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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 25, 2008 4:58 am

jfirwr $@($%)@ JFUQ BKAW *$&%@_
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Post by Callisto » Fri Apr 25, 2008 2:45 pm

i want to tell you that i love you, im not scared about saying it anymore.....i just want to find the right moment.
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Post by Roxi » Fri Apr 25, 2008 2:55 pm

STOP DENYING THE TRUTH!!!
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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.
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Post by SarahBee » Fri Apr 25, 2008 7:45 pm

Your email made me cry, because I realised how much you do care. I don't want to say goodbye to you. Ever.

I'm scared of living. Please hold my hand through the darkness.
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deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
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rise and warm and streaming....
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Post by caged bird » Fri Apr 25, 2008 9:36 pm

t i'm so sorry i know i should be there tonight but socialising is just too much right now
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Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 25, 2008 11:56 pm

%@$)((*$(V)_ *@*$_) %*#%(# _#*% _
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Post by Binayshee » Sat Apr 26, 2008 12:18 am

hey,

this is my clothesline. please don't use it. :lol:

seriously
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 26, 2008 12:28 am

To my abusive husband:

I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry that I'm such disappointment to you. I'm sorry that I don't do anything right. I'm just sorry..
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Post by Holi » Sat Apr 26, 2008 1:25 am

I'm damaged goods. No one ever loved anything that was broken. I'm sorry, I believe you, but I just can't accept that anyone would give a fuck about me, if I don't, why would anyone else?

I'm so tired of wishing for the impossible, and just tired of not being able to deal with normal situations. You helped Y today, in the tiniest way, just showed that you cared. It wouldn't have meant anything to her, but it would've meant so much to me. What do I need to do for you to notice me? To help me? Cause believe me, whatever it is, I'd do it, just like that, I'd do it.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 26, 2008 1:39 am

relieving some frustration

***************************LA*********************************








FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by Amneris » Sat Apr 26, 2008 4:24 am

I was the perfect daughter, you showed me off to your friends, you made
my success yours and took compliments for them (you have no idea how
I hate that), you always made it clear that everything you said was the
truth of the world, was the right thing to do.. it disgusted me.
I did horrible things to myself, I learned to be sad, to hate myself, to
deprive myself from crying, to obey your every word, I wanted to die, I
learned to be useless.. all because of you
Ever unfolding, ever expanding, ever adventurous and torturous and Never Done..

Making my entrance again with my usual flair, sure of my lines.. No one is there..

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Apr 26, 2008 11:19 am

I always loved you even when I couldn't stand the sight of you. No matter what you did (and you've done alot), I've stuck by you. But things are different now, when i think of you... theres only hate. I haven't wanted to talk to you for a long time now and I wonder if I ever will again. You were so special to me, you were this incredible spark of hope that it was possible for me to connect with another human being, but you've changed too drastically now. I don't recognise you.

I don't love you anymore.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 26, 2008 11:20 am

You're such a bitch. I don't know what he ever saw in you.
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Post by Binayshee » Sat Apr 26, 2008 11:59 am

i don't feel safe around you. i think you're creepy and
have bad character. you think you're a victim but
you're the opposite. very much an offender.
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Post by vampirelover » Sat Apr 26, 2008 12:19 pm

u cant expect me to be able to stop u selfharming ur the only one that can do that. I can help u but i cant stop u , believe me i wish i could stop u as i dont want u to go through what i went through
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Post by Roxi » Sat Apr 26, 2008 4:20 pm

you bastard ! I cannot believe you actually did that - today of all days. and to think I had an incling of hope that things (ie - you ) would actually change, that was so wrong... I hate you right now. also , you are incredibly petty .
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Post by vampirelover » Sat Apr 26, 2008 4:44 pm

i think im in love with you
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 26, 2008 8:04 pm

I miss you.
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Apr 26, 2008 9:00 pm

i'm feeling so frustrated and as if i'm getting no where, and I'm starting to wonder what's the point. I want to just hurt myself somehow that'll make everything better and it'll feel easier to breathe but I won't. Because it's hot in the library and M* would see. That's the only reason.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Apr 27, 2008 1:00 pm

Your email left me a little confused? Are you ok? I will call you tonight. Take care.
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