Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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HakunaMatata
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Post by HakunaMatata » Tue Jun 17, 2008 8:40 am

...like I don't want to. If it had been a bad batch of pills the other night and I had died I would have died happy. Happy because I'm with you, happy because I was high, happy because I can escape the fact my life is in tatters, I've lost my friends, I'm losing the day to day battle of keeping going and I'm on the verge of breaking down into tears every morning I come into work into a job I hate.

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Ruby Tuesday
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Tue Jun 17, 2008 12:25 pm

frustrated
muddled
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Post by kittyfever » Tue Jun 17, 2008 1:44 pm

unhappy
confused
lost
hurt
hungry
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Angel12
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Post by Angel12 » Tue Jun 17, 2008 2:25 pm

sleepy
content
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
Today is a gift,
That's why we call it the present.
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Post by Beasty » Tue Jun 17, 2008 3:13 pm

so... alone...
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

Eisa = Beasty's Twin

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infectiousbrain89
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Post by infectiousbrain89 » Wed Jun 18, 2008 2:06 am

Confued
Hurt
Pissed off
Guilty
and weak.


I suck.
Last SI 12-2-07 yippee!

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~*^*~Chiisa na chikyuu ga mawaru hodo yasashisa mi ni tsuku yo.Mo ichido anata o dakishimetai dekiru dake sotto~*^*~
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 18, 2008 2:35 am

lonely
abandoned
embarrassed
depressed
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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amyfairy
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Post by amyfairy » Wed Jun 18, 2008 7:13 am

so so scared
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Post by amyfairy » Wed Jun 18, 2008 10:51 am

disappointed
sad
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Ruby Tuesday
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Wed Jun 18, 2008 3:34 pm

so so sad :cry:
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Right now I feel

Post by Jamas » Wed Jun 18, 2008 6:36 pm

Right now I feel frightened, but better for having read the Bus list.
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Ruby Tuesday
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Thu Jun 19, 2008 10:42 am

disappointed
lonely
invisible
:(
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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amyfairy
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Post by amyfairy » Thu Jun 19, 2008 11:07 am

failure
like a let-down
gutted
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Post by caged bird » Thu Jun 19, 2008 12:05 pm

empty
frightened
visit my website
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
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*Ally*
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Post by *Ally* » Thu Jun 19, 2008 10:16 pm

anxious
kind of excitted
worried
fat
& a little sad.
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Ice_crystal
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Post by Ice_crystal » Thu Jun 19, 2008 10:48 pm

-pretty good
-but hungry
Member of the Welcome wagon

I guess some people are just born with tragedy in their blood.

Sorry for language mistakes! :cowsleep:
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amyfairy
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Post by amyfairy » Fri Jun 20, 2008 1:12 am

excited & sad at the same time = confusing. + tired given that it's gone 1am.
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amyfairy
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Post by amyfairy » Fri Jun 20, 2008 11:30 am

very very very sick :-?
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Lynds
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Post by Lynds » Sun Jun 22, 2008 8:17 pm

:star: Scared but positive
:star: Slightly hurt by a certain 'friend'
:star: Urgy but trying to ward it off by doing other things
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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Post by DancingInTheMist » Sun Jun 22, 2008 8:53 pm

Scared
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