Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by AintLoveGrandxO* » Thu Feb 07, 2008 10:29 pm

I wish you knew how much i care about you, how much i need you, how much i wish i knew you better. But i can't get the courage to tell you... you'll just laugh...
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Post by ultimate starshine » Fri Feb 08, 2008 3:12 am

I miss you, I love you, I need you, Daddy, I love you
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

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Post by poisontongue » Fri Feb 08, 2008 8:19 am

-Your absence hurts me like a cut that never healed, nobody would listen...

-I wish I had what it took to tell you how I feel... you're the only thing keeping me together now. I can't stand the thought of losing you...
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kittyfever
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Post by kittyfever » Fri Feb 08, 2008 10:38 am

Why don't you ever call back when you say you will?
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red umbrellas
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Post by red umbrellas » Fri Feb 08, 2008 11:50 am

you see me as a nothing
it hurts more than you could realise
because i know what you think...and it doesn't have to be that way.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Feb 08, 2008 7:30 pm

I now feel like that is the only reason you want me to send it to you.

I wish you would contact me more during the day because I worry when I don't hear from you, but I don't think I can explain that to you.
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ultimate starshine
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Post by ultimate starshine » Fri Feb 08, 2008 7:47 pm

i wanrt to be you... i want to look like you, act like you, i want to be you
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."

"Never let the fear of striking out... stop you from playing the game" - A cinderella story

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Post by red umbrellas » Sat Feb 09, 2008 12:58 pm

i need you.
i need all of you
don't let it be a lie
please please please don't hurt me
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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fadingbutterfly
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Feb 09, 2008 4:34 pm

If I tell you will you believe me this time
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~Shark~Bait~
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Post by ~Shark~Bait~ » Sat Feb 09, 2008 5:39 pm

I cant do this on my own anymore...
You ever-gentle gods, take my breath from me; Let not my worser spirit tempt me again To die before you please. - William Shakespeare (King Lear)

'Not to have control over the senses is like sailing in a rudderless ship, bound to break to pieces on coming in contact with the very first rock. - Mahatma Ghandi
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Post by princessbutterfly25 » Sat Feb 09, 2008 8:39 pm

im scared to be alone with you

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Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
Somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm praying
Is that...Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
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Post by Holi » Sat Feb 09, 2008 10:05 pm

I could tell you
Not all of it of course, thats for me alone to deal with.
But some of it.
I wished our conversation could've lasted a bit longer.
Maybe after Wednesday, then we can discuss it.

But I don't know... I never seem be sure about anything at all nowadays

Hopefully this will work.
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Post by powdahchica » Sun Feb 10, 2008 7:02 am

I know you think that I'm okay with this not being a serious relationship, but I'm falling in love with you. I'm not sure I can handle this.
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Post by lily_trying » Sun Feb 10, 2008 11:16 am

i feel like i need to say everything to you now, and i don't know where to begin. please wait for me. i've waited so long to hear those words from you, please be okay if all i have for now is silence. i don't know what to do now, what to say, if i should even say anything. but if i do stay silent, please know that i am sorry that we couldn't love each other enough, i'm sorry i couldn't love you enough. and no matter how much else hurts so demmed much, thank you for apologizing for it now. i don't know what to do with it, but i appreciate it.... (and i don't really think i'm any different now, i'm afraid. or if i am, it's for the worse. and i don't want anyone to know that, and it's the base of the silence. would you still think of me the same? better? worse?
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Post by 5th section » Sun Feb 10, 2008 2:21 pm

no, I won't be there tomorrow
I'll make some excuse I expect but the real reason is that I love you and I simple can't face it. I don't trust myself
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

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amyfairy
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Post by amyfairy » Sun Feb 10, 2008 5:42 pm

i've been in the library 7 hours (& counting) and i feel as if i've gotten no-where.

obviously, i am incapable.
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Post by shannon88 » Mon Feb 11, 2008 2:19 am

even though i said i dont blame you today, part of me does. i wished you saw the signs..
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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Post by Beasty » Mon Feb 11, 2008 2:22 am

I wish I could kiss you. Just once. Just to know what it feels like to be that connected to you.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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princessbutterfly25
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Post by princessbutterfly25 » Mon Feb 11, 2008 8:17 pm

i cant even look at myself in the mirror i make myself wanna throw up

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Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
Somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm praying
Is that...Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
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Holi
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Location: In the dark and dusty recesses of my mind...

Post by Holi » Mon Feb 11, 2008 9:26 pm

MWR
Just... Don't say anything
That box was not from me
I'm terrified that you may think it was from me
Not that I'm giving out the right signals to tell you otherwise
But I hope R tells you it was her
Because it IS from her.

Argh, I hate this.
I hate my fucked up little mind.
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