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Post by I'm.that.forgettable. » Sun Jun 22, 2008 10:31 pm

Runaway by Cartel

Face down; this is where it leads you - too far.
Buried, covered now you'll find peace - in the earth aground.
Stop. Now, there's no point in breathing - it's not allowed.
On the surface, how can you find - reason to move on?


Until then you can runaway.
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best;
I know you get what you get - you get what you deserve.


Hush now, don't say a word - it's out in the open,
And tell me how can you deal... with all this weight?
Speak now, you must have a secret kept down,
Down where you can keep it.
I need you to spill your guts.

Until then you can runaway,
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best.
I know you get what you get - until then you can runaway.
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best.
I know you get what you get - you get what you deserve.

Speak. Now, you must have a secret kept down,
Down where you can keep it - I need you to spill your guts.

Until then you can runaway,
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best.
I know you get what you get - until then you can runaway.
Do your best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best,
I know you get what you get and all you get what you,
You get what you get, you get what you,
You get what you get, and all you get what you deserve.
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Post by Beasty » Wed Jun 25, 2008 4:30 pm

I want you
I want you so bad
I want you
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad, it's driving me mad
I want you
I want you so bad
I want you
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad, it's driving me mad
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu Jun 26, 2008 12:09 am

Wish you were here Pink Floyd

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Jun 30, 2008 4:39 am

Engine Driver- The decemberists

And I am a writer, writer of fictions
I am the heart that you call home
And I've written pages upon pages
Trying to rid you from my bones
My bones
My bones

And if you don't love me let me go
and if you don't love me let me go
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i like that song0 :star: just thought i would tell you thanks!!! :n00b:

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Jul 01, 2008 6:19 am

/\ Engine Driver??

I just heard it a few days ago and I love it!!! Good to know someone else has heard of it.


Today I felt like Chicago by Sufjan Stevens:

if I was crying
in the van, with my friend
it was for freedom
from myself and from the land
I made a lot of mistakes
I made a lot of mistakes
I made a lot of mistakes
I made a lot of mistakes

you came to take us
all things go, all things go
to recreate us



its actually a cheerier song than it sounds written out lol
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Post by Holi » Sat Jul 05, 2008 1:05 am


I'm staring at a broken door,
There's nothing left here anymore.
My room is cold,
It's making me insane.

I've been waiting here so long,
But the moment seems to have come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm

Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you.

A half moon's fading from my sight,
I see your vision in its light.
But now it's gone and left me so alone

I know I have to find you now,
Can hear your name
, I don't know how.
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon

Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you.
Through the monsoon.

I'm fighting all this power,
Coming in my way
Let it sail me straight to you,
I'll be running night and day.

I'll be with you soon
Just me and you.

We'll be there soon
So soon.



Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm

Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you.

Through the monsoon.

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Post by I'm.that.forgettable. » Sat Jul 05, 2008 2:37 am

Come What May by Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman
(from the Moulin Rouge Soundtrack) This song made me cry.. I love it sooo much. It actually holds a meaning with me now. And for some reason, it gives me a rekindled faith in love. It's beautiful.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
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Post by KLove24 » Sat Jul 05, 2008 3:09 am

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...


'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.


This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.

Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.


I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.


This is no place to try and live my life.

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...


So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

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Post by Beasty » Sat Jul 05, 2008 7:09 pm

COOL

Boy, boy, crazy boy,
Get cool, boy!
Got a rocket in your pocket,
Keep coolly cool, boy!
Don't get hot,
'Cause man, you got
Some high times ahead.
Take it slow and Daddy-O,
You can live it up and die in bed!

Boy, boy, crazy boy!
Stay loose, boy!
Breeze it, buzz it, easy does it.
Turn off the juice, boy!
Go man, go,
But not like a yo-yo schoolboy.
Just play it cool, boy,
Real cool!
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Post by theunspoken » Sat Jul 05, 2008 8:42 pm

Opeth- Bleak
This song gives me shivers whenever I listen to it. The lyrics are a bit dark.


Beating
Heart still beating for the cause
Feeding
Soul still feeding from the loss
Aching
Limbs are aching from the rush
Fading
You are fading from my sight

Break of morning, coldness lingers on
Shroud me into nightmares of the sun
Moving
I am moving closer to your side
Luring
You are luring me into the night
Crying
Who is crying for you here
Dying
I am dying fast inside your tears

Plunging towards bereavement faster yet
Clearing thoughts, my mind is set

Devious movements in your eyes
Moved me from relief
Breath comes out white clouds with your lies
And filters through me
You're close to the final word
You're staring right past me in dismay
A liquid seeps from your chest
And drains me away
Mist ripples round your thin white neck
And draws me a line
Cold fingers mark this dying wreck
This moment is mine

Help me cure you
Atone for all you've done
Help me leave you
As all the days are gone

Night fall again
Taking what's left of me
Slight twist, shivering corpse
Ornated with water, fills the cracks
Clasped in my lims by tradition
This is all you need

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Post by I'm.that.forgettable. » Sun Jul 06, 2008 12:54 am

Help! by The Beatles

Help! I need somebody,
Help! Not just anybody,
Help! You know I need someone,
Help!
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody’s help in any way,
But now these days are gone and I’m not so self assured,
Now I find I’ve changed my mind I’ve opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I’m feeling down,
And I do appreciate you being around
,
Help me get my feet back on the ground,
Won’t you please please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze,
But ev’ry now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I’ve never done before.

Help me if you can, I’m feeling down,
And I do appreciate you being around,
Help me get my feet back on the ground,
Won’t you please please help me?
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody’s help in any way,
But now these days are gone and I’m not so self assured,
Now I find I’ve changed my mind I’ve opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I’m feeling down,
And I do appreciate you being around,
Help me get my feet back on the ground,
Won’t you please please help me?
Help me. Help me.
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Post by InsrSanityHere » Sun Jul 06, 2008 1:49 am

'Creep' by Radiohead.

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fu--ing special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fu--ing special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here

She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special,

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.
In the deepest, darkest hour of the night, admit to yourself that you would die if you were forbidden to write. And ask yourself, the answer, where your heart spreads it roots to the deepest part, Must I write?
If there were no rewards to reap
I certainly would have walked away by now...
...and I still may.

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Post by KLove24 » Sun Jul 06, 2008 4:40 am

This is where I say I've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now.
A walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and I don't believe that I'm getting any better, any better.

Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring
and I'm thinking awful things
and I'm pretty sure that few would notice.

And this apartment
is starving for an argument.
Anything at all to break the silence.


Wandering this house
like I've never wanted out
and this is about as social as I get now.

And I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you
'cause they would never do,
I would never do, never.

So don't be a liar,
don't say that "everything's working"
when everything's broken.

And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor
and your eyes say the joke's on me.

But I'm not laughing and you're not leaving
and who do I think I am kidding
When I'm the only one locked in this cell?

So don't be a liar,
don't say that "everything's working"

when everything's broken.
And you smile like a saint
but you curse like a sailor
and your eyes say the joke's on me.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Jul 06, 2008 7:17 am

I got a flask inside my pocket, we can share it on the train
And if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane

And I'm not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
The reasons all have run away, but the feeling never did
It's not something I would recommend, but it is one way to live
Cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sun Jul 06, 2008 7:16 pm

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling, tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)

Evanescence - Imaginary

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Post by jennserczyk » Sun Jul 06, 2008 7:51 pm

Broken-Seether Ft. Amy Lee


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I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

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Post by Freya » Sun Jul 06, 2008 9:20 pm

Brain Damage by Pink Floyd

The lunatic is on the grass
The lunatic is on the grass
remembering games and daisy chains and laughs
got to keep the loonies on the path


The lunatic is in the hall
the lunatics are in the hall
the paper holds their folded faces to the floor
and every day the paper boy brings more

And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
and if there is no room upon the hill
and if your head explodes with dark forebodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
you raise the blade, you make the change
you rearrange me ' till I'm sane
you lock the door
and throw away the key
there's someone in my head but it's not me


And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
you shout and no one seems to hear
and if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
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Post by KLove24 » Mon Jul 07, 2008 4:58 am

I met a girl who hated the world, she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay, tear out her heart and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face
and the scratches she'd hide


You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

Down on her knees she bled on the floor, this hopeless life she wanted no more
Dead in her mind and cold to the bone, she opened her eyes and saw she was alone
She never found out how much I tried, all of the sadness she kept made me blind
She never found out how much I cried, the rope so tight on the night that she died

You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way

I never found out how she survived, a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie, with a smile on her face and the darkness inside

You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way
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Post by jennserczyk » Mon Jul 07, 2008 9:43 am

i love how you make me laugh when i dont want to smile

he makes me smile whitout saying a word

i love the way you make me feel inside and i love the way we can talk for hours but you still dont want me to go

never take life too seriusly, nobody gets out alive anyways

when you left my heart broken, i didnt expect you to step on it to

i could never forget you and i will never be the same. maybe i should hate you for this

i miss you when i'm sad i miss you when im lonely, but most of all i miss you when im happy

its hard to tell your mind to stop loving somebodyif your heart still does

when i wake your never there but in my dreams your everrywhere

and she wispers with tears in her eyes, " hes all i ever wanted."

and as i stand there looking at you i wonder if there will ever be a day that i will get over your smile, when i let go of the hugs you gave me that i continue to feel, a day that i forget the words that you told me, forget what you ment to me, or forget how much i loved you. but i know that i will NEVER forget you

im sorry that sorry is never enugh

i'm sorry that i hurt you. its something i will have to live with everyday

im strong enugh to walk away, but broken enough to look back

i hate the way i will never hate you

hate me, regret me, but whatever you do, dont say i never loved you

i will just fake a smile and pretend im not falling apart inside

love is giving someone the powerr to destroy you, and trusting them not to

i loved you once, i love you still, i always have, i always will

you know you really miss him when tears roll down your cheeks for no reason

sometime i say i'm fine, but i want someone to lookk at me and say "tell the truth"

dont forget the songs that made you cry or the songs that saved your life

i never asked you to understand, or blame yourself, or reason why. i only asked you to hold my hand as i cried

i smile because we're friends, and cry because thats all we will be

who are you to judge my life? i know im not perfect, and i dont live to be. but before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean

thanks for acting like you cared

you said you would love me forever. i guess you had your fingers crossed

if you ever said you loved me, dont say you never lied

and i wonder what it is about me that isnt good enough?

he said i love you. i laughed and said i'm allergic to bull S***!

and she waits for the one man to prove to her that not all men are lying, cheating A**Holes

i would rather give up my life than to see you cry again

i know i have made alot of mistakes, dissapointments, and failures. but i promise there is a part of me worth loving


i only lied so i didnt have to see the dissapointment in your eyes

i want to touch. but everthing that i touch, i destroy

i like the rain. no one can see your tears

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