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- caged bird
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please think long and hard about this, please, i know what it's like to self destruct again. don't do it to yourself
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
what am i doing. what am i thinking. Im going into anxious fits cause I keep finding out you are asking about me, noticing i "deleted" myself from someplace...
why cant you just leave me in peace? Honestly, can we just part on good terms. I dont want to keep finding that you are reading what i write. My own family dosnt do that to me, but you feel the need to. Why? We arnt even friends so why cant you just leave me alone. Please. I am begging you to just let me live my life in peice without you.
why cant you just leave me in peace? Honestly, can we just part on good terms. I dont want to keep finding that you are reading what i write. My own family dosnt do that to me, but you feel the need to. Why? We arnt even friends so why cant you just leave me alone. Please. I am begging you to just let me live my life in peice without you.
- princessbutterfly25
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[/size]i think im in love with your boyfriend as well as mine
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Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
Somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm praying
Is that...Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
- Licentia Poetica
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I don't want to go to this meeting tomorrow. I'm scared you'll just decide I'm crazy like my mother has. I don't want to be nervous in class for the rest of semester. I don't want to talk about France because it scares me. I don't think I'm actually gonna get there. As in, I won't be alive to get there.
I want to drink tonight, again. Unless you give me a reason not to. Please ask me out.
I want to drink tonight, again. Unless you give me a reason not to. Please ask me out.
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If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
I don't know how we ended up in this relationship.
And I don't know why we are doing this.
And I don't know why we can't just walk away from each other.
When we are apart I promise myself that I won't go back again.
But I do.
I enjoy pushing the boundaries with you.
I enjoy putting the danger and the thrill.
I enjoy thinking of how much you want me.
I enjoy having power over you.
I don't want to get into trouble with you.
I keep hoping you'll be the better person and make the right decision for us.
I can't make it.
And I don't know why we are doing this.
And I don't know why we can't just walk away from each other.
When we are apart I promise myself that I won't go back again.
But I do.
I enjoy pushing the boundaries with you.
I enjoy putting the danger and the thrill.
I enjoy thinking of how much you want me.
I enjoy having power over you.
I don't want to get into trouble with you.
I keep hoping you'll be the better person and make the right decision for us.
I can't make it.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."
sometimes i feel so alone on BUS.
i post something and people view it, but no-one replies.
it's so isolating.
somebody read that private thing and didnt respond!
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i post something and people view it, but no-one replies.
it's so isolating.
somebody read that private thing and didnt respond!
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."
- Quiet little Angel
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A: i so want to share all of this with you, but it's so hard... i can hardly explain how i feel... i'm miserable... i'm anxious, panicky... and i want to tell you why... but i can't... i'm sorry ! I do really love you!
/May
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- powdahchica
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I don't like being lied to.
And I don't like finding out from someone else that you weren't being honest with me. I don't care if you want to be in a relationship with him, but if I ask you a direct question and you lie, expect me to be pissed off.
And I don't like finding out from someone else that you weren't being honest with me. I don't care if you want to be in a relationship with him, but if I ask you a direct question and you lie, expect me to be pissed off.
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- Holi
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You weren't there today
I know you have no idea, but why I do I feel so... abandoned? And let down.
You weren't there, and suddenly nothing had a point anymore.
I rely so much on those times, and I'm scared how they are going to stop for a few weeks. It scares me beyond measure
Thats the only place I'm safe. The only place I'm happy in my own skin.
I need you. Why can't I manage by myself? Not be so dependant on someone who has no idea...
I know you have no idea, but why I do I feel so... abandoned? And let down.
You weren't there, and suddenly nothing had a point anymore.
I rely so much on those times, and I'm scared how they are going to stop for a few weeks. It scares me beyond measure
Thats the only place I'm safe. The only place I'm happy in my own skin.
I need you. Why can't I manage by myself? Not be so dependant on someone who has no idea...
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Breathe for Love Tomorrow, cause there's no Hope for Today
Yes, he is "Daddy." But I wish he wasn't. I wish you were.
I can't talk to him; every time I look at him I get so nervous I feel nauseous.
I can't talk to him; every time I look at him I get so nervous I feel nauseous.
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water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
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water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
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You are a dick. You expect us to come in on a holiday? You must be hallucinating. Give me your drugs, wench. Seriously.
Oh, and faggot engineer? Fuck you, too. With a rusty steel dildo. I dislike you intensely. I would say "hate" but that is giving you too much credit. I still hate you for the fact that you and Moron literally SET ME UP TO FAIL.
And if you think I am changing my plans the 29th you are SERIOUSLY FUCKING EATING SOME SHROOMS I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF. Because I am not breaking promises to that boy. I am not. I am not. He was there when pretty much NOBODY ELSE WAS. And you can go fuck yourself if you think I will.
AND HERE, HERE'S SOME HONESTY FOR YOU CUNT:
I intend on marrying that boy.
And you are not not not not not going to fuck that up.
i promised i would
You are all a bunch of losers and you fail miserably.
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NON NEGATIVE STUFF
You are fucking awesome. I know I must be all
since I'm 10+ years younger and a total nerd but I totally enjoyed today. I give that a total thumbs up.
You are a dick. You expect us to come in on a holiday? You must be hallucinating. Give me your drugs, wench. Seriously.
Oh, and faggot engineer? Fuck you, too. With a rusty steel dildo. I dislike you intensely. I would say "hate" but that is giving you too much credit. I still hate you for the fact that you and Moron literally SET ME UP TO FAIL.
And if you think I am changing my plans the 29th you are SERIOUSLY FUCKING EATING SOME SHROOMS I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF. Because I am not breaking promises to that boy. I am not. I am not. He was there when pretty much NOBODY ELSE WAS. And you can go fuck yourself if you think I will.
AND HERE, HERE'S SOME HONESTY FOR YOU CUNT:
I intend on marrying that boy.
And you are not not not not not going to fuck that up.
i promised i would
You are all a bunch of losers and you fail miserably.
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NON NEGATIVE STUFF
You are fucking awesome. I know I must be all
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- Licentia Poetica
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I would give anything to see you this weekend. Please, ESP work.
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If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
Please someone give me the strenght and will power to stay focused on my work this week. I am so overwhelmed and I dont know how to make things better. I really wish i hadnt gotten sick last week but I have to keep on going. The end of the semester is near and its not like there is extra time left anyways.
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