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Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sat Jan 19, 2008 11:18 pm

Peege wrote:i'm invisible

nope..

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Sun Jan 20, 2008 8:40 pm

I really regret who I am at times and I doubt everything that I'm doing with my life.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Mon Jan 21, 2008 10:50 am

i'm screwing up my job. i have zero motivation to get anything done, to the point where it scares me.

i feel lonely and unlovable and useless. this all feels useless.

i feel that i'm back at square one.

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Mon Jan 21, 2008 11:27 am

I'm scared that they're going to find out how little work I am doing and that I'll lose my job.

ComfortablyNumb · Post by **ComfortablyNumb** » Mon Jan 21, 2008 7:57 pm

I wonder if one day they'll just stop worrying about me. I'm not worth it.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Mon Jan 21, 2008 11:06 pm

i'm just not coping

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Tue Jan 22, 2008 10:08 pm

I'm getting sick of pretending everything is alright.
I just want to scream
I just need to ask for help
But I'm afraid no one will care.

I don't know what to do...

tanz · Post by **tanz** » Wed Jan 23, 2008 11:54 pm

i want to tell her everything. but i'm so scared that se won't understand. i'm so scared that she starts to act strangely and that she acts like she knew nothing.

i just want someone to talk to.

shadow of a smile · Post by **shadow of a smile** » Thu Jan 24, 2008 5:21 am

I'm scared he'll love his baby more than me.
I want him to love our children more than his, even though I know he shouldn't.

ComfortablyNumb · Post by **ComfortablyNumb** » Thu Jan 24, 2008 8:26 am

I feel like everything is falling apart again...

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Jan 24, 2008 10:47 am

i think we need to come with a better story than, "we met on match.com" if things get serious at all

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Thu Jan 24, 2008 11:00 am

i'm scared this is all i'll ever feel.
i'm scared the hurt you gave me is all i deserve
i'm scared i'm usless and unlovable and easily deceived.
i'm scared that it will never get any better than this. i've been waiting 5 years now. and while it's improved, it's never stayed that way.

maybe this is all i ever deserved.
maybe i wasn't meant to be here.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Thu Jan 24, 2008 1:09 pm

I'm not coping at the moment and I should stop pretending that I am.

lily_trying · Post by **lily_trying** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 2:37 am

i'm afraid of how much i need to be taken care of, or rather, how horrible i am at taking care of myself. it makes me want to be with them again.

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 11:29 am

don't want to anymore.

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Sat Jan 26, 2008 9:36 pm

I don't want to give up my rules, they are who I am and I have to follow them for everything to stay status quo.

smr89 · Post by **smr89** » Sun Jan 27, 2008 5:57 am

I'm feeling a little bit....err. Confused might be another word. We're having sex and I know we shouldn't be. I really don't like that other people have found out. It makes me very uncomfortable. In fact it kinda makes me feel sick. Idk why, shame or embarresment perhaps? Sigh....this is hard. We should stop.

**as always PM/replies welcome if you feel the need

smr89 · Post by **smr89** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 7:58 am

I've come to the conclusion that I'm a very jealous person and an extremely jealous girlfried

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 10:24 am

I feel like I'm living the same day on repeat.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Mon Jan 28, 2008 11:06 am

i need to see geep but i can't

bus

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