Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Sat Jan 12, 2008 4:37 pm

what have i done? why do you look at me like that? it's not nice and i don't know what i've done wrong.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:12 pm

I'm sorry for fucking it up again today.

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Post by kurdt_kobain » Sat Jan 12, 2008 9:13 pm

I want to be exclusive with you. I don't want anyone else to touch you but me. I don't want anyone else to touch me but you.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Sun Jan 13, 2008 2:05 am

i really want to tell her.
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Post by Oceanic » Sun Jan 13, 2008 5:43 am

i wish that i could talk to you. i trust you.
Blue, green, grey, white, or black; smooth, ruffled, or mountainous; that ocean is not silent.-HP Lovecraft
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Post by LBC » Sun Jan 13, 2008 8:32 am

To the world -

I'm sorry that I can't keep it together.

I really do try my best.

I'm sorry there's so much about me that needs to be changed.

I'm sorry I'm a mess....

I'm trying...
If you believe everyone is the future
If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan

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Post by Geordie » Sun Jan 13, 2008 2:35 pm

To my brother- Did you think I wouldn't realize what you did? I was a kid then. I didn't understand. But I'm not a little kid anymore. I know what you did to me was wrong. You messed me up and theres nothing you can do to make things right.

To my best friend- I'm never going to let you go. If you need me, I'll be there. I'll dance at your wedding, be your kids favourite auntie, have girls' nights with your wife. And I promise to never tell you I'm in love with you
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Post by Callisto » Sun Jan 13, 2008 3:05 pm

i fucking hate this family...you all accuse me of being inconsiderate and not sending thank you emails when i do......and then tell me that email address i have is wrong because someone couldn't be fucked to tell me that it had changed.

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Post by Cellardoor » Mon Jan 14, 2008 12:39 am

I think i love her a bit.
I think about her neck.
I watch her mouth when she talks.
Baby, i love you, but....
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Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
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FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!

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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Mon Jan 14, 2008 1:05 am

i want to elope off somewhere. i can't take it here, i can't take the risk of never being able to see you, touch you and hold you anymore.
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"A junkie is someone who uses their body to tell society that something is wrong.”
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3 years 2 month // 3 minor slip ups

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Post by southsider » Mon Jan 14, 2008 6:55 am

You are so full of shit that I can't even believe it. You can't fucking have it both ways. Make a fucking choice.

And the Pollyanna shit? Is annoying. Stop it.
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Post by ShellyT » Mon Jan 14, 2008 5:59 pm

i can't stand it! There are so many things floating around in my head, I'm so confused! What I should do, what I shouldn't do, what's best for me, what's best for you, what's best for him, what's best for "the relationship." I don't know! All I know for sure is that I love him. And I want you.
Essentially SI free for a 10 years now. Go me!

After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back. :heart:

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Jan 14, 2008 6:39 pm

Can't you see how painful it is for me to see you with her? It's killing me right now. Especially as everyone else is thinking the same thing as I am which pretty much confirms that there is something going on. I can't stand it. I love you.

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Post by WildChild101 » Mon Jan 14, 2008 9:21 pm

B: I almost told you then. I SI. I need help. But i dont know what to do. Im starting to panick. Help me.[/size]

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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon Jan 14, 2008 10:44 pm

You have no idea how much I like you. I wish I was pretty and then you'd want me too.
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Post by caged bird » Mon Jan 14, 2008 10:56 pm

i'm so totally not coping, i still fully expect to end my life sooner than natural death, no plans, just a knowledge that i'm not living to old age
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
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The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Tue Jan 15, 2008 1:19 am

How can I fix it, if I don't know what's broken? Why won't you tell me?!
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Post by Callisto » Tue Jan 15, 2008 5:35 pm

don't fucking tell me that i have to send you things first before i give them the boss so that they can be check if you're not going to check them. you've just gotten me into shit because you couldn't be bothered taking 5minutes to look over a spreadsheet that had taken me hours :evil:

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Post by Holi » Tue Jan 15, 2008 5:52 pm

Why can't I tell you what I want to say, why can't you just read it off my mind. It's too hard to put into words, I just wish you would be able to understand some of it, because I can't go on like this.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:06 pm

Thank you, thank you, thank you that's all I can say

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