last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
I know I don't need to- it's just a feeling and I can accept it for what it is and choose not to act on it
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because it wasnt the right thing to do.. (but ooooohhhh i wanted to do it so much)
Ever unfolding, ever expanding, ever adventurous and torturous and Never Done..
Making my entrance again with my usual flair, sure of my lines.. No one is there..
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Making my entrance again with my usual flair, sure of my lines.. No one is there..
~Send in the Clowns~ <-- my place
~Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name~ <-- expressions
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i don't have the energy
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because it would have come off as manipulative and done me more harm than good.
because i didn't want to lose so much time SI-free.
because i didn't want to lose credibility in the eyes of my T and pdoc.
because i didn't want to have to care for wounds.
because it would have given my friend something more to worry about, and she doesn't need that.
because i didn't want to lose so much time SI-free.
because i didn't want to lose credibility in the eyes of my T and pdoc.
because i didn't want to have to care for wounds.
because it would have given my friend something more to worry about, and she doesn't need that.
☼ there is hope ☼
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...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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I wasnt in my own flat
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Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
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i was able to analyze what's behind the urges and tried (and still try) dealing with that.
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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because i delayed it till i fell asleep
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Because I knew if I started I would never stop, and crying is better for me, so I crawled into bed and sobbed.
<center>"You were
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
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water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
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I managed to drstract myself.
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy
"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."
"Never let the fear of striking out... stop you from playing the game" - A cinderella story
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I love my boyfriend.
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Never forget that the body never forgets.
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I screwed up. Again.
Maiden and Chaos
The Luscious Shadow</center>
Never forget that the body never forgets.
0 days SI free
[since 3/29/08]
Slips: 5
I screwed up. Again.
Maiden and Chaos
The Luscious Shadow</center>
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i don't want my irl friends to have to take care of me as much as they do.
We can not do great things, only small things with great love. It is not how much you do but how much love you put into doing it. -Mother Teresa
i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
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i'm at my summer job as a camp counselor, if it takes me a while to answer, its not because i'm ignoring you...just don't get on a computer much.
last SI 4-13-08
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