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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 28, 2008 5:04 pm

i'm happy.....and that makes me feel like i don't belong here anymore

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Post by mephistopheles » Tue Jan 29, 2008 12:37 am

i watch intervention episodes about ana and mia
while chewing and spitting
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Post by Isis » Tue Jan 29, 2008 12:58 am

I said something stupid and made my best friend angry and sad.and my boyfriend thinks I'm childish.I feel so empty, he makes me sad but i love him.

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Post by lily_trying » Tue Jan 29, 2008 9:55 am

even the smallest things are overwhelming me. i really think i'm unable to even ask for help for anything right now--i don't deserve it.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Jan 29, 2008 10:12 am

lily_trying wrote:i don't deserve it.
yeah y'do.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Jan 29, 2008 10:20 am

i am empty. there's nothing left.
maybe i can rebuild from that.
but i need your help. which is a bad place to be in.
otherwise...i think i give up.
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Post by Decrescendo » Tue Jan 29, 2008 6:33 pm

I feel like running full speed into a brick wall.

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Post by smr89 » Thu Jan 31, 2008 7:01 pm

O hell no, you did not just lie to me about that. I'm so pissed at you right now and you just made it 10x worse. I mean I knew you would lie but it still pisses me off.
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Post by ultimate starshine » Thu Jan 31, 2008 7:05 pm

i tell you i am going to get help everytime you ask... but im too scared
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

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Post by Holi » Thu Jan 31, 2008 10:42 pm

I generally feel unstable and miserable most of the time, and I'm not as happy as I make out to be.
Me and C just go over the top, thats the only me you see.
That person is just happy, and fake, but happy.
I don't even really like C, she's fake, just like the person you see everyday.
If only you knew.
If only you could help

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Post by lily_trying » Thu Jan 31, 2008 11:51 pm

(licentia--thank you for the response. :star: )

i really miss them & i know i shouldn't. i want to be there with them now & i know i can't. i'm afraid of what will happen if i contact them. i'm sorry we couldn't love each other enough.

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Post by caged bird » Sat Feb 02, 2008 12:28 pm

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Post by tanz » Sat Feb 02, 2008 1:51 pm

i'm scared that i will loose all my friends
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by Holi » Sat Feb 02, 2008 1:58 pm

I think I like you...
And it's scaring the living shit out of me.
Cause you make me smile, when I don't deserve to smile
I only deserve the guilt
Cause it's my fault.

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Post by wilson » Sat Feb 02, 2008 4:52 pm

i told your secrets because i couldnt work out how t deal with it by myself but im such a worse person because of it.
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i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by ultimate starshine » Sat Feb 02, 2008 5:30 pm

i dont believe i deserve to be happy- its the truth godamnit
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

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Post by Holi » Mon Feb 04, 2008 11:03 pm

I think you know
No, No, No.
God, No.
You cannot do that do me.
I hate myself for just thinking about it
And you have no clue whatsoever


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Post by tanz » Tue Feb 05, 2008 4:56 pm

I really don't think i can do this anymore.
I'm just so tired of everything...
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by Nursing_girl » Wed Feb 06, 2008 10:59 pm

I honestly dont know if I can make it through the rest of my nursing program.
My anxiety is overwhelming me so much that I just want to hide...and never leave the house again.
I dont know how much longer I can do this...I just cant take it anymore.
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But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Feb 07, 2008 3:25 am

Nursing_girl wrote:I honestly dont know if I can make it through the rest of my nursing program.
My anxiety is overwhelming me so much that I just want to hide...and never leave the house again.
I dont know how much longer I can do this...I just cant take it anymore.
tell someone?
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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