Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by powdahchica » Mon Feb 04, 2008 2:06 am

excited, but worried that my heart is moving too quickly for my head.
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Post by morning-glory » Mon Feb 04, 2008 3:05 am

I feel stressed. :o
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Post by handmade mute » Mon Feb 04, 2008 4:04 am

Stressed
Frustrated
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Bored

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Post by lily_trying » Mon Feb 04, 2008 9:16 am

overwhelmed, sore, useless, helpless.

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Post by kittyfever » Mon Feb 04, 2008 10:14 am

unaccomplished
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Mon Feb 04, 2008 11:58 am

i feel stuck... and i feel like i am waiting.

i also feel 'fake ít' by seether.
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Post by funkymusic » Mon Feb 04, 2008 10:24 pm

Lonely, rejected, tired, sick, fed up, exhausted of pushing forward, isolated, upset, depressed, hopeless, weary...

And rejected.

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Post by Blake 1 » Mon Feb 04, 2008 10:38 pm

Tired, in pain, depressed, stressed.
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Post by Holi » Mon Feb 04, 2008 10:52 pm

So Angry and Alone
Hopeless.

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Post by powdahchica » Tue Feb 05, 2008 3:29 am

I'm feeling anxious because the girl I like and have gone on a few dates with said she was going to stop by later. I feel sure she's going to stop things, even though I know that's irrational.

I feel foolish for letting this get to me so much. I know it's irrational, and I'm still freaking out.

I feel good about cooking dinner with my roommate, and eating a balanced meal.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Tue Feb 05, 2008 3:34 am

at risk......
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Post by powdahchica » Tue Feb 05, 2008 4:47 am

ridiculous for being this anxious about her coming over.

and yet, still terrified about her coming over

even though that's irrational

still terrified and elated at the same time.
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Post by powdahchica » Tue Feb 05, 2008 4:48 am

realizing that one person cannot be the cause of my happiness
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Post by HakunaMatata » Wed Feb 06, 2008 12:29 am

*sex*


2 guys. Less than 6 hours apart. The fucking ironic thing being hte one I like is the one who it was a a bit of fun for and the one it was fun for for me likes me. And I'm supposed to be getting back with my ex. And I am disgusted at myself. And feel dirty. I've been with different people on different nights adn casual sex before but this is weird. And different. And not good. I just feel like I've utterly humiliated myself and been an idiot..

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Post by *Ally* » Wed Feb 06, 2008 2:07 am

Anxious! I'm starting a new semester tomorrow and it's terrifying. All new classes & teachers. :(

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Post by kittyfever » Wed Feb 06, 2008 4:49 am

crappy

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Post by lily_trying » Wed Feb 06, 2008 6:21 am

sick, worried, disappointing, sad.

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Post by PassingCloud » Wed Feb 06, 2008 8:16 am

really overwhelmed and scared i won't make it through work. :(
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by daisy_chain » Wed Feb 06, 2008 9:57 pm

a bit lost.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by Nursing_girl » Wed Feb 06, 2008 10:55 pm

Bored, restless, annoyed...
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