Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- Holi
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I saw yoouuu :D:D
Best thing I could've got that day, I got to see you and talk when I thought I'd not see you for another month. Best present ever. EVER.
Best thing I could've got that day, I got to see you and talk when I thought I'd not see you for another month. Best present ever. EVER.
Breathe for Love Tomorrow, cause there's no Hope for Today
*deep breath* You. Are. Such. A. Fucking. Idiot.
And you quite possibly ruined any chance I might have had at having him as a friend again after all this time.
I want to go slam my head through a wall. With any luck, I'll get retrograde amnesia and forget all about this crap. I could actually do with forgetting a lot of crap.
And you quite possibly ruined any chance I might have had at having him as a friend again after all this time.
I want to go slam my head through a wall. With any luck, I'll get retrograde amnesia and forget all about this crap. I could actually do with forgetting a lot of crap.
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- onlypurples
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Lisa,
I know how you are feeling to some degree because I have started hurting myself again, which was the real reason I couldn't bring myself to go swimming last week.
- Cass
I know how you are feeling to some degree because I have started hurting myself again, which was the real reason I couldn't bring myself to go swimming last week.
- Cass
I'm always a shade of purple...
"Forgive me for shedding blood, O God who saves; then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness" - Psalm 51:14 (TLB)
"The dream begins with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes and leads you to the next plateau, sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called 'truth'." ~Dan Rather
http://www.mercyministries.org/
"Forgive me for shedding blood, O God who saves; then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness" - Psalm 51:14 (TLB)
"The dream begins with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes and leads you to the next plateau, sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called 'truth'." ~Dan Rather
http://www.mercyministries.org/
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I'm not "fine". You should know me well enough - and especially given the situation - to know that this isn't true. Why don't you push me? Why don't you ask me other questions that I might be able to respond more willingly to? I am scared you don't want to know how I am really. It doesn't matter, does it? I;m just a shadow from the past that you're dragging around until it falls off.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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I really do wish that I will get in a wreck and have complete retrograde amnesia because I don't want any of this. I don't want any of this.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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MBS, I know I love you. I'm just not so sure I like you anymore. I am truly scared of you. Your anger, how you take it out on me. The double standards. I keep replaying instances of your casual cruelty in my head - so many I never even called you on. And if I did, you didn't apologize for them. How did I let myself become such a broken mess. You say now you want me back. I don't believe you. Worse, I don't believe I want to come back. I'd rather be that bad mother and bad wife who walks away. I know I made terrible mistakes, did awful things. I am shattered, too shattered, I think to mend us. I need to leave. And I don't think I will be coming back - except to pack.
... she
once found an egg
hidden under
wild hyacinths
-Sappho
once found an egg
hidden under
wild hyacinths
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i'm sorry all that i do is confuse you and cause you problems and to hurt yourself i'm sorry i can't make you happy and i'm sorry things didn't work out for us.
i'm sorry i'm such a bad son i'm sorry i cause you guys to constantly worry and be scared for my safety i'm sorry i can't live up to your expectations and everything you want me to and wish i could be i'm sorry
i'm sorry for all the pain i've caused to everyone
i'm sorry
i'm sorry i'm such a bad son i'm sorry i cause you guys to constantly worry and be scared for my safety i'm sorry i can't live up to your expectations and everything you want me to and wish i could be i'm sorry
i'm sorry for all the pain i've caused to everyone
i'm sorry
- DecemberLivy
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you bastard, you utter utter bastard. you've just proved how little I mean to you.
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- steady hands
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I think I use this thread too much sometimes, but dear God, it helps me.
Anyways:
C: It wasn't my fault. Not mine. His. Not mine. You know that the thought of you with any other girl sends my abdomen into a knot and almost makes me throw up. You are leaving to a place where that will surely happen. I hate her, whoever she is, already.
S: And fuck you, okay? Stop talking to me in those critical moments where I will blabber anything because I need to tell it to someone. Cut that shit out.
R: Call me, would you? You said that you would but you have not. It makes me so angry with you and yet when I see you across the store, I still feel a deep love for you. Did you forget about me? Did you?
Anyways:
C: It wasn't my fault. Not mine. His. Not mine. You know that the thought of you with any other girl sends my abdomen into a knot and almost makes me throw up. You are leaving to a place where that will surely happen. I hate her, whoever she is, already.
S: And fuck you, okay? Stop talking to me in those critical moments where I will blabber anything because I need to tell it to someone. Cut that shit out.
R: Call me, would you? You said that you would but you have not. It makes me so angry with you and yet when I see you across the store, I still feel a deep love for you. Did you forget about me? Did you?
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Jonny what do i have to do to get you back?
there has to be some way
please, god, forever can't be that long.
there has to be some way
please, god, forever can't be that long.
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
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Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
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I think I'm slipping again.
But I can still pretend for you.
But I can still pretend for you.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- Ruby Tuesday
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I'm actually not ok.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
place
- Ruby Tuesday
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i hate how I look.
i really really hate it.
i really really hate it.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
place
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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If I hadn't needed more cough drops, would you ever have remembered me?
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