Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by handmade mute » Wed Mar 26, 2008 1:38 am

For the first time in ages, I'm feeling good. Calm, happy, and like things will all work out just fine.
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Post by funkymusic » Wed Mar 26, 2008 3:38 am

Unstable.
Unloved.
Useless.
Hopeless.
Trapped.
Stuck.
Afraid.
Neglected.
Invisible.
Immature.
Weak.
Failure.
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Post by disastercake » Wed Mar 26, 2008 3:40 am

i'm feeling loved overall but ignored at the moment
:bfly: -Al :bfly:

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for there you have been,
and there you long to return..."
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Post by Spidey » Wed Mar 26, 2008 12:34 pm

overwhelmed
on edge
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by ultimate starshine » Wed Mar 26, 2008 2:29 pm

depressed
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Wed Mar 26, 2008 7:20 pm

Worried
Helpless
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Post by wilson » Thu Mar 27, 2008 12:31 am

low... well lower then low.
el feels sad and su.
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counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by funkymusic » Thu Mar 27, 2008 1:32 am

Pathetic, hopeless, confused, Tired
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Post by rememberthatiloveyou » Thu Mar 27, 2008 1:47 am

urgy...haven't si'ed all day. can't identify emotions...i really wish i could...so, confused maybe? the way i think things should make me feel:

loosing friends because they don't care anymore: sad and angry? a little relieved that they won't bug me about si?
starting a new job i think i might like on friday: excited.
school grades are iffy: worried.
completely broke: worried/stressed.
2 good friends are really depressed, one is SU: scared...pathetic that i can't help more because i can't take care of myself, much less other people.

very very small and pathetic and invisible and unloved and not worth someones time of day.
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa

i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.

last SI 4-13-08

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Post by My Hazey Clarity » Thu Mar 27, 2008 3:54 am

disconnected
If you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.
~ Friedrich Nietzsche

Only those who will risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go.
~ T. S. Eliot
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Post by recovering4me » Thu Mar 27, 2008 4:04 am

depressed and lonely. tired but i can't sleep.
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Post by lily_trying » Thu Mar 27, 2008 10:19 am

sore, drained, urgy/triggered, scared.
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Post by strmdncr » Thu Mar 27, 2008 10:24 am

disappointed, small, worthless, empty, hurt, useless, tired, stupid, angry, urgy, alone
A friend is someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in yourself. (unknown)

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Post by powdahchica » Thu Mar 27, 2008 4:17 pm

alone
sad
depressed
unproductive
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Post by dawni » Thu Mar 27, 2008 4:52 pm

Isolated, separate and alone.
Wretched. Tired.
Worthless, useless.
Overwhelmed.
While the thought is appreciated, I often don't do well with hugs so unless I ask for them, hug alternatives such as flowers or rainbows (or anything else at all, really) would be preferred please and thank you. :)

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I feel stronger with you close by ~ dawni's Place - all welcome.
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Post by corps assiégé » Fri Mar 28, 2008 7:17 am

calmer
loved albeit in a distant way
comforted
conflicted
like I don't want to think anymore
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Post by rhiannon » Fri Mar 28, 2008 11:45 am

half numb
apprehensive
confused
lost
helpless
scared
trapped
<center>N’oublie jamais que le corps n’oublie jamais.
Never forget that the body never forgets.
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I screwed up. Again.

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Post by rememberthatiloveyou » Fri Mar 28, 2008 3:18 pm

nervous
apprehensive
a little bit happy
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa

i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.

last SI 4-13-08

<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=123817">my place</a>
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smr89
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Post by smr89 » Fri Mar 28, 2008 3:41 pm

horribly depressed
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"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand under it."
1 Corinthians 10:13

God bless our troops! I love you guys! You are my heros!
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Post by darlinglili » Fri Mar 28, 2008 5:02 pm

Anxious, frustrated, annoyed at myself.
"I'm so sweet, even I can't stand it." - Julie Andrews
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