Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- my clarity clouded
- part of the fixtures
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I'm an idiot, I should have just remained the wallflower, not seen nor heard.
— St. Francis de Sales
- raveneleni
- settling in
- Posts: 85
- Joined: Wed Dec 19, 2007 2:16 am
- Location: scotland
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You said youd always be my friend, but it doesnt feel like it, you lied to me, and i hate you for it, only i dont, becuase i cant, I still love you, but i want to hate you, because it would be so much easier on me.
I want to stay in love with my sorrow, but god i want to let it go. almost two years!
- powdahchica
- growing roots
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- Joined: Mon Sep 06, 2004 10:53 pm
I'm so sad you left. Please come back.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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{My Place}
- Cellardoor
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3499
- Joined: Mon Aug 22, 2005 2:04 am
- Location: Ireland
But i want her! I don't want him with her, i love her LOVE her and it's too late now i can't change my mind, he is lovely and he loves her but i WANT HER ALL TO MYSELF. Maybe it was a mistake. A fantastic incredible mistake.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.
(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)
FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!
- my clarity clouded
- part of the fixtures
- Posts: 2359
- Joined: Sat Nov 24, 2007 4:38 am
you're a bitch and that's why people don't like you.
— St. Francis de Sales
Why did you have to come back into my life as soon as I finished scrubbing your scent from my neurons?!
Now I think of you before bed every night and wish that things could be different.
You send me hints, don't you? I know you to be a very subtle person so tiny hints from a normal person would be big hints from you. No, your hints are so small that even someone like you could do them by accident. You don't do anything by accident! Nothing that matters. Even I question their validity and I am one of the better people outside your family to judge such things.
Please, if you are going to send hints, give me a bigger one. Things might turn out in a way you wouldn't expect.
But you won't, will you? Forever I will wonder.
I just removed you, dammit!
I cannot even think of you with another girl without my blood coursing disastrously. So, what now?
If you want me, I might oblige. Please. I do want you.
Now I think of you before bed every night and wish that things could be different.
You send me hints, don't you? I know you to be a very subtle person so tiny hints from a normal person would be big hints from you. No, your hints are so small that even someone like you could do them by accident. You don't do anything by accident! Nothing that matters. Even I question their validity and I am one of the better people outside your family to judge such things.
Please, if you are going to send hints, give me a bigger one. Things might turn out in a way you wouldn't expect.
But you won't, will you? Forever I will wonder.
I just removed you, dammit!
I cannot even think of you with another girl without my blood coursing disastrously. So, what now?
If you want me, I might oblige. Please. I do want you.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
Beasty's Place!
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- meeting the neighbors
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- Location: England, Age:15
- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
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- Joined: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:38 am
- Location: London
I'm so sorry about last night.
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- Cellardoor
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3499
- Joined: Mon Aug 22, 2005 2:04 am
- Location: Ireland
Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou....
Omg I love you SO MUCH.
Omg I love you SO MUCH.
I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.
(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)
FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!
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- meeting the neighbors
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- Joined: Sun Dec 30, 2007 2:12 am
- Location: England, Age:15
I can be so fucking stupid sometimes...
Dying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
--Plath
Fohara Place:
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... sc&start=0
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
--Plath
Fohara Place:
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... sc&start=0
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- unpacking boxes
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- Location: Ohio
- Contact:
It's nice that you apologize after you freak out on me, days later usually.. but, it shouldn't happen in the first place. I've done everything for you that you ever asked me to do, or DIDNT ask me to do, but I did it out of the kindness of my heart. It's not right that you freak out on me like you do. I have never in my life done a thing to you, and you attack me constantly. It would be so much easier just to cut you out of my life, but you are family, and I wouldn't ever abandon my family. Please, stop this. Get help, please. I love you, and I want you to be better.
<center>See you dance away
all this bitter pain
See you move in ways
beyond our days
In devotion I linger
And with drained veins
I falter again
Some deranged and some devour to haunt me down in my darkest hour</center>
all this bitter pain
See you move in ways
beyond our days
In devotion I linger
And with drained veins
I falter again
Some deranged and some devour to haunt me down in my darkest hour</center>
- Cellardoor
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3499
- Joined: Mon Aug 22, 2005 2:04 am
- Location: Ireland
and it's all too much right now.
too much in my head.
i don't know how it all began.
too much left unsaid.
too much in my head.
i don't know how it all began.
too much left unsaid.
I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.
(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)
FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!
- Ruby Tuesday
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7103
- Joined: Fri Nov 12, 2004 10:36 am
- Location: on the floor of a library
i miss you. i hate myself for it, but I miss you.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
place
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
place
When you contact me, my heart jumps a foot in my chest cavity.
I miss you
I want you
YOU DRIVE ME NUCKING FUTS!
I miss you
I want you
YOU DRIVE ME NUCKING FUTS!
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
Beasty's Place!
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