What song describes how you're feeling?

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Post by mikedemons » Mon Dec 24, 2007 2:04 pm

got a new song now lol
take away my pain by dream theater

i was sitting the egde of his bed
stairing at the red lines on the paper
he said look at poor gein kelly
i guess he wont be singing in the rain
you can take away my hero can you take away my pain

take away my pain - leave the cold outside
please dont let it rain- dont stumble on my pride
take away my pain - i'm not figtened anymore
just stay w/ me tonight - i'm tried of this fight
soon i'll be knocking at your door

she was standing at the egde of his bed
stairing at the messages on their faces
he said what else can you do babe
guess i wont be comeing home agin
you just took away all my promasies
make them take away my pain

take away my pain- leave the cold outside
please dont let it rain - dont stumble on my pride
take away my pain - i'm not fightend anymore
just stay w/ me tonight - i'm tried of this fight
soon i'll be knocking at your door
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by xStarBright » Mon Dec 24, 2007 6:33 pm

Bad Day - Daniel Powter.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7g6LenMQ5E
That's the youtube vid.
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Mon Dec 24, 2007 7:00 pm

Royksopp - Poor Leno

Poor Leno
Where you'll be, I'll go
Where you'll be, I'll know
Where you'll be, I'll find you......
(repeat)

Poor Leno
Where you'll be, I'll go
Where you'll be, I'll know
Where you'll be, I'll find you.....
(repeat)

Poor Leno
Where you'll be, I'll go
Where you'll be, I'll know
Where you'll be, I'll find you

Poor Leno
Have you due in time
Reunite as one
Please, I almost find you

Poor Leno
Where you'll be, I'll go
Where you'll be, I'll know
Where you'll be, I'll find you

Poor Leno
Have you due in time
Reunite as one
Please, I almost find you


Yeh basically saying if you need me, I'll always be there no matter what, which is the mood I'm in for friends and family :)
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
H.A.L.T!!! (Genius!!)
These feelings too, shall pass. (BUS phrase?)
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Post by tanz » Mon Dec 24, 2007 10:57 pm

Manic Street Preachers - 4st 7lb

Days since i last pissed
Cheeks sunken and despaired
So gorgeous sunk to six stone
Lose my only remaining home
See my third rib appear
A week later all my flesh disappear
Stretching taut, cling-film on bone
I'm getting better
Karen says i've reached my target weight
Kate and emma and kristin know it's fake
Problem is diet's not a big enough word

I wanna be so skinny that i rot from view
I want to walk in the snow
And not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
And not soil its purity

Stomach collapsed at five
Lift up my skirt my sex is gone
Naked and lovely and 5st. 2
May i bud and never flower
My vision's getting blurred
But i can see my ribs and i feel fine
My hands are trembling stalks
And i can feel my breasts are sinking
Mother trys to choke me with roast beef
And sits savouring her sole ryvitta
That's the way you're built my father said
But i can change, my cocoon shedding

I want to walk in the snow
And not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
And not soil its purity

Kate and kristin and kit kat
All things i like looking at
Too weak to fuss, too weak to die
Choice is skeletal in everybody's life
I choose, my choice, i starve to frenzy
Hunger soon passes and sickness soon tires
Legs bend, stockinged i am twiggy
And i don't mind the horror that surrounds me
Self-worth scatters, self-esteem's a bore
I long since moved to a higher plateau
This discipline's so rare so please applaud
Just look at the fat scum who pamper me so
Yeh 4st. 7, an epilogue of youth

Such beautiful dignity in self-abuse
I've finally come to understand life
Through staring blankly at my navel.
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by troubles undone » Wed Dec 26, 2007 6:23 pm


*SI trigs*








AIDEN LYRICS

"We Sleep Forever"

She walks the line into her deathbed rings
I say she's all alone
And begging for forgiveness
I won't teach her to lie or make a plan
That clairvoyant stare and grin
God won't forgive me
for this I know
tragedy unfolds tonight
As you sever my skin apart
Take this sadness and close your eyes, love

(Whoa) Hey, call the angels.
(Whoa-o) This razor blade was meant for me
(Whoa) Hey, call the angels.
(Whoa-o) We'll mutilate insanity

She cuts the vein although it's much too dull
I say she's all alone
Fighting for redemption
I know a little pain, a little lust
I lose myself at night to feel the rush
of tearing my skin apart
Now take this sadness and close your eyes, love

(Whoa) Hey, call the angels.
(Whoa-o) This razor blade was meant for me
(Whoa) Hey, call the angels.
(Whoa-o) We'll mutilate insanity

Go deeper, I feel it
I see your ghost appear
Go deeper, I see it
I feel your ghost appear
I will say goodbye tonight
We'll sleep forever
Hold on, hold on tonight love
We'll sleep forever
Hold on, hold on tonight love
We'll sleep forever
Hold on, hold on tonight love
Close your eyes

(Whoa) Hey, call the angels.
(Whoa-o) This razor blade was meant for me
(Whoa) Hey, call the angels.
(Whoa-o) We'll mutilate insanity
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


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Post by DecemberLivy » Fri Dec 28, 2007 2:03 pm

my heart - ks choice

Not so long ago
We both felt love became a word
No more than that
With sex that felt like wings without a bird

The only thing that we both love
Is in the cradle that we rock
Six hands, six feet, but just one beat
The ticking of the clock

I always heard I could get hurt
(I knew that from the start)
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart


Solid wood will rot
If you don't keep it from the rain
We were surprised when we found out
That love feels just like pain

I always heard I could get hurt
I knew that from the start
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart
Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck
But please don't break my heart
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Post by mikedemons » Sat Dec 29, 2007 7:55 am

its an oldie but a goodie
my name is jonas by weezer

my name is jonas i'm carryin the world
thanks for all you shown us this is how we feel

come sit next me pour youeself some tea
just like family when i couldnt find you
things roll back to me once but never agin
we all the left the of the fire

the cho cho train left right on time
the ticket cost only your mind
the driver said hey man we go all the way
ofcorse we where willing to pay

my name is wakefeild i got book full of your toys
fresh out of bad news but your still makeing nosie

tell me what to do now the tank is dry
now this wheel is flat an you know what else
get we're out of luck in the middle of the day
world built of tinker toys from my little brother

the building not going as he planed
the forman as injured his hand
the dozer will not clear a path
the driver swears he learned his math

the workers are going home

my name is jonis

(such i light harder take on things that go wrong and do add up)
plus the up beatness of that hole cd is chearing me up so much
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by mikedemons » Sun Dec 30, 2007 6:48 am

the sound track tonight

cover my eyes by dream theater


i got my hands out in front of my face
but i can hardly see
i bathed myself in holywater
but it dosent bother me

under my skin above my head
inside my wall and burning my bed
i'm black and white and turning red
cover my eyes and tell me am i really dead
cover my eyes and tell me have i lost my mind

i cut my finger to the bone
and i cant feel a thing
open my eyes w/ salty water
and it dosent even sting

under my skin above my head
stuck in my thougt and under my breath
i'm black and white and turning red
cover my eyes and tell me am i really dead
cover my eyes and tell me have i lost my mind

under my skin above my head
the lunitic is playing game
i'm black and white still turnning red
cover my eyes and tell me am i really dead
cover my eyes and tell me have i lost my mind
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by mikedemons » Sun Dec 30, 2007 7:07 am

this fits too

soililtary shell also by dream theater

he seemed no diffent from the rest
just a normal healthy normal boy
his mother always did her best
and he was daddy pride and joy
he learned to walk and talk on time
never cared much to be held
instively he would decline into his soilitary shell

as a boy he was considered some what odd
kept to himself most of the time
he would day dream in and out of his own world
but in every other way he was fine

hes a monday morning lunitick
desptered from time to time
lost w/ in himself in is soilitary shell
tempery tonix mad man on acashoin
when will he break out of his soililtary shell

he struggled to get thru his day
he was helplessy behind
he'd pour himself on to the page
writeing for hours at a time
as a man he was a danger to himself
fearful and sad most of the time
he was drifting out of sainty
but in every other way he was fine
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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Post by tanz » Sun Dec 30, 2007 11:05 pm

Korn - Counting on me
Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage.
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't say
Lead the way, make them pay

Counting on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me
I won't go down
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't stay
Lead the way, make them pay

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

Could this really be the day today?
Could this really make our problems go away?
I'm gonna have to doubt this time

Right
now!
I've taken all I can now
Right
Now!
You tore us all apart
Right
Now!
There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now! (9x)

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
But always stay when I should leave

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Tue Jan 01, 2008 12:29 pm

the dolphin's cry - live

not really the lyrics... it's more the feel of the song describies how i'm feeling.
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Post by twistddreamr » Thu Jan 03, 2008 4:31 am

Blue October- X Amount of Words

Relapse
Prevent trigger intent
Now drown
High strung
Say X amount of words

You're solar, bipolar
Panic disorder
Seems harder and harder and harder
Still you try to control it

You mold, you mold
Yeah you shape to mold
Oh you're bold you're bold
But your shape is bold

You're a symptom superficial
To what they call knowing you
Minus the speed,
Could you imagine the phobia?

Your brain is faulty wiring
the reason for tiring
Keep treating the curse,
Imagine the worst
Systematic, sympathetic
Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic
Your heart is prosthetic

A plate of quite peculiar
On a dish of my own
A tablespoon of feather
tickle me to the bone
Give me recipes for happy
with the chemicals gone
Drinking freedom from a bottle
to the tune of belong

I'm sick of shaking
never waking
from the hell I achieve
I never knew you till you left me
with the crying disease

Another curing, reassuring
way to buckle the knees
So mistreated, I repeated
Never blessing your sneeze

Now deleted and defeated
I will stand on my own
Yeah your memory that punches me
has broken the bone

Give me recipes for sorry
I'm admitting I'm wrong
Still your memory that punches me
has broken the bone
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Post by amandaxautopsy » Thu Jan 03, 2008 4:44 am

With Eyes Wide Shut by Bless The Fall.

too lazy to post lyrics :roll:

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Post by tanz » Fri Jan 04, 2008 12:53 am

Korn - Dirty

Keep knocking
No one's there
Pouring down
Near people

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ready to blow my head off!
I hurt so bad inside
At least you can see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ready to blow my head off!
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through in my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

I'll die again (2x)
I'll wilt again
Into you

You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
(2x)

You dirty little fuck
I will take it
(4x)

You dirty little fuck

I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

I just wanna laugh again (4x)
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by smiles-of-pain » Fri Jan 04, 2008 6:56 pm

Lie In The Sound-Trespassers William

I love you more than I should
So much more than is good for me
More than is good

Oh the timing is cruel
Oh I need and don't want to need
More than I should

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around

Oh my sheet is so thin
So I say I can't sleep because
It's so very cold

Oh but I know what I need
And if you were just near to me
Would you go...

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around

I am falling, say my name
And I'll lie in the sound
What is love, but whatever
My heart needs around

And it needs you too much now

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Post by Draco Malfoy. » Fri Jan 04, 2008 7:17 pm

Devine Intervention live.
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Post by Cellardoor » Sat Jan 05, 2008 5:32 am

Jet- look what you've done...

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
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It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


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Post by Beasty » Sat Jan 05, 2008 10:22 pm

Kill Hannah: Lips Like Morphine

I want a girl with lips like morphine,
Knock me out every time they touch me.
I wanna feel a kiss just crush me,
And break me down.

Knock me out (knock me out),
Knock me out (knock me out).
Cause I’ve waited for all my life,
To be here with you tonight. (Aaaah, aaahh)

I want a girl with lips like morphine,
Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping.
And I wanna feel that lightning strike me,
And burn me down.

Knock me out (knock me out),
Knock me out (knock me out).
Cause I’ve waited for all my life,
To be here with you tonight.
Just put me on my back,
Knock me out again.

I want a girl with lips like morphine (lips like moprhine),
Knock me out every time they touch me (every time they touch me).
I want a girl with lips like morphine,
To knock me out.

See I’ve waited for all my life,
To be here with you tonight.
Just put me on my back,
Knock me out again.
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Post by wilson » Sun Jan 06, 2008 1:43 pm

lied my face off - alkaline trio

well, it's not fair, it's not even close.
you tied me down,
where i'm forced to watch as you poke holes in every part of me
containing something secretly.
something sacred to me.
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent, and always on display.
this makes things difficult for me.

it's not fair, it's not even close.
you fed me the sun,
burned me up inside and watched me choke on everything we did.
on everything we lived.
let's see if i can live again.
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent, and always on display.
this makes things difficult for me.

head like an empty, sterile room.
somehow i made a mess.
like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress.

head like an empty sterile room.
somehow i made a mess.

like watching newborn babies crack from work-related stress.
i'm bad luck, can't fuck got no reflection today.
maybe i'll stay down next time i get hit by a train.

by a train
i lied my face off when i said that i would be okay,
it's never fine when you go away.
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Sun Jan 06, 2008 3:11 pm

waiting for the sun - powderfinger
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