Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
I feel worthless because I'm never recognized for my effort. If I'm not smart enough to do well enough in the first place, at least I should do well enough to get recognized for my effort. I have failed. again. I will never amount to anything. I am worthless. No one wants to hire me and they shouldn't because I'm not good enough. I'm not even good enough to warrant a rejection notice from jobs I've applied to.
I'm not as
naive
asi wook
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i hate my body and i wish i was so skinny you could see all my bones, i wish i was ana and mia i hate being fat
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i'm sorry i cancelled the appointment, i'm just so scared of going and actually telling you stuff, i can't afford for you to find out right now. i wish i wasn't such a coward xx
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I sent this guy who is almost my boyfriend (were in the awkward "seeing eachother" phase) a message that was ment for my best friend.
It was about how making out with him wasn't "amazing" & how I "wasn't amazed" & (god forbid) how I "wasn't that into it so I feel bad".
omgggggggggggg when I realized what I did I called my best friend. Who's best advice was to lie and say someone else sent it.
so then I sent him another message staged to look like it was another message to my best friend like "I think it was because I'm sick & didn't feel good. I really like him & want to be his girlfriend. I'm getting fucked up. where are you?"
and he texted back
"Your texting the wrong person sweetie"
and I acted confused & said "um...awkward"
& all he said was "yeah...awkward."
god i hate lying!
It was about how making out with him wasn't "amazing" & how I "wasn't amazed" & (god forbid) how I "wasn't that into it so I feel bad".
omgggggggggggg when I realized what I did I called my best friend. Who's best advice was to lie and say someone else sent it.
so then I sent him another message staged to look like it was another message to my best friend like "I think it was because I'm sick & didn't feel good. I really like him & want to be his girlfriend. I'm getting fucked up. where are you?"
and he texted back
"Your texting the wrong person sweetie"
and I acted confused & said "um...awkward"
& all he said was "yeah...awkward."
god i hate lying!
*Challenges welcome*
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no matter how terrible or different or distant you are i will always love you, and i think you're the only person i would really be happy with.
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa
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there is something really really really wrong with me.
something phsyical.
but no one will believe me & I don't know why.
so I've been telling them I'm fine cause that's what they want to hear.
but really my stomach has been so upset I lost weight because I'm too sick to eat (& I LOVE eating)
and im scared to death but I just keep saying im fine cause people are sick of hearing how im sick
something phsyical.
but no one will believe me & I don't know why.
so I've been telling them I'm fine cause that's what they want to hear.
but really my stomach has been so upset I lost weight because I'm too sick to eat (& I LOVE eating)
and im scared to death but I just keep saying im fine cause people are sick of hearing how im sick
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*Challenges welcome*
I always love a
I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
I always love a
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
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i love ana, mia scares me
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa
i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
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i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
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i only like skinny boys, it makes me feel really shallow
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa
i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
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