Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by whatever » Wed Jan 02, 2008 5:36 pm

frustrated (that i can't sleep)
guilty (that i had hot chocolate today and apparently that's causing gastrointestinal pain and contributing to my inability to sleep)
worried (that my boyfriend is snoring and twitching in his sleep)

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kittyfever
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Post by kittyfever » Wed Jan 02, 2008 9:26 pm

Alone

whatever
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meeting the neighbors
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Post by whatever » Thu Jan 03, 2008 12:46 am

tired, gorramit.

WildChild101
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Post by WildChild101 » Thu Jan 03, 2008 2:48 am

desperate
screwed up
afraid
angry

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amandaxautopsy
one of us
one of us
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Post by amandaxautopsy » Thu Jan 03, 2008 3:23 am

Failure.
Neglected.
Forgotten.
Fake.
Dead.

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kittyfever
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Post by kittyfever » Thu Jan 03, 2008 8:03 am

alone and scared

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PassingCloud
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Post by PassingCloud » Thu Jan 03, 2008 8:12 am

proud of myself. :)
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

:redstar:
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Ruby Tuesday
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just plain inspiring
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Thu Jan 03, 2008 9:36 am

really anxious about having to work.
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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wilson
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Post by wilson » Thu Jan 03, 2008 1:06 pm

su.
alone
worthless
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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fadingbutterfly
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Jan 03, 2008 6:44 pm

sad
sick
scared

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idork
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Post by idork » Fri Jan 04, 2008 1:51 am

spaced, alone, sad
Everyone has a story.
This is mine in all of it's awkward-messy-geeky-bias-spastic-blunt-spontaneous-mad-authentic-aesthetics.
My Place//Tumblr

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tanz
sprouting branches
sprouting branches
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Post by tanz » Fri Jan 04, 2008 1:54 am

su
sad
alone
unloved
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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http://formspring.me/kristandeli

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Silent_Tears
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spiffy maximus
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Post by Silent_Tears » Fri Jan 04, 2008 5:17 am

like crap
tired
su urges
si urges
generally yucky
Silent's Poetry Spot

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My PBH

Fighting everyday to stay SI free. 8 years and counting. It does get easier. I just wish the thoughts would go away completely.

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steady hands
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Post by steady hands » Fri Jan 04, 2008 8:03 am

cold.
a little tired.
kind of okay.


:grystar: gretchen.

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lily_trying
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part of the fixtures
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Post by lily_trying » Sat Jan 05, 2008 1:47 am

embarrassing, alone/lonely, cold, su-triggered, ashamed/guilty.

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xStarBright
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Post by xStarBright » Sat Jan 05, 2008 5:25 pm

LANG! okay i'll * it if you like

F****** annoyed!!!! Gosh, my friend is being a moronic c***..
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go. :cowsleep:
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Licentia Poetica
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Jan 06, 2008 3:35 am

I feel down beyond anything I can express or explain. I'm terrified. I don't know who to ask or what anyone can do. I think I've got all the help I can get, I think I've tried everything there is to try. How did I get here? I just wish I could fix this somehow.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins

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idork
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Post by idork » Sun Jan 06, 2008 4:19 am

anxious, frightened, worried
Everyone has a story.
This is mine in all of it's awkward-messy-geeky-bias-spastic-blunt-spontaneous-mad-authentic-aesthetics.
My Place//Tumblr

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mikedemons
growing roots
growing roots
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Post by mikedemons » Sun Jan 06, 2008 4:54 am

depressed
alone
empty
hate
and angry
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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My place --->http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=120025

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fadingbutterfly
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Jan 06, 2008 12:09 pm

very sick
very sore :roll:

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