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Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jul 20, 2008 4:33 pm

i don't want you to have to leave....but i feel like its selfish for me to tell you that.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Sun Jul 20, 2008 6:48 pm

sometimes i wish it was still an option, some days i'm mad and resentful that it's not

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Sun Jul 20, 2008 8:23 pm

I hate my family which is sad.
If I felt no guilt ever I would run away and burn this house down.

Post by **Spidey** » Mon Jul 21, 2008 12:19 am

I geniunely thought that I would be dead by now.

But I am alive.

And that is, all things considered, pretty damn good.

xCheerUpFailurex · Post by **xCheerUpFailurex** » Thu Jul 24, 2008 3:46 am

I am scared of the day when my parents will decide to disown me.

prettyvacant · Post by **prettyvacant** » Sun Jul 27, 2008 3:15 pm

I get mortally embarassed about being sunburnt. Even though I wore factor 30 I'm still burnt and feel like a tool

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jul 27, 2008 4:35 pm

i'm more ok than i thought i would be......and i find that stranger than if i'd fallen apart.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Mon Jul 28, 2008 12:42 am

okay so I ran away to Niagara Falls and even there my hapiness was tainted. As happy as I could be I looked around and saw all couples sharing it & I thought about how Jonny is gone.

And everyone was like take a picture of me & my boyfriend/husband. Meanwhile all my pictures are just me.

How could this happen?

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Mon Jul 28, 2008 1:13 pm

the only thing holding me together today is an aroma therapy bracelet

Geordie · Post by **Geordie** » Mon Jul 28, 2008 2:16 pm

I really do love you. I'm sorry I find it so hard to touch you, or let you touch me, but I hate it. Please stop.

icecap · Post by **icecap** » Tue Jul 29, 2008 1:53 am

Since I remembered all of that stuff year to a year and a half, I can't watch movies, listen to music or watch hardly any TV, it's too triggering for some reason and I hate it and wonder when I can go back to normal?

icecap · Post by **icecap** » Sun Aug 03, 2008 2:26 pm

I got a weird email yesterday and I don't know what to think of it. It was from an old best friend who cut of our friendship about a year and a half ago and really hurt me, sent me really mean emails and would have nothing to do with me over lies about me, she would not listen to the truth, just believed the lies.

Now I get this weird email saying she's ashamed for what she did, she enjoyed our friendship etc... but not sorry and not that she wants to be friends again. I can't figure out why she sent it? Just to soothe her guilty concience? It just brings it all back again and makes me feel bad, esp. when she doesn't apologise for what she did, she just says she feels ashamed and is going to work on it...

Makes me feel even more angry at her....

InsrSanityHere · Post by **InsrSanityHere** » Sun Aug 03, 2008 8:41 pm

I did everything for the first time in one night.

And I can't remember most of it.

icecap · Post by **icecap** » Fri Aug 08, 2008 4:10 pm

I'm so afraid to go tonight, but if I don't go, I have the option, I would probably feel worse with guilt. It's a no win situation, I gonna feel bad no matter what I decide!

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Sat Aug 09, 2008 2:19 pm

I feel like that everything I do, I do with the purpose of trying to hurt myself, self-destruction, pull it all down.
I also feel that I brought this all upon myself, with the sole purpose of punishment, and harm. None of this is really hurting, all of it self-induced, self-inflicted.

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Wed Aug 13, 2008 6:07 am

I hold information in my head that can tear his entire world apart in such a way that he can never EVER be the same again. I can ruin his life in one paragraph. It's a terrible power that I am ashamed to know.

Geordie · Post by **Geordie** » Wed Aug 13, 2008 1:34 pm

I resent you to the fifth circle of hell. You have EVERYTHING I want, and even though I love you, I hate you for it.

Cuppy · Post by **Cuppy** » Thu Aug 14, 2008 7:19 pm

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I feel guilty when ya care about me, because I'm not gonna make it

sindy · Post by **sindy** » Mon Aug 18, 2008 2:40 pm

the only reason im holding on so tightly,
is because if i let you go,
i will have nothing.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Thu Aug 21, 2008 3:46 pm

i cancelled the appointment, i need to do this on my own

bus

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