Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by InsrSanityHere » Sun Jul 06, 2008 1:36 am

I wish it were me and not her going on vacation with you this week...
In the deepest, darkest hour of the night, admit to yourself that you would die if you were forbidden to write. And ask yourself, the answer, where your heart spreads it roots to the deepest part, Must I write?
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I certainly would have walked away by now...
...and I still may.

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Post by KLove24 » Sun Jul 06, 2008 4:50 am

I can't stop thinking about you. I want to know where you are. I want to be with you. I hate this and I'm sure you never think about me.
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Post by Beasty » Sun Jul 06, 2008 11:54 pm

I think it went well. I'm hoping and praying that you will ask. From the bottom of my soul, I want this. I can't remember wanting something this badly for a long time.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon Jul 07, 2008 1:01 am

when you talk to me my heart beats so loudly I swear I can hear it, isn't that the cheesiest thing you've ever heard? but it's true, only one other person had made me feel like that and he's practically made it clear he's not interested so... I like you, alot, and I know what we have can't be much but I want you to know it's special nevertheless.
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Post by KLove24 » Mon Jul 07, 2008 4:50 am

I miss you and I don't know why she bothers me so much.
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Post by 5th section » Tue Jul 08, 2008 11:30 am

What do you mean you had no idea? I told you 3 months ago and practically every week since then!!
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Tue Jul 08, 2008 6:17 pm

No you don't look cute, you look gross.

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Post by Holi » Tue Jul 08, 2008 6:42 pm

Look after G for me?
Just look out for her.
She needs it more than me. Though I wish I could be taken care of as well

I miss EB so much. And I miss you, how you were there. Just... like a father. I want to go back. It was my home, cause I had a family there, that's all I need to be happy. My weird adoptive mental family, as long as you were in it
One day, will you be there for me? If I need it. Just be there

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Post by Beasty » Tue Jul 08, 2008 8:14 pm

Stop assuming that you know exactly how all relationships work. You have been in a grand total of one serious relationship, which is long distance, thank you very much. I have been in three. I think I have a bit better of an idea how these things go than you. So stop lecturing me. It just makes you sound like a retard
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Post by 5th section » Tue Jul 08, 2008 9:11 pm

No I will not crawl to people for you. It's not my problem. DO IT YOURSELF!
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Jul 08, 2008 11:45 pm

please stop messing me around. if you don't want to do it tonight just say so, dont keep telling me 'oh I've just got to do this' over and over again. it's really pissing me off.
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"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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Post by InsrSanityHere » Wed Jul 09, 2008 12:31 am

No calls, no text, nothing since you left.

Is this what it's going to be like when you go back to school?

You're just hiding me from yet another girlfriend...why? If you have no feelings for me shouldn't you be able to talk about me?
In the deepest, darkest hour of the night, admit to yourself that you would die if you were forbidden to write. And ask yourself, the answer, where your heart spreads it roots to the deepest part, Must I write?
If there were no rewards to reap
I certainly would have walked away by now...
...and I still may.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Jul 09, 2008 9:23 am

you're in my fucking head.
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
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Post by my clarity clouded » Wed Jul 09, 2008 5:42 pm

and the laugh fest continues :lol: this just gets better and better...

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Post by Callisto » Wed Jul 09, 2008 8:12 pm

i'm scared. you seem to be being very distant with me lately and i can't figure out why. and now i'm scared that you won't even think of me whilst you're away because you don't really care.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu Jul 10, 2008 2:39 am

what you just may or may not have said has made me feel like the earth has disappeared below me.

if its true, how could have not told me? :cry:
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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Post by volta » Thu Jul 10, 2008 2:42 am

i miss you.

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Post by Callisto » Thu Jul 10, 2008 12:39 pm

i'm angry with you. angry that i keep putting in all this effort and you don't even seem to realise it. angry because i'm scared and almost completely convinced that i won't speak to you again as of now, simply because you won't bother to get in touch with me whilst you're away or when you get back....in fact i'm almost convinced that you won't even notice that i'm not around/you've not spoken to me.

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Thu Jul 10, 2008 12:41 pm

I miss you. I've spent three weeks trying to work out how to tell you that.
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Post by Eva » Thu Jul 10, 2008 1:13 pm

Well, if you don't want me, I don't want you either. Hope you will change your mind, but if you don't, I will survive...

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