Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Sun Jun 22, 2008 4:01 am

sometimes I say I'm going to ask, but I don't cause I KNOW my parents will say no. Then I just tell them my mom said no. Because it makes things easier at home if I dont even ask.

And sometimes I pass up amazing offers because I am scared. I'm scared of people and scared of amazing things.

like this trip to New York.

marshmallowfluff · Post by **marshmallowfluff** » Wed Jun 25, 2008 10:37 pm

im scared its coming back...

volta · Post by **volta** » Thu Jun 26, 2008 1:46 am

i'm so scared of my own power.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Jun 26, 2008 7:52 am

i'm scared that i can't compete with the others in your life. i'm scared you'll forget me

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Fri Jun 27, 2008 5:05 am

Im scared my dad's going to hurt me.
I'm afraid I'm going to kill myself.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Fri Jun 27, 2008 5:18 am

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Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Fri Jun 27, 2008 10:30 am

Yep, I'm definitely confused. And I hate it and it makes me want to not exist anymore. I want to talk to someone about it, but I dont know if I can say it aloud...

~Megan

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sat Jun 28, 2008 6:25 pm

i'm scared that my anxieties and paranoias are actually based in reality and are preminitions more than they are nonesense, but i just can't see it yet

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Sun Jun 29, 2008 5:23 am

This secret sounds so stupid to say on this web board. I'm sorry.
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I want to cut

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Mon Jun 30, 2008 12:49 am

robotxface · Post by **robotxface** » Mon Jun 30, 2008 10:49 pm

i'm afraid he'll leave me because of my stupid self. i'm scared i'll never get better.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed Jul 02, 2008 5:35 am

if i think about that day and that moment

it's like I open up a box and it's all just sitting there
it's like traveling back in time.

All of a sudden I am in that moment.

I am having to tell someone that someone is gone/

I get so scared.

god I can't even write this out now or I panic.

infectiousbrain89 · Post by **infectiousbrain89** » Thu Jul 03, 2008 11:29 pm

Sometimes I wish I'd never met you,but I know that's not what I really want,and I hate that.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Fri Jul 04, 2008 4:27 am

I'm either delusional or I'm going to die within 3 months, within 119 days to be exact.

Either way I'm really fucking scared.

marshmallowfluff · Post by **marshmallowfluff** » Sat Jul 05, 2008 8:39 pm

i keep dreaming that he's goin to die and me and kayleigh are going to be left on our own. im terrified it will happen

S · Post by S » Sat Jul 05, 2008 10:37 pm

I don't want to talk to my ex. I don't want to see my ex. I'm addicted to keeping in contact with my ex. It just feels gross.

My relationship with food is growing unhealthy.[/i]

InsrSanityHere · Post by **InsrSanityHere** » Sun Jul 06, 2008 1:41 am

I feel like I didn't deserve a bite of the dinner I just ate.

I'm afraid to get out of bed now...

screamtobreathe · Post by **screamtobreathe** » Sun Jul 06, 2008 11:05 pm

song lyrics, but exactly how i feel....:

and no i'm not afraid, at least not to die. i'm afraid to live and not remember why.

S · Post by S » Mon Jul 07, 2008 4:42 am

I really don't want to be around people right now. I don't want a solution. I just want a nap.

KLove24 · Post by **KLove24** » Mon Jul 07, 2008 4:49 am

I am terrified that I will fail.

bus

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