Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Jamas » Mon Sep 01, 2008 2:35 pm

Happy. Determined. :-?
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Post by bright_red_scream » Mon Sep 01, 2008 3:01 pm

thoughtful
Inside my skin there is this place, it twist and turns, it bleeds and aches. I'ìs such a secret place, the land of tears.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:42 pm

disgusting.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by Callisto » Mon Sep 01, 2008 9:10 pm

tired
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Sep 02, 2008 3:44 am

Tired.
Frustrated.
Down.
Depressed.
Annoyed.
Hurt.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by chickenbug2 » Tue Sep 02, 2008 3:12 pm

guilty
angry
sad
manipulated
very, very, small
"And I have known the eyes already, known them all-
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?"
The Love Song Of J. Alfred Prufrock
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Post by handmade mute » Wed Sep 03, 2008 2:08 am

Really, really angry.
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Post by amyfairy » Thu Sep 04, 2008 7:07 pm

beyond tired.
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Post by xix » Thu Sep 04, 2008 8:01 pm

Like someone's died. Which they haven't. But I've discovered they're not who I thought they were, and it feels like I thought the person they were has died. Like I should be grieving for them. Because I placed so very much hope in them.
Or am I alone... in this hall of dreams?

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Post by Alexithymia » Thu Sep 04, 2008 9:22 pm

I'm feeling really down today. But yet, at the same time I'm happy because someone told me I was the first friend they made at college, and I don't know... It was sweet.
The hardest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return...
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Post by xix » Thu Sep 04, 2008 10:05 pm

really really scared. of getting offline. because when i do, i dont know what ill do. scared of what ill do. really scared. just in general. scared.
Or am I alone... in this hall of dreams?

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Post by Spidey » Fri Sep 05, 2008 1:22 am

there is not a word in the dictionary to describe how tired i am.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by steady hands » Fri Sep 05, 2008 1:26 am

shaken.
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Post by ThanksALatte » Fri Sep 05, 2008 1:40 am

extremely overwhelmed
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"A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains...should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace..."
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Post by Stefani140 » Fri Sep 05, 2008 2:44 am

beyond tired, but at the same time relieved...a very odd combination.
"Even if you're the lone voice in the wilderness, it does not mean you're wrong."

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Post by xunwrittenx » Fri Sep 05, 2008 4:10 am

tired relieved angry sad alone
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Sep 05, 2008 5:11 am

Frustrated.
Tired as hell.
Achy.
Down.
Hurt.
Urgy.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Sep 05, 2008 6:01 am

nervous and terrfied.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by xunwrittenx » Fri Sep 05, 2008 8:03 pm

Sore.
Stupid peircing :P
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Sep 06, 2008 2:43 am

Tired.
Frustrated.
Bothered.
Annoyed.
Hurt.
Bored.
Angry.
Urgy.
Down.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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