Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Cuppy » Mon Feb 25, 2008 2:33 pm

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Post by nadine-cee » Mon Feb 25, 2008 8:28 pm

You make me feel fat every day, the things you say, the things you do. I hate you, yet I need you. My heads all over the place, I crumbling, Im dying and you don't care, all you can do is laugh. Thanks for being so fucking unsuportive. Thinks for making me who I am today!
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Mon Feb 25, 2008 9:04 pm

i cant do this anymore. i give up.
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Post by vampirelover » Mon Feb 25, 2008 9:57 pm

I need u
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Post by ultimate starshine » Tue Feb 26, 2008 5:35 am

The only reason i wont go to slepp is becuase i cant ber to think about me. you ruined my life and you break my heart yet your the last thing i see at night and the only thing i see clearly in my mind right now.
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Post by Geordie » Tue Feb 26, 2008 10:34 am

I know I'm fat and I hate it. I want to stop eating, but I can't. I don't have the will power
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Post by wilson » Tue Feb 26, 2008 11:26 am

i wish i never had to see you again. it would make life easier
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Post by mephistopheles » Tue Feb 26, 2008 2:39 pm

The more people say I'd hate Cambridge...the more I want to go.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by TheRockingHorse » Tue Feb 26, 2008 4:48 pm

i like you. i like you a lot. i more than like you. and thats repulsive. because you're an adult. and you're a girl. and you're my teacher. and im disgusting and repulsive.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Tue Feb 26, 2008 7:29 pm

I can't face it.

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Post by Cuppy » Tue Feb 26, 2008 9:17 pm

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Feb 26, 2008 10:25 pm

i wish it was me.
& it should have been me.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Feb 27, 2008 12:34 am

Everytime someone comments on how they think its daft to be vegitarian and not eat dairy products out of choice, I go that little bit more vegan.
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Post by mephistopheles » Wed Feb 27, 2008 1:07 am

i feel hated.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by Spidey » Wed Feb 27, 2008 4:11 am

libertine wrote:i feel hated.
you are not
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by ultimate starshine » Wed Feb 27, 2008 8:18 am

I feel like the world is against me!
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Feb 29, 2008 7:10 am

I wish I'd brought blades to uni.
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Post by I'm.that.forgettable. » Sat Mar 01, 2008 9:52 pm

my bf cuts himself. My 2 best friends do too.. I just found out about the other one. One of my best friends is sick... maybe dieing.... I have panic attacks... oh, and I'm bi. And my bf's a homophobe... so I can't really tell him that...

hahaha. wow. that's only half of it. Oh well... at least I could say that much.


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Post by caged bird » Sat Mar 01, 2008 10:01 pm

it's a dilemma, if i seriously consider the course, i have to contemplate that i might live past xmas, my plans still don't go that far and i'm not sure if i want them to yet :-?
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Post by mephistopheles » Sat Mar 01, 2008 10:35 pm

if you were a stupid kid for cutting yourself
then i'm still a stupid kid :(
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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