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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Jul 11, 2008 2:06 am

I just want to say

My worth is not based on me not having a license.

My worth should be based on actions and character.

So I'm sorry you're such a bitch about this.
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Post by Rorah » Fri Jul 11, 2008 2:51 am

I meant my feelings from the bottom of my heart and I just wanted to tell you them before the worst thing happens. I wish I could be your girlfriend, and I hope I hear those words before you pass away. I miss you the second I leave your place... I'm terrified of the fact I know I'll lose you soon and I have tears in my eyes just knowing that. I love you.

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Post by CheekyAnn » Fri Jul 11, 2008 4:30 am

I miss you so much that my breath catches in my chest and i am afraid to let it go.
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Post by Skyeler » Fri Jul 11, 2008 4:45 am

I am scared that you are too thin.

I am scared that you'll get sick

I am scared you'll have to go IP and I'll be left alone with the boys

I am scared that I'll loose you

I am scared that you don't love me enough to get better

]Fuck Sar, I know you're not like this. I can't stand you being this sad. When you're out with Hunter and Holden and people look at you, they're not looking in disgust. They see a fucking gorgeous woman with two gorgeous blond babies, mostly they stare at the awkward guy with all the tattoos standing next to you wondering how on fucking earth I got you to marry me.

You were doing so well.

I'm sorry I've been working so much. I really, really, really am. You're the best person in the world. I can't breathe sometimes thinking of you. I want to wake up next to you every morning until I die.


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Post by Holi » Fri Jul 11, 2008 12:25 pm

FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
FUCK!!
It's over...
It's fucking over.
Shit
Help me
Wtf am I going to do
Come back
Just come back please
I need you
Don't go...


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Post by southsider » Sat Jul 12, 2008 12:07 am

Part of me wants to write you a long email and tell you everything-- the stuff I told myself I couldn't tell you last weekend, the stuff that I've been thinking about, the alienation, the anger, the discontent-- all of it.

Part of me wants to turn off my phone and hide all weekend, and you can call me when you find you've got something to say. I'm so tired of living up to everyone's expectations, and right now that includes yours.

I was- still kind of am- hurt by how things went between us last time I saw you. Yet there's a part of me that feels I have no RIGHT to be hurt, with all that's going on in your life... but that's just more of the same. Like I had NO RIGHT to be hurt when you fell out of contact for several months when I needed my friends the most. I WAS hurt. I AM hurt. And having things go so badly last weekend? Well, that sure didn't help things. Now I feel stuck on top of hurt.

I'm afraid to tell you all the things on my mind because I'm afraid they'll be viewed as dramatic or belligerent, when really I am trying to work towards a better place-- for myself, for our friendship. I don't want to be another pain in your ass, but I feel like no matter what I do, I'm going to be lumped in with all the other stressors in your life.
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Post by KLove24 » Sat Jul 12, 2008 4:11 am

I HATE YOU!! I really really do
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Jul 12, 2008 7:18 am

THIS WILL NEVER WORK ASSHOLE!

And now work sucks.

we'll me & I and J aren't going to take it!


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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Jul 12, 2008 3:18 pm

I am so sad that you don't love me, that I don't mean anything to you. I've tried being what you want me to be, and I gave up. And that hurt too much so I tried not caring that you didn't love me. But I can't do that.

I can't.

I want you to care about me. I want it. And I don't know how to make myself unwant it.

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Post by Callisto » Sat Jul 12, 2008 3:47 pm

i love you. i miss you already. i can't wait until you're back again.

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Post by InsrSanityHere » Sat Jul 12, 2008 4:42 pm

You hurt me more than you help me. I've known this for a long time.

But you know what?

I'm not going to let it happen any more
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In the deepest, darkest hour of the night, admit to yourself that you would die if you were forbidden to write. And ask yourself, the answer, where your heart spreads it roots to the deepest part, Must I write?
If there were no rewards to reap
I certainly would have walked away by now...
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Post by Eva » Sat Jul 12, 2008 6:01 pm

F*ck you!

Yes, I get the message now!

I will NEVER EVER talk to you again.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Jul 12, 2008 7:19 pm

L - f*ck off. just f*ck off out of my life. i can't even believe you.. argh!! I can't believe I have to spend another two years knowing you! :argggh: :argggh: :argggh:
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Jul 15, 2008 1:14 pm

I wish you weren't with her. :-?
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Jul 15, 2008 1:16 pm

I want to say I love you but I'm scared you won't say it back. Why would anyone love me?
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Post by kittyfever » Tue Jul 15, 2008 4:15 pm

I miss you, and want you to miss me too. I shouldn't be scared to say it.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Tue Jul 15, 2008 4:43 pm

When you say to me I'm perfect [for you], you wouldn't change a bit of me etc, I can't help but not be able to honestly agree. You're perfect in lots of ways apart from you're not a Christian. But that's hypocritical cause I'm not, I don't go to church or have an active relationship with Him anymore. But I feel guilty as anything for sleeping with you and living with you before we're married. Despite the fact you're far from the first person I ever slept with.
I wish you weren't so paranoid and filled with worry so I could have some independence and do things on my own, see my own friends again, I wish you'd trust me to see B, and that I'm not using it as an excuse to go over and cheat on you. I wish I hadn't lost my best guy mate because you think he's a tw@t and vice versa. I promised not to hurt you and I know I will never cheat on you or intentionally hurt you, and when things are great, yes I can imagine being your wife and having sproglets with you, but the rest of the time I wonder if I'm doing the right thing. :-? But after feeling so panicky and worried about you in hospital tomorrow even though the op was relatively low risk, I know life without you would be unbearable.


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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Jul 15, 2008 5:28 pm

I just want to say, good you've had my cell shut off. I'm sure you feel good about that, even though I PAY my own bill. So here's the deal, next time I'm out late & you're wondering where I am, what are you going to do? I'm 19, go ahead and call the police, they'll just laugh at you.

So idk just think about any time you may need to get in touch with me, because I am thinking I'm not going to have it turned back on. I'll let YOU sweat it out a little.
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Post by simplyme311 » Tue Jul 15, 2008 9:29 pm

I'm sorry I couldn't have met you three months earlier, because then we would have had ample amounts of time to get to know each other and perhaps you would want to have a relationship with me regardless of you leaving. I'm sorry that I'm probably going to act like a bitch when you return to this town, but its the only way I was taught to deal with it....shitty as that sounds.

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Post by KLove24 » Tue Jul 15, 2008 10:09 pm

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't love you and it kills me to say that. I have no clue what to do about it and what to say. I want to call this whole thing off before he gets too old and has to remember everything like I do. I hope to god I am not pregnant I don't want to bring another child into this marriage. I'm sorry I cheated even though you don't know it. I will probably do it again. I am sorry that you love me so much since I am such a f@cked up mess.
I am sorry I brought you into this world that is so crazy and fucked up and left you to have a f@cking mess of a mother. It makes me want to die when I think about it.
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