Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by caged bird » Wed Mar 12, 2008 12:03 am

please think long and hard about this, please, i know what it's like to self destruct again. don't do it to yourself
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:12 am

what am i doing. what am i thinking. Im going into anxious fits cause I keep finding out you are asking about me, noticing i "deleted" myself from someplace...

why cant you just leave me in peace? Honestly, can we just part on good terms. I dont want to keep finding that you are reading what i write. My own family dosnt do that to me, but you feel the need to. Why? We arnt even friends so why cant you just leave me alone. Please. I am begging you to just let me live my life in peice without you.

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Post by princessbutterfly25 » Wed Mar 12, 2008 5:55 pm

[/size]i think im in love with your boyfriend as well as mine

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Everything seems shallow
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Is that...Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me

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Post by chasey » Wed Mar 12, 2008 8:12 pm

Fuck off and leave me alone. It's your fault I feel how I feel right now. You're just trying to stop feeling guilty.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Mar 13, 2008 6:57 am

I don't want to go to this meeting tomorrow. I'm scared you'll just decide I'm crazy like my mother has. I don't want to be nervous in class for the rest of semester. I don't want to talk about France because it scares me. I don't think I'm actually gonna get there. As in, I won't be alive to get there.

I want to drink tonight, again. Unless you give me a reason not to. Please ask me out.
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Post by marylou » Thu Mar 13, 2008 6:52 pm

I don't know how we ended up in this relationship.
And I don't know why we are doing this.
And I don't know why we can't just walk away from each other.
When we are apart I promise myself that I won't go back again.
But I do.
I enjoy pushing the boundaries with you.
I enjoy putting the danger and the thrill.
I enjoy thinking of how much you want me.
I enjoy having power over you.
I don't want to get into trouble with you.
I keep hoping you'll be the better person and make the right decision for us.
I can't make it.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by marylou » Thu Mar 13, 2008 7:03 pm

sometimes i feel so alone on BUS.
i post something and people view it, but no-one replies.
it's so isolating.
somebody read that private thing and didnt respond!
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by marylou » Thu Mar 13, 2008 9:15 pm

you just messaged me.
i just replied.
and so it continues. when will we get a grip.

i need a drink.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by marylou » Thu Mar 13, 2008 10:29 pm

don't you know that when i say i'm fine I AM NOT FINE?
work it out already!
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Mar 13, 2008 10:53 pm

I so hope this meds helps soon. i am soooo behind in my homework its not funny one bit

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Post by breathing » Fri Mar 14, 2008 12:45 am

I just want your love. I just want to know how it feels to really be loved
by someone that's worthwhile. Everytime I see you, I think about it.
It hurts, too. I just want to make it so.

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Fri Mar 14, 2008 1:18 am

A: i so want to share all of this with you, but it's so hard... i can hardly explain how i feel... i'm miserable... i'm anxious, panicky... and i want to tell you why... but i can't... i'm sorry ! I do really love you!
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Post by powdahchica » Fri Mar 14, 2008 3:27 am

I don't like being lied to.

And I don't like finding out from someone else that you weren't being honest with me. I don't care if you want to be in a relationship with him, but if I ask you a direct question and you lie, expect me to be pissed off.
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Post by Holi » Sat Mar 15, 2008 12:21 am

You weren't there today
I know you have no idea, but why I do I feel so... abandoned? And let down.
You weren't there, and suddenly nothing had a point anymore.
I rely so much on those times, and I'm scared how they are going to stop for a few weeks. It scares me beyond measure
Thats the only place I'm safe. The only place I'm happy in my own skin.

I need you. Why can't I manage by myself? Not be so dependant on someone who has no idea...

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Post by amyfairy » Sat Mar 15, 2008 12:22 am

I'm not depressed, just struggling a little. But that's normal, right?
I don't need to attend a depression workshop :-?

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Post by SarahBee » Sat Mar 15, 2008 1:25 am

Yes, he is "Daddy." But I wish he wasn't. I wish you were.
I can't talk to him; every time I look at him I get so nervous I feel nauseous.
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water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"

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Post by Spidey » Sat Mar 15, 2008 2:08 am

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You are a dick. You expect us to come in on a holiday? You must be hallucinating. Give me your drugs, wench. Seriously.

Oh, and faggot engineer? Fuck you, too. With a rusty steel dildo. I dislike you intensely. I would say "hate" but that is giving you too much credit. I still hate you for the fact that you and Moron literally SET ME UP TO FAIL.

And if you think I am changing my plans the 29th you are SERIOUSLY FUCKING EATING SOME SHROOMS I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF. Because I am not breaking promises to that boy. I am not. I am not. He was there when pretty much NOBODY ELSE WAS. And you can go fuck yourself if you think I will.

AND HERE, HERE'S SOME HONESTY FOR YOU CUNT:

I intend on marrying that boy.

And you are not not not not not going to fuck that up.

i promised i would

You are all a bunch of losers and you fail miserably.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Mar 15, 2008 8:35 am

I would give anything to see you this weekend. Please, ESP work.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Mar 15, 2008 4:12 pm

Why the #*$#@ is the buildings fire alarms going off again?

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Mar 15, 2008 8:16 pm

Please someone give me the strenght and will power to stay focused on my work this week. I am so overwhelmed and I dont know how to make things better. I really wish i hadnt gotten sick last week but I have to keep on going. The end of the semester is near and its not like there is extra time left anyways.

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