What song describes how you're feeling?

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Post by InsrSanityHere » Wed Aug 06, 2008 12:02 am

'All The Way Down' from the movie Once.

You have broken me all the way down,
down upon my knees.
And you have broken me all the way down,
you'll be the last, you'll see.

Some fight you gave,
and I pushed you away
from me.

And in the morning when you turn in
I'll be far to sea.

And you have broken me all the way down.
You'll be the last, you'll see.

And what chance have we got
when you've missed every shot
for me?


And in the morning when you turn in
I'll be out of reach.
And in the darkness when you find this
I'll be far to sea.

And you have broken me all the way down.
You'll be the last, you'll see.
In the deepest, darkest hour of the night, admit to yourself that you would die if you were forbidden to write. And ask yourself, the answer, where your heart spreads it roots to the deepest part, Must I write?
If there were no rewards to reap
I certainly would have walked away by now...
...and I still may.

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Post by Rorah » Wed Aug 06, 2008 6:10 am

Crash World- Hilary Duff ( A Cinderella Story)

Crash
That was you and me
We started out so innocently
Shattered on the ground
I hear the sound

Crash (crash)
Ringing in my ears (crash)
I still feel the sting of my tears

Someone, wake me
I can't seem to break free

(Chorus)
come on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I've been stumblin in the dark
Livin' in a crash world

Hush
Don't say one more word
At this point the truth seems absurd
Cause who we were
Is gone forever

Crushed
Underneath the fears
Everything's so twisted and weird

Someone, save me
I cant seem to break free

(Chorus)
come on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
ive been stumblin in the dark
Livin' in a crash world

Crash world
Yeah, yeah

Slow motion
Devastation
Should of seen it comin' but I couldn't do nothin'

Emotion
Desperation

Someone, Save me
I cant seem to break free
(universe, universe, parallel universe)

(Chorus)
Go on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I'm somethin' in the dark
Livin' in a crash world

Go on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I'm somethin' in the dark
Livin' in a crash world

Crash world
Yeah, yeah
Crash world

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Post by faegirl » Wed Aug 06, 2008 4:05 pm

I Am - Hilary Duff

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad as it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try and figure me out - you never can

There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down

But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am


I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am
"lonely doesn't even begin to cover it."

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Aug 06, 2008 9:40 pm

Now I'm Schemin On Plots To Make My Pockets Swell
Simple Livin Is A Bitch But Damn, I Do It Well
Some Are Fortunate To Make It And, Some Of 'em Fail
Some Locomotives Push Through And Some Of 'em Get Derailed
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It Seems Like I'm Workin Hard Simply Cause It's What They Say I Have To Do
You Graduate And Then You Either Get A Job, Or You Go To School
12 Years Wasn't Enough?
That's More Than Half Of My Life Spent Tryin To Make The World Accept Me
Plus I've Got The Papers Saying That I Made It Through
now im working 2 jobs
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Post by Beasty » Thu Aug 07, 2008 6:20 am

New Heart for Christmas -- Kill Hannah

Navy pier at xmas you can go at 3am
There will be no one
The ferris wheel still turns
As though it's a popular attraction still
And when the songs slowly play
Throw the old broken PA

A new heart for xmas
She needs a new xmas
"Cos you broke it all apart
Put it back together again"

Strange holiday maniquins still move
As though someone was watching besides me
Their joints are rusty
They chirp like inside
There's something alive
Oh no, somehow it strikes me

I need a new heart for xmas
Cos you broke it all apart
Put it back together again
You hit me oh so hard
Put me back together again
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Aug 10, 2008 1:18 am

It's a quiet thing

When it all comes true
Just the way you planned
It's funny but the bells don't ring,
It's a quiet thing.

When you hold the world
In your trembling hand
You think you'd hear a choir singing
But it's a quiet thing.

....


I don't hear the drums,
and I don't hear the bells.
Happiness comes in on tiptoe
Well what do you know...
It's a quiet thing
A very quiet thing.
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Post by KLove24 » Sun Aug 10, 2008 3:24 am

Crime In Stereo - ...But You Are Vast

You're no good for me
My formulated drug an acquired taste
awaits to sate this unrequited love

It tastes so gray, yet necessary to sustain frustration
Take just enough to get you fucked up
Not so much that it drives you away

A constant escape
The magnificent restraint that it takes to stay away
I've no control at all
I constantly dream
The memories invade the things I keep with me

I'm getting high on the roof of the world

You're no good for me
You are the bent and blackened spoon.
You are the butane. You are the bedroom.
You are the improbable excuse
for the horrible things that I do.


You're no good for me, but I guess not bad enough.
And on quiet nights I come to find you crawling through my kick drum
Hell bent on deliverance of all the privileges
of being with you, Heaven sent I crane my neck
To watch you desperately march down my chest, enjoying every step.
Emphasized by distances we never intended.
You come crawling back through my regrets to remind me what you said...
"We're no good at this."
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Sun Aug 10, 2008 5:46 am

Scars:::::::::: Papa Roach

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Post by duloxetine_queen » Sun Aug 10, 2008 11:50 pm

numerous, at different times. but 'my' song is doll parts by hole.

i fake it so real i am beyond fake
some day you will ache like i ache
* to be free like the wind *

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Post by depressed1 » Mon Aug 11, 2008 5:28 am

black orchid by blue october



Have you ever been so lonely,
No one there to hold?
Pull me in or disown me,
And then climb inside.
My arms are open wide.
Have a look inside.

It is not that I am scared to learn,
Why I'm empty inside.
hold my hand or show some concern,
If I live or die.
My eyes are open wide.
Help me look inside.

I hear the water drip from the faucet.
It's sweetly falling in tune.
I'm gently closing the closet.
I fall to the floor,
and crawl to my room.
The thought of ending it soon...
Just let me sleep in my room.

Hear me cry! cry! cry!
I hear a knock at the front door.
Don't come in!
I try to look at you
But I can't stop shaking.
Leave me alone. Just go away.
Mother I'm so scared.

Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone,
They're wrapped around me and you.
All is quiet but the drop of a gun.
I want to belong...to someone...
But maybe life's not for everyone.

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Post by faegirl » Mon Aug 11, 2008 5:39 pm

How Long Must This Go On - Beauty & The Beast (Broadway)

How long must this go on?
This cruel trick of fate?
I simply made one careless wrong decision!
And then the witch was gone
And left me in this state -
An object of revulsion and derision.
Hated...
Is there no one..
who can show me..
how to win the world's forgiveness?
"lonely doesn't even begin to cover it."

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Aug 12, 2008 6:18 am

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

But I know I'm on a losing streak
'Cause I passed down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off dead

But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again

I'm never going down, I'm never coming down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
I'm never coming down, I'm never going down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
(Repeat and Fade Out)
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Post by KLove24 » Tue Aug 12, 2008 6:44 pm

Maybe by Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place


There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered

and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you

So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Aug 17, 2008 4:20 pm

Jumper by Third Eye Blind

I never thought it would come to this
And i, I want you to know
Everyones got to face down the demons
Maybe today
You could put the past away
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Post by Pink_Stars » Sun Aug 17, 2008 8:30 pm

Regina Spektor - Samson

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first.
I loved you first.

Beneath the sheets of paper, lies my truth
I have to go
I have to go


Your hair was long when we first met.
Samson went back to bed,
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread
And went right back to bed.

And the history books forgot about us
The bible didnt mention us,
The bible didn't mention us, not even once.

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first
I loved you first.

Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light
They're just old light.

Your hair was long when we first met
Samson came to my bed, and told me my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful, and came into my bed
I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of doll scissors and the yellow light.
He told me that I had done alright,
And kissed me until the morning light,
The morning light.

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head.
Ate a slice of wonder bread
And went right back to bed.
Yeah we couldn't bring the collumns down
We couldn't destroy a single one
The history books forgot about us
The bible didn't mention us,
Not even once.

You are my sweetest downfall,
I loved you first...
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Post by Rorah » Wed Aug 20, 2008 5:24 am

Nada Surf- "Always Love"

To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love? Hate will get you every time
Always love? Don't wait til the finish line

Slow demands come 'round
Squeeze the air and keep the rest out
It helps to write it down
Even when you then cross it out

But Always Love? Hate will get you every time
Always Love?Even when you wanna fight

Self-directed lives
I want to know what it?d be like to
Aim so high above
Any card that you've been dealt, you...

Always Love? Hate will get you every time
Always Love? Hate will get you?

I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs.
You said?
Hey, you good ones.
Hey, you good ones.

To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me...
Always love? hate will get you every time
Always love? hate will get you?

I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs
You said..
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
I?

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Post by Rorah » Wed Aug 20, 2008 5:26 am

Juliana Theory-10,000 questions

You left without a sound, 10,000 questions to the answers I never found
your not around, and I'm left to chase 10,000 answers for yesterday.

Like how could i be so moved in the background waiting for you!
what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other..
what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other?

You left me here to count, 10,000 questions to the answers I rather drown,
I dance alone, on the floor you make, of 10,000 answers that never came..

Like why am I left to pretend, I'm trapped in a past I forgive
what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other..
what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other?

yeah yeah yeah yeah..

what good is dreaming, when I can't even sleep here,
what good is lying down when there's no one to hold..
what good is letting go with something that wont let me,
what good is saying goodbye, now that you're gone...now that you're gone

what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other..
what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other?
what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other..
what do we have? what do we have? what do we have? if we don't have each other?

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Post by Rorah » Wed Aug 20, 2008 5:28 am

Juliana Theory-"Shell Of A Man"

I won't nurture, and feed this bitterness
It's worth it, seen any of this
Love and forgiveness
Our time is and true
I know you're full of fear
I hope I'm never like you

I won't nurture, and feed this hate
It's empty and doesn't change a thing
Love will endure when it comes to the end
I see you're insecure
I know there's hope for you

Why can't I let go?
I'm only the shell of a man
I'm lost in myself
And afraid of who I really am
The shell of a man

I won't nurture, and feed hostility
It's pointless to dwell on my anger
Love is the answer innate as it seems
I know you're full of hate
I hope I'm never the same

I won't nurture, and feed this hate
Imagine the magnitude of
Love that is giving the chance to prevail
I see you're full of tears
And I can sense you're here

Why can't I let go?
I'm only the shell of a man
I'm lost in myself
And afraid of who I really am
The shell of a man

Take what you want to
Now that you got the chance to
Take it, why don't you?
Now that you got the chance to [x2]

Why can't I let go?
I'm only the shell of a man
I'm lost in myself
And afraid of who I really am
The shell of a man

Why can't I let go?
I'm only the shell of a man
I'm lost in myself
And afraid of who I really am
The shell of a man

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Post by xix » Wed Aug 20, 2008 7:39 pm

Life detaches
much less loved
a taste familiar
but watered down
and each day passes
into the next
like television
flickering unseen.

I breathe
but I don't think about it
anymore
its become a habit
those embers fragment
that fire was
just a fracture
in the ice.

Do you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Do you hear a voice from my side?
sleepwalking


and poetry
fills an empty room
with science broken
and confused
and my desire...
becomes a pacifier
I need to feel
alive and awake.

Do you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Do you hear a voice from my side?
sleepwalking

something aging
in the water
in the damage
to my soul
the wishing fire
is still alive
and I think his heartbeat
will not die
how can I give
anymore of my life
away...

Do you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Do you hear a voice from my side?
sleepwalking


All of it... but especially "I need to feel alive and awake"

Song is Sleepwalking by the Cruxshadows.

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu Aug 21, 2008 1:21 pm

Linkin Park - Little Things Give You Away

Water grey
Through the windows, up the stairs
Chilling rain
Like an ocean everywhere

Don't want to reach for me do you
I mean nothing to you

The little things give you away

And now there will be no mistaking
The levees are breaking

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under water
I
Do


Hope decays
Generations disappear
Washed away
As a nation simply stares

Don't want to reach for me do you
I mean nothing to you
The little things give you away

But there will be no mistaking
The levees are breaking

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under water
I
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