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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by PassingCloud » Tue Apr 08, 2008 4:20 pm

why are you doing this to me? :1cries:
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Apr 08, 2008 11:15 pm

I'm not usually one for soppyness but... whenever I think of you I feel fuzzy :blush:
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"My life's a mess"
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I think I'll paint roads
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Post by Holi » Tue Apr 08, 2008 11:46 pm

Hello???
Do I exist?
Notice me for god's sake!

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Apr 08, 2008 11:54 pm

- I feel safe when I am with you. Safe when I am with your family. Safe.. just knowing you care.

- Okay fuck you bitch. First of all you have no damned place to talk..and I wanna know who in hell gave you the right to consider yourself the greatest thing to happen to this school. You hate me all of a sudden? Well guess what.. I don't need to deal with an asshole like you. You think "mama" cares about you? She might.. but she also thinks you're an asshole.. never once has she said anything like she has to me.. and you can hate me for that too.. I don't care.. i don't fucking need you.

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Post by NotWaving » Wed Apr 09, 2008 1:02 am

Thanks for fucking replying to my emails "friends" ... always there when you need me, but when the fuck are you around except for when YOU need something?

That felt good, this thread is kind of cathartic :o
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Post by the edge of the world » Wed Apr 09, 2008 8:08 am

why are most of the people I care most about depressed? or is just about everyone depressed?

and what am I supposed to say? I wish I could be a better friend, but if I knew the words of comfort I'd say them to myself and never be in the hole of dung that I put myself in time after time again.

I'm also sorry for ever making fun of Canada... And other places like Wisconsin for that matter. And everywhere... because I really do make fun of everywhere (I didn't realize... I do it more to make fun of how lame the stereotypes are and how little I actually know about the world than actually thinking that any of it is true... but I'll cut it out).

what the fuck is wrong with the world? :roll:
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("In my world, everyone is a pony and they all eat rainbows and poop butterflies." *crosses eyes and backs away* ... -- oh, and I need to think less about Horton Hears a Who... :wink: ).

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone.......... I can't make up for being and I can't take it all back. I would if I could. I would never hurt anyone. That would probably consist of my not existing, but I'd do it for you if I could.

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Post by NotWaving » Wed Apr 09, 2008 4:00 pm

Why don't you think about me when I can't stop thinking about you? Did I ever matter to you or was what you said all just lies? I hate you right now, I fucking hate you.
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Post by marylou » Wed Apr 09, 2008 7:05 pm

I'm having a numb day.
I've stopped thinking about you. Praise be to God.
It's not easy but that part of me has switched off.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu Apr 10, 2008 3:44 pm

everything is crap and I miss you. come back.
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>

I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.

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Post by Holi » Thu Apr 10, 2008 11:35 pm

All my ordered thinking and rational thoughts have just gone.
Cause of you
I'm planning again and it's scaring me
I just don't know what I want anymore
I just need to Stop

Why can't you help me?

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Apr 11, 2008 2:10 am

I want you...

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Apr 11, 2008 2:12 am

show off show off show off you are a stupid show off. stop being a know it all cause really, your not that smart. she is only using you as a poster child for the organization and your to stupid to see that.

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Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 11, 2008 7:03 am

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Apr 11, 2008 7:06 am

ok. I almost hate you. I would chew you out if I didn't promise Kw I wouldn't let this ruin our chances at your
DUMBASS PARTY THAT IS BY THE WAY
RUINING
MY LIFE.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck you I am sober asshole.
FUCK YOU FOR LYING.

I AM AN IDIOT for trusting you.



I am an idiot to think you were anything.


I seriously see you in a new light. What did I ever see before in the dark? You're a no body. UGH.
IT JUST MAKES ME SO SICK I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!

tonight when we worked out we pretended the punching bag was you. I wish I could punch you in the face. Instead I'll probably just end up hurting myself. I hope not.


im so sick
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
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Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 11, 2008 8:17 am

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Post by infectiousbrain89 » Fri Apr 11, 2008 8:32 am

You were the trigger.

thanks ASSHOLE.
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Post by dawni » Fri Apr 11, 2008 10:11 am

I can't believe you. You're such a bad parent. I just.. argh. Why do YOU get children, and not me? It was bad enough when you just spoiled them stupid and allowed them to get away with all kinds of rubbish; now this? I know accidents happen, but come ON. You need to pay attention and actually spend more time looking after your children. Get your act in gear and be their mother, please; appreciate how damned lucky you are.
While the thought is appreciated, I often don't do well with hugs so unless I ask for them, hug alternatives such as flowers or rainbows (or anything else at all, really) would be preferred please and thank you. :)

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Post by WishIKnew » Fri Apr 11, 2008 5:12 pm

You betrayed me... I trusted you. You led me to believe you cared, that you had my best interest at heart...what a joke!!!

Backstabbing is your game??? I wish I had known this sooner.

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Post by Cuppy » Fri Apr 11, 2008 6:09 pm

shut up man, you're hurting people
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Post by my clarity clouded » Fri Apr 11, 2008 9:53 pm

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