Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
I just can't win with you.
Even when things will seem okay, and then you'll suddenly get in that little dig that reminds me that you don't think I have a real job, that you still see me as basically unable to care for myself.
When things aren't okay, you make it clear that you think I'll never be able to take care of myself, and that I should be happy that there are people around to help me do it.
We don't talk about the ways that *you* aren't managing, because that's not allowed. We don't talk about how you become twelve years old when you're confronted, or when you don't get your own way, or when you feel threatened.
I *don't* want to go with you this summer. I'll always love you but right now *I don't like you*.
Even when things will seem okay, and then you'll suddenly get in that little dig that reminds me that you don't think I have a real job, that you still see me as basically unable to care for myself.
When things aren't okay, you make it clear that you think I'll never be able to take care of myself, and that I should be happy that there are people around to help me do it.
We don't talk about the ways that *you* aren't managing, because that's not allowed. We don't talk about how you become twelve years old when you're confronted, or when you don't get your own way, or when you feel threatened.
I *don't* want to go with you this summer. I'll always love you but right now *I don't like you*.
If you believe everyone is the future
If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan
You always have a choice.
If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan
You always have a choice.
- powdahchica
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Sometimes I don't know how to ask for the things that I need, and I know this isn't defined as a relationship yet, but I need to know that you care about me. It is absolutely essential for me to let my heart go anywhere, and my heart is already long gone. But I'm not going to be able to do that.
I'm really scared that I care about you more than you care about me.
I'm really scared that I care about you more than you care about me.
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BUGGER OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE
(just when I was getting things sorted as well. fucking great timing).
(just when I was getting things sorted as well. fucking great timing).
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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i don't like you right now
which means that i still love you.
you're just making it hard.
ffs. i am not stealing Hunter away, he's mine too.
i hate your drama. i hate your narcissism. i hate your church friends.
you're so fake right now.
it's disgusting.
which means that i still love you.
you're just making it hard.
ffs. i am not stealing Hunter away, he's mine too.
i hate your drama. i hate your narcissism. i hate your church friends.
you're so fake right now.
it's disgusting.
Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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I hate all your stupid pointless rules. I don't need them. I need to be my own person and do what I want. I never open up because I know you don't approve. I also know you talk about me like you talk about everyone else you don't approve of. I can't wait to get away from all this crap.
That said, I hate all the unnecessary "rules" I make for myself. I have to be perfect all the time or else everyone will hate me. I realize there is no point to these rules and the world will not come crashing down if I break them yet I still have to follow them. I have to hold on to something...
That said, I hate all the unnecessary "rules" I make for myself. I have to be perfect all the time or else everyone will hate me. I realize there is no point to these rules and the world will not come crashing down if I break them yet I still have to follow them. I have to hold on to something...
I'm not as
naive
asi wook
naive
asi wook
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MWR
Try to pretend not to notice, I'm sorry, but you just sent me back to hell, with just that little smile.
I'm sorry, if I could change it, god only knows how fast I would.
Just play along, just pretend.
Just let me live in my little world of ignorance and master plans.
Please don't show me how obvious I am.
Cause that's just another thing to hate about myself
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Mum
Don't try to assume that you know how I feel
You know nothing.
I drop hints, you never see them, when I bring it up, you dismiss it
Don't ask with that voice 'is it that bad' like I'm making the whole fucking thing up.
I was DAYDREAMING of fucking killing myself today, just like I have for god knows how long.
And don't you ever EVER say it's just Teenage angst and PMS
Because I know both of those very well, and I know this is differant.
People don't contemplate very seriously killing themselves every time they have a Period, or they are Angsty.
Finally... NEVER EVER in your entire life...
Tell me not to go on this site, cause god knows, these people I've never met, have given me so much more support than you ever have.
Try to pretend not to notice, I'm sorry, but you just sent me back to hell, with just that little smile.
I'm sorry, if I could change it, god only knows how fast I would.
Just play along, just pretend.
Just let me live in my little world of ignorance and master plans.
Please don't show me how obvious I am.
Cause that's just another thing to hate about myself
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Mum
Don't try to assume that you know how I feel
You know nothing.
I drop hints, you never see them, when I bring it up, you dismiss it
Don't ask with that voice 'is it that bad' like I'm making the whole fucking thing up.
I was DAYDREAMING of fucking killing myself today, just like I have for god knows how long.
And don't you ever EVER say it's just Teenage angst and PMS
Because I know both of those very well, and I know this is differant.
People don't contemplate very seriously killing themselves every time they have a Period, or they are Angsty.
Finally... NEVER EVER in your entire life...
Tell me not to go on this site, cause god knows, these people I've never met, have given me so much more support than you ever have.
Breathe for Love Tomorrow, cause there's no Hope for Today
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miss you...
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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I will prove it to you
I will get this right
Because I know I can
And I need you to know as well
Wish me luck....
I will get this right
Because I know I can
And I need you to know as well
Wish me luck....
Breathe for Love Tomorrow, cause there's no Hope for Today
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I'm sad that you don't think that this could work. I know that I really like you, and I care about you, and I'm sad that I can't seem to make that okay with you. I wish you could accept that you can care about me, and that will be alright.
It is okay to care about people, and for them to make you happy. I hate that you won't let anything happen because you are scared of being hurt.
It is okay to care about people, and for them to make you happy. I hate that you won't let anything happen because you are scared of being hurt.
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Go away, don't dismiss me as being fickle. If I have a good day you should feel happy for me. Not call me 'fickle teenager looking for attention' I'm sorry, but that was just nasty. Don't you cloud my day, I just don't need that.
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Thank you C and MWR for the most funny day I've had for a long time.
Sorry C for going over the top, I just got caught in all the fun.
I won't repeat it again, I promise you.
MWR, you can't sing, nor can you dance, but you're all fab anyway:)
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Thank you C and MWR for the most funny day I've had for a long time.
Sorry C for going over the top, I just got caught in all the fun.
I won't repeat it again, I promise you.
MWR, you can't sing, nor can you dance, but you're all fab anyway:)
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it's my fault
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
D: because of you i now struggling with believing that the person im dating can have women in his life that are just friends. thanks for that. i fucking hate that because of your cheating and messing with my head i have these kinds of thoughts.
oh and by the way last night was priceless. you proved my theory exactly. you're such a spineless loser its hilarious. when will you grow up and grow enough balls to treat people with respect?
oh and by the way last night was priceless. you proved my theory exactly. you're such a spineless loser its hilarious. when will you grow up and grow enough balls to treat people with respect?
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yes-0 I am jealous of you, even though i said i wasnt
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RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
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I'm falling for you... secretly I hope you like me too... and someday we can transverse the distance and make everything work out and be happy forever...
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The waiting's killing me.
I want to know NOW.
I want to know NOW.
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i miss you.
how stupid is that?
very.
but i do.
and its really scary.
how stupid is that?
very.
but i do.
and its really scary.
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
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