Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Aug 31, 2008 5:51 pm

That day.. that Inbound did that one little talk thing.. I.. I was hiding in myself, and I swear I passed your clubs stand at least 5 times yesterday, and even was there while someone else signed up.. but.. I am so damned scared to even think that might be true.. I'm.. I'm scared. That's why I was quiet, and why it took me a moment to say Hi to you yesterday.. I'm sorry.

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Post by Holi » Sun Aug 31, 2008 7:50 pm

I'm gonna see you soooon!!! :D:D
And it scares me... going back scares me. I'm scared this winter will be like the last one, and this time, it'll be far more serious that it ever was. And this year will kill me with the stress regardless of my mental state.
I'll see you soon. And maybe then you could convince me, that I deserve to get better.
If anyone could convince me, it would be you.
Just look out for me.

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Post by Eva » Sun Aug 31, 2008 8:25 pm

- I'm tired. Tired and sad. You don't understand and I can't explain.

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Post by Callisto » Sun Aug 31, 2008 11:58 pm

Thank you for the text message. I know it seems like a really tiny thing, but it was nice that you let me knew that your internet was broken and that that was why you'd disappeared.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Sep 01, 2008 12:06 am

Why are you so cute and innocent on one hand, and compeletely inappropriate on the other?!

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by XtearsXofXpain » Mon Sep 01, 2008 10:10 am

Whyd you leave me H? Whyd you let me get like this? YOu were my best friend...
Live long. And live happy.
Grieve not forever, but a little.
Smile forever, not a little.
Give love and hugs.
It will save someone.
Have hope for you will give hope.
Live to the fullest, you never know...
When it will end.
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Post by onlypurples » Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:20 pm

Sonya,
You made a mistake by firing me and you will regret it. You know you made a mistake but you fired me out of fear - fear of yourself... because you knew you couldn't handle the underlying issues behind what was causing so much trouble at your precious little call center. The problem hasn't been fixed by firing me, it has only been worsened. Your day shall come and I'll be the one who sleeps last --- because you will never rest again, you bitch!
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Sep 02, 2008 3:45 am

Fuck you, and you, and you both are dumb ass bitches. You make me hate Monday afternoons. Fuck you both.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Sep 03, 2008 12:35 am

I miss you. I miss you I miss you I miss you. And I hate myself for it, because you offered yourself to me and I just didn't appreciate the effort.

I'm lazy, selfish and spoilt, and I don't deserve your attention.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Sep 05, 2008 5:39 am

i think you're lovely, and attractive..

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Holi » Fri Sep 05, 2008 8:23 pm

Please don't go. I've got this awful feeling you'd both rather be rid of me. Please don't. You two are the only true friend's I've got left. But neither of you need me, but I need a friend

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Two faced. Make your mind up. Stop ditching me as soon as the others appear. I wouldn't do that to you.

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Just help me. Please. Help me.
I'm crashing.
And there's no one that can convince me to fight it, sept you.
Tell me you believe in me.
Tell me you care
Help me.
Just help me.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Sep 06, 2008 2:43 am

-You're.. so attractive.

-You are a bitch. They are your memories. You should take care of them not try and pawn them off onto me.

-I just.. want someone to hold me.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Beasty » Sat Sep 06, 2008 4:18 am

Either get out of my life or be a big and positive part of it. The middle ground fucking sucks.
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Post by catspiracy » Sat Sep 06, 2008 5:38 am

If you keep pushing me out of your frame, I will go off and become the focal point of another painting.

Yes, it really IS that critical. Yes, I really AM that close to leaving.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Sep 06, 2008 6:50 pm

I think you are so beautiful, and sexy. When you're around I can't stop staring and blush like a schoolgirl if you look my way. When I ran into you the other day you have no idea how blissfully happy it made me to have proof you are 'like me', but seeing you with that girl hurt aswell. I'm crazy about you, and you'll probably never know it.
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Sep 06, 2008 7:16 pm

i've told you before - you do NOT need to speak to me like I am a kid. I am not a rude person, I just have my own way of talking and really, is it your position to say anything? I can't believe you questionned my upbringing. That made me SO angry you have no idea.

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Post by Stefani140 » Sat Sep 06, 2008 7:22 pm

I don't even know why I'm talking to you anymore J! You tried to get me to leave the one I love, yet still you seem to have the power to make me give a shit about your problems. Now you question me at every turn, make me feel like a fucked up mess and think I owe you something. I don't owe you a fucking thing, so either be a decent friend or be nothing.
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Post by xunwrittenx » Sun Sep 07, 2008 6:11 pm

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2. You're a fucking liar and you ruined my life! - Jaybird
3. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. - KHH
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Post by Spidey » Sun Sep 07, 2008 7:12 pm

I never thought I'd see the day where I lied to the person I love most on this planet.

FUCK.
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Post by Eva » Sun Sep 07, 2008 7:47 pm

- I don't really know what it is. It confuses me. It makes me think...think about things that could be. But of course I know that it won't happen. It's just silly me. But..what do you think?

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