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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by KLove24 » Sat Aug 09, 2008 4:44 am

God you are both fucking morons!! I want to hate you so bad!!

If that shit you put on there is about me you can blow me... I give you 110% all the time.

Why am I such a loser?
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Post by Holi » Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:15 pm

I saw yoouuu :D:D:D
Best thing I could've got that day, I got to see you and talk when I thought I'd not see you for another month. Best present ever. EVER.

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Post by Beasty » Sat Aug 09, 2008 6:48 pm

*deep breath* You. Are. Such. A. Fucking. Idiot.

And you quite possibly ruined any chance I might have had at having him as a friend again after all this time.






I want to go slam my head through a wall. With any luck, I'll get retrograde amnesia and forget all about this crap. I could actually do with forgetting a lot of crap.
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Post by volta » Sat Aug 09, 2008 7:39 pm

you didn't tell me goodbye. i told her that everyone leaves. she didn't believe me. maybe now she will.

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Post by Callisto » Sat Aug 09, 2008 8:17 pm

i still care about you......i almost wish i didn't because it would be easier that way.

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Post by onlypurples » Sun Aug 10, 2008 9:53 am

Lisa,
I know how you are feeling to some degree because I have started hurting myself again, which was the real reason I couldn't bring myself to go swimming last week.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Aug 10, 2008 8:47 pm

I'm not "fine". You should know me well enough - and especially given the situation - to know that this isn't true. Why don't you push me? Why don't you ask me other questions that I might be able to respond more willingly to? I am scared you don't want to know how I am really. It doesn't matter, does it? I;m just a shadow from the past that you're dragging around until it falls off.
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'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Post by faegirl » Sun Aug 10, 2008 9:33 pm

i wish i wasnt here anymore
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Post by Beasty » Sun Aug 10, 2008 9:46 pm

I really do wish that I will get in a wreck and have complete retrograde amnesia because I don't want any of this. I don't want any of this.
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Post by Leda » Mon Aug 11, 2008 5:45 am

MBS, I know I love you. I'm just not so sure I like you anymore. I am truly scared of you. Your anger, how you take it out on me. The double standards. I keep replaying instances of your casual cruelty in my head - so many I never even called you on. And if I did, you didn't apologize for them. How did I let myself become such a broken mess. You say now you want me back. I don't believe you. Worse, I don't believe I want to come back. I'd rather be that bad mother and bad wife who walks away. I know I made terrible mistakes, did awful things. I am shattered, too shattered, I think to mend us. I need to leave. And I don't think I will be coming back - except to pack.
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Post by depressed1 » Mon Aug 11, 2008 5:55 am

i'm sorry all that i do is confuse you and cause you problems and to hurt yourself i'm sorry i can't make you happy and i'm sorry things didn't work out for us.



i'm sorry i'm such a bad son i'm sorry i cause you guys to constantly worry and be scared for my safety i'm sorry i can't live up to your expectations and everything you want me to and wish i could be i'm sorry


i'm sorry for all the pain i've caused to everyone

i'm sorry

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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Aug 12, 2008 12:18 am

you bastard, you utter utter bastard. you've just proved how little I mean to you.
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Post by volta » Tue Aug 12, 2008 12:32 am

when i said "fine, thanks" i didn't mean it. i'm sorry i lied to you. but i know i'm on the edge of a breakdown, and i don't want to hurt you.

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Post by steady hands » Tue Aug 12, 2008 1:26 am

god, fuck you.


do your own damn dishes.
i'm not your fucking maid.

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Post by Beasty » Tue Aug 12, 2008 6:59 am

I think I use this thread too much sometimes, but dear God, it helps me.
Anyways:

C: It wasn't my fault. Not mine. His. Not mine. You know that the thought of you with any other girl sends my abdomen into a knot and almost makes me throw up. You are leaving to a place where that will surely happen. I hate her, whoever she is, already.

S: And fuck you, okay? Stop talking to me in those critical moments where I will blabber anything because I need to tell it to someone. Cut that shit out.

R: Call me, would you? You said that you would but you have not. It makes me so angry with you and yet when I see you across the store, I still feel a deep love for you. Did you forget about me? Did you?
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Aug 12, 2008 8:16 am

Jonny what do i have to do to get you back?
there has to be some way

please, god, forever can't be that long.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Aug 12, 2008 12:27 pm

I think I'm slipping again.

But I can still pretend for you.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Aug 12, 2008 7:32 pm

I'm actually not ok.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Aug 12, 2008 7:42 pm

i hate how I look.
i really really hate it.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Post by Beasty » Wed Aug 13, 2008 5:42 am

If I hadn't needed more cough drops, would you ever have remembered me?
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