How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
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I feel twitchy and sad.
I will make sure I don't cancel on seeing my 2 best friends tonight and try to eat what they are eating. Those are sensible grown-up actions. *tries to convince self*
I will make sure I don't cancel on seeing my 2 best friends tonight and try to eat what they are eating. Those are sensible grown-up actions. *tries to convince self*
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"To every complex problem there is an easy answer - and it is wrong." - Anon
"anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime
thank you for your pity, you are too kind"
You get through one day at a time, / You find a way of staying numb....
But don't look in the mirror / To see what you've become..." - Fame</center>
"To every complex problem there is an easy answer - and it is wrong." - Anon
"anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime
thank you for your pity, you are too kind"
You get through one day at a time, / You find a way of staying numb....
But don't look in the mirror / To see what you've become..." - Fame</center>
I feel fat, unattractive and self conscious.
SO
I went for a run earlier rather than eating my way through the morning.
I'm worried N is going to drive me f***ing insane today and it will stress me out and annoy me to the extreme.
SO
I'm going to list the good things about MY life and when she is condescending or patronising I will think of the list. I will take some Walnut remedy to help me cope rather than food or drink.
SO
I went for a run earlier rather than eating my way through the morning.
I'm worried N is going to drive me f***ing insane today and it will stress me out and annoy me to the extreme.
SO
I'm going to list the good things about MY life and when she is condescending or patronising I will think of the list. I will take some Walnut remedy to help me cope rather than food or drink.
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
I am frustrated and angry because my computer shut down and I lost an important document
I will not beat myself up for not saving it. I will redo the work which I lost and try to get over it
I will not beat myself up for not saving it. I will redo the work which I lost and try to get over it
We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
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forgoten about which bit of homework I am ment to do for physics, stressed out with the coursework, have a presentation to do. and scared about seeing the therapist for the first time on wednesday, and what Im ment to tell my form tutor about my UCAS personal statement.
Ask the physics teacher about it tomorrow. don't know how much to tell her, but wait and see.
ask at the libary for references tomorrow, drop it for today.
email the people Im doing the presentation for and ask about it.
shruggs shoulders as for the last two, err. could tell my form tutor about the difficulty with only one uni doing the course I want to do. no need to tell her about anything else unless I want to.
as for the T I don't know, post something on the forum. see what people say.
Ask the physics teacher about it tomorrow. don't know how much to tell her, but wait and see.
ask at the libary for references tomorrow, drop it for today.
email the people Im doing the presentation for and ask about it.
shruggs shoulders as for the last two, err. could tell my form tutor about the difficulty with only one uni doing the course I want to do. no need to tell her about anything else unless I want to.
as for the T I don't know, post something on the forum. see what people say.
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*has stolen Sprinklez and PLAIN JANE's teddy*
will steel anything shiny, edible, fluffy, intresting, or moveable.
I refuse to use the corect words.
cookies will be nomed on sight.
*has stolen Sprinklez and PLAIN JANE's teddy*
will steel anything shiny, edible, fluffy, intresting, or moveable.
I refuse to use the corect words.
cookies will be nomed on sight.
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I feel like shit. I'm exhausted, I'm miserable, I'm hateful, and I feel ignored.
I'm going to get a mug of hot chocolate. I'm going to put on a movie, and fall asleep to it (I'm so tired), or maybe just read a little until I finish my warm beverage. Then, I'm going to set my alarm so I wake up at a decent time. Then I'm going to sleep.
Whoa, what do you know. A friend is suddenly online and wanting to talk to me. This may help with the whole ignored feeling ^^;
I'm going to get a mug of hot chocolate. I'm going to put on a movie, and fall asleep to it (I'm so tired), or maybe just read a little until I finish my warm beverage. Then, I'm going to set my alarm so I wake up at a decent time. Then I'm going to sleep.
Whoa, what do you know. A friend is suddenly online and wanting to talk to me. This may help with the whole ignored feeling ^^;
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I'm feeling wired/not tired (which is a problem since it's 3 am), lonely, bored, lost, cold, useless/pathetic....
I am going to listen to some nice, calming music for a little while and snuggle up under the covers. I'm going to let myself sleep in a bit tomorrow, but then I am going to make myself get up and get some stuff done/alternate with doing fun things.
I am going to listen to some nice, calming music for a little while and snuggle up under the covers. I'm going to let myself sleep in a bit tomorrow, but then I am going to make myself get up and get some stuff done/alternate with doing fun things.
~~~Kristen~~~
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!
*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*
Life is a song...Love is the Music::: My Place!
*There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
-Sam Cooke*
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I feel angry, vindictive and hurt.
I will listen to MCR and write in my journal until I feel able to be rational. I will not make any major decisions until I'm calm, rather than racing in and deciding something I can't repair if I break it.
I will enjoy the knowledge that MCR at full volume will be annoying the daylights out of the annoying woman in the room above me.
I will listen to MCR and write in my journal until I feel able to be rational. I will not make any major decisions until I'm calm, rather than racing in and deciding something I can't repair if I break it.
I will enjoy the knowledge that MCR at full volume will be annoying the daylights out of the annoying woman in the room above me.
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I feel torn up and confused.
I will talk to Batesy, who has already chosen her GCSE's, and ask about the courses she took, and the skills it gave her.
I will talk to my parents.
I will talk to my form tutor.
I will talk to my Next Steps advisor.
I will take a look at my strength's, what I enjoy, and what gives me a wide range of good foundations for the future.
I will narrow it down to three, somehow.
I won't freak out about it, I'll find comfort in the fact that I know what to do about it.
I will talk to Batesy, who has already chosen her GCSE's, and ask about the courses she took, and the skills it gave her.
I will talk to my parents.
I will talk to my form tutor.
I will talk to my Next Steps advisor.
I will take a look at my strength's, what I enjoy, and what gives me a wide range of good foundations for the future.
I will narrow it down to three, somehow.
I won't freak out about it, I'll find comfort in the fact that I know what to do about it.
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go.
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