm

I don't regret it
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Post by fiona » Sun Oct 05, 2008 4:09 pm

I'm scared of dying.

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Post by goodlife » Sun Oct 05, 2008 9:36 pm

I always end up alone

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Post by Lynds » Sun Oct 05, 2008 11:14 pm

*Trigger-death*








I just went into my wedding guest list and realised I needed to remove the name of my wonderful uncle. Simon & Fiona now reads just Fiona. It feels like I'm losing him all over again. I don't know why it's affecting me so badly. I can't reconcile this in my mind and I have no one to talk to about it. I feel so stupid and helpless.
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From Regeneration by Pat Barker

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Post by steady hands » Mon Oct 06, 2008 4:56 am

Please don't leave me.
I know I'm a selfish bitch.

I can't handle you dying.
I can't do this.

it's tearing me apart.
I don't know what I'd do without you.
I need you in my life.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Oct 06, 2008 6:06 am

i want to sleep with him, it's all I've wanted, but for some reason I'm holding out.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
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Post by (*Haven*) » Mon Oct 06, 2008 3:34 pm

I've thought about being an "us" again too.....
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Post by mephistopheles » Mon Oct 06, 2008 5:26 pm

I reckon I singlehandedly keep Marc Jacobs in the money :roll:
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Oct 07, 2008 3:35 am

I've never felt butterflies like this, till I met you.

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Post by KLove24 » Tue Oct 07, 2008 3:49 am

I want you even if you don't want me and that makes me a fucking loser
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Post by (*Haven*) » Tue Oct 07, 2008 7:07 am

I just accidentally found your Facebook page.....

But now I have a picture of you....And that's comforting.
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Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
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Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)

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