Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- ultimate starshine
- buskateer
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you made me do it
you pressured me and I will NEVER forgive you
bastard!
you pressured me and I will NEVER forgive you
bastard!
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy
"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."
"Never let the fear of striking out... stop you from playing the game" - A cinderella story
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- VowsOfSadness
- sock rocker
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I HATE YOU BOB I AM TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM YOU. YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW YOU MADE THREATS ABOUT GAY PEOPLE AND YOU KNOW I AM GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
I HATE YOU. DONT COME BY MY HOUSE OR IM CALLING THE COPS
I HATE YOU. DONT COME BY MY HOUSE OR IM CALLING THE COPS
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a
I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
I always love a
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
- caged bird
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i don't want to have to pretend anymore
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
- Quiet little Angel
- just plain inspiring
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you're wonderful and i don't even deserve your love... thank you! i'm sorry i'm in such a bad place right now... i'll try not to bother you too much with the details...
/May
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
- powdahchica
- growing roots
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If you want to be with me, you have to want to be with me other than when I have something to give you/something you want. If you want to see me, I really want to see you. I miss you. I want you to miss me.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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- caged bird
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i HATE myself for it, but i think a part of me was really glad. i'm sorry, it's only becasue i still care about you so much
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs
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I'm such a horrible peron for not getting you the one thing you wanted all flippin day long. It's not my fuckin fault that they close early. You can be so self absorbed at times, like the world has to revolve around you. I'm not going to throw shit in your face, cause you can throw shit in mine. The last few days have been alrite, and you know your attitude has been great. You just need to fix that or I won't be able to cope with it anymore.
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I'm such a horrible peron for not getting you the one thing you wanted all flippin day long. It's not my fuckin fault that they close early. You can be so self absorbed at times, like the world has to revolve around you. I'm not going to throw shit in your face, cause you can throw shit in mine. The last few days have been alrite, and you know your attitude has been great. You just need to fix that or I won't be able to cope with it anymore.
I'm tired of hating you for what you did to me. I shouldn't ever have to forgive you, but I think I have. You've messed me up so much, but I still love you. I want you to be happy, I want to know you as the person you are becoming, because as you grow up, you are becoming someone I can care about. I have tried to claw my own skin off because of you. But I think I forgive you.
...But do you even remember what you did?
I need to know you remember and it hurts you that you did this to me. I need to know you're sorry. Or I can't love you the way I want to. You're my brother; I want to love you, but I can't. Not until I know you're sorry.
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I miss you so much. I don't know what I did or why you changed, but I miss you. I could tell you things I couldn't tell anyone else. I could spend my nights talking to you and if you knew I was lonely you'd stay awake for me. I spent nights awake, talking to you, past the point of exhaustion because you wanted someone next to you, just so you wouldn't be alone. I couldn't be there, but I wanted my words to be. I loved you! You were one of my best friends, what did I do wrong? I miss you. I'd take you back in an instant.
...But do you even remember what you did?
I need to know you remember and it hurts you that you did this to me. I need to know you're sorry. Or I can't love you the way I want to. You're my brother; I want to love you, but I can't. Not until I know you're sorry.
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I miss you so much. I don't know what I did or why you changed, but I miss you. I could tell you things I couldn't tell anyone else. I could spend my nights talking to you and if you knew I was lonely you'd stay awake for me. I spent nights awake, talking to you, past the point of exhaustion because you wanted someone next to you, just so you wouldn't be alone. I couldn't be there, but I wanted my words to be. I loved you! You were one of my best friends, what did I do wrong? I miss you. I'd take you back in an instant.
<center>"You were
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
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water to me
deep and bold and fathoming....
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming....
<b>Go to your wide futures, you said.</b>"
"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."
<b><a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=122444"> My Place!</a></b>
- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
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sometimes when I think of how I may never see you again, I feel slightly panicy. But then I remember that because of you, someone just as perfect is on their way
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"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
- DecemberLivy
- just plain inspiring
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you drive me kinda wild
<center>my walpole cafe
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>
I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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- one of us
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I want to leave, but I have no where to go, and also the fact that I'm in love with you. Your ex is right, you have changed. You've closed yourself off from all of your friends, you've pushed the people who care more about you than you know further and further away, soon, you will have no one.What was I thinking when I thought I could get support from you? You're to negative. I hate to see you ruin your life, becaue you won't deal with your issues.
- -manda-
- unpacking boxes
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I love you more than words or anything could say and I want you to know that even though you think this is your fault, it isn't. I'm trying to deal with this the best I can because I love you and I don't want to hurt you or for you to worry. I want us to have the most open relationship ever and I want to tell you how I feel and what I'm thinking, but it's so hard and it can be scary. I love you too much to have to put you through any stress or anything just because of me.
"You make it sound so easy to be alive, but how am I supposed to seize this day if everything inside of me has died?"
~The Spill Canvas~
"Self-injurers are often bright, talented, creative achievers - perfectionists who push themselves beyond all human bounds, people-pleasers who cover their pain with a happy face."
~A Bright Red Scream~
“Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything. Nothing is static, everything is evolving, everything is falling apart.”
-Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club-
~The Spill Canvas~
"Self-injurers are often bright, talented, creative achievers - perfectionists who push themselves beyond all human bounds, people-pleasers who cover their pain with a happy face."
~A Bright Red Scream~
“Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything. Nothing is static, everything is evolving, everything is falling apart.”
-Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club-
- recovering4me
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mom-you hurt me-you abandoned me-i need you but i'm to proud to admit it and to afraid that you'll abandon me again.
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