What song describes how you're feeling?

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Post by cinnamon_spider » Thu Dec 06, 2007 5:28 am

Here to Stay-Korn
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This time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way,
Not by design
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror.
I won't have to see the pain (bleed, bleed)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For once inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore.
You've taken everything and, oh, I cannot give anymore.

My mind is done with this,
Okay, I've got a question.
"Can I throw it all away?"
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (vein, vein)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For once inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore.
You've taken everything and, oh, I cannot give anymore.

I'm here to stay (bring it down)
Bring it down
Gonna break it down
GONNA BREAK IT!

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For once inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not a whore.
You've taken everything and, oh, I cannot give anymore.

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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Fri Dec 07, 2007 3:39 pm

Andy Hunter - Come on

Barely any lyrics, just the occasional "COME ON" is shouted, that's all I feel like shouting to the world...COME ON!!!!
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
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These feelings too, shall pass. (BUS phrase?)
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Post by christine1993 » Thu Dec 13, 2007 11:23 pm

I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
Yeah
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole
Lock the doors
Cause I like to capture this voice
it came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole
Tower over me
Tower over me
And I'll take the truth at any cost
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole
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Post by nirvana » Sat Dec 15, 2007 1:43 am

john mayer - "come back to bed"

and i won't sleep through this,
i survive on the breath you are finished with.
you can be mad in the morning.
i'll take back what i said.
just don't leave me alone here.
it's cold, baby, come back to bed.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Sun Dec 16, 2007 1:52 pm

drift and die - puddle of mudd
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Post by Cellardoor » Wed Dec 19, 2007 6:04 pm

Biffy Clyro, Machines :)

I would dig a thousand holes to lay next to you
I would dig a thousand more if I needed to
I look around the grave for an escape route of old routines
There doesn’t seem to be any other way

Cause I’ve started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I’ve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive

Crazy as it sounds you wont feel as low as you feel right now
At least that’s what I've been told by everyone
I whisper empty sounds in your ear and hope that you won’t let go
Take the pieces and build them skywards

Cause I've started falling apart I’m not savouring life
I've forgotten how good it could be to feel alive

I've started falling apart I'm not savouring life
Take the pieces and build them skywards
I've forgotten how good it could be to feel alive
Take the pieces and build them skywards

Take the pieces and build them skywards
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Take the pieces and build them skywards
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Take the pieces and build them up to the sky.
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I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)

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Post by raveneleni » Thu Dec 20, 2007 2:02 am

Catylyx wrote:Because of You -- Kelly Clarkson ((me and my mom summed up in one song))

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far


Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with


Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing


Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
this for me to, for the same reasons. also by KC - behind these hazel eyes:

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


this song sums up how i feel about stuff with my bf who just split up with me recently, especially the second verse.

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Post by twinkle » Fri Dec 21, 2007 9:47 am

This song reminds me of lots of things, 'Shut You Out' Millencolin.

Even the smallest thing could be enough for you,
Still it was too hard for me to give.
Even the smallest thing could break your heart in two,
No wonder why it's hard for you to live.

Just like I turn you down, I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I can not turn back time, I can not change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

Even the smallest thing could make your day complete,
I've never seen a bigger smile than yours.
Even the smallest thing could wipe you off your feet,
When no one's catching you, you hit the floor.

Just like I turn you down, I always shut you out.
No matter who I blame you're not around,
I can not turn back time, I can not change a thing.
No matter what they say, I shut you out.

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Sat Dec 22, 2007 1:38 pm

mad season - matchbox twenty

And i need you now
Do you think you can cope, you've figured me out
That i'm lost and i'm hopeless
I'm bleeding and broken
Though i've never spoken
I come undone
In this mad season
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Sat Dec 22, 2007 2:19 pm

satin sheets - silverchair

And anyone who cares
Lies on satin sheets
And I waste my time on no-one
And you think I really care
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Post by wilson » Sun Dec 23, 2007 1:55 am

Staind - Its Been A While

Its been a while
Since I could...
Hold my head up high

Its been a while
Since I first saw you
Its been a while
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And its been a while
Since I could call you


And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
Consequences that Ive rendered
Have stretched myself beyond my means


Its been a while
Since I could say
That I wasnt addicted
Its been a while
Since I could say
I loved myself as well and...
Its been a while
Since Ive gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do

Its been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when Im with you

And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
Consequences that Ive rendered
Gone and fucked things up again... again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
But then I go an fuck things up again


Its been a while
Since I could...
Look at myself straight
Its been a while
Since I said Im sorry

Its been a while
Since Ive seen the way
The candles light your face
Its been a while
But I can still
Remember just the way you taste

Everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
To me... I know this pain
Can I blame this on my father?
He did the best he could for me

Its been a while
Since I could...
Hold my head up high
Its been a while
Since I said Im sorry
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Post by steady hands » Sun Dec 23, 2007 2:06 am

Paramore - We Are Broken.

I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me


Yeah
Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I like to capture this voice
it came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

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Post by troubles undone » Sun Dec 23, 2007 7:48 pm

robyn- be mine


It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain

There'll be no last chance I promise to never mess it up again
Just a sweet pain of watching your back as you walk
As I'm watching you walk away
And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said

It's a cruel thing you'll never know all the ways I tried
It's a hard thing faking a smile when I feel like I'm falling apart inside

And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said


And you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine


For the first time, there is no mercy in your eyes
And the cold wind is hitting my face and you're gone
And you're walking away
And I am helpless, sometimes
Wishing's just no good
Cause you don't see me like I wish you would

Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize everytime that we meet
But you have always keep passing me by

But you never were, and you never will be mine

[Spoken:]
I saw you at the station
You had your arm around what's her name
She had on that scarf I gave you
and you got down to tie her laces

Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
(You looked happy and that's great)
No, you never were, and you never will be mine
(I just miss you, that's all)

Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize everytime that we meet
But you have always keep passing me by

No, you never were, and you never will be mine
Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize everytime that we meet
But you have always keep passing me by
No, you never were, and you never will be mine
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It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by idork » Sun Dec 23, 2007 8:57 pm

"The Way She Feels" by Between the Trees (for the most part it does)
Everyone has a story.
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Post by tanz » Sun Dec 23, 2007 10:28 pm

Korn - Chi

Pain!

Buried so far away
In to my life of nothing

chorus:
Sick of the same ol' thing,
So I dig a hole and bury the pain

(2x)

I am so high, always
Burying my life so slowly

chorus (4x)

It opens my mind to feelings
Can't face bottom without something

chorus (4x)

We enter in my head
Feeling like I'm God
With the world around me
Can't you feel this pain
Reaming through my heart
Screaming through my veins

Nothing I can kill
The stinging of my heart, aah
Can't you feel my heart, ahh
Can't you take my heart away
Tired heart
Goodbye

chorus (4x)
Pain (7x)
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Post by raveneleni » Mon Dec 24, 2007 2:08 am

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.


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Post by treasure » Mon Dec 24, 2007 5:55 am

*su*

3 DOORS DOWN - "Loser"

Breathe in right away,
Nothing seems to fill this place
I need this every time,
Take your lies get off my case
Someday I will find a love
That flows through me like this
This will fall away,
this will fall away
You’re getting closer to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser
And sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope,
I'm taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah
This is getting old,
I can’t break these chains that I hold
My body’s growing cold,
There’s nothin left of this mind
Or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier,
The buzz of this poison is taking me higher
This will fall away,
This will fall away
You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope and
I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser
You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope
And I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser
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Post by volta » Mon Dec 24, 2007 6:12 am

"My Immortal" by Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

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Post by Spidey » Mon Dec 24, 2007 11:01 am

Rudolph The Deep-Throat Reindeer.

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Post by mikedemons » Mon Dec 24, 2007 11:50 am

i think it aint like that anymore by alice in chains really fits my state of mind alot lately


there i was a layed out on the table
sreaming sweat and bare feet to the floor
in my life i've not softend
things that cut and burn so offten
but i sit and think of something
scared to face the dying nothing

see the circal i've been waited for
it aint like that anymore

where i go is when i feel i'm able
how i fight is why i'm feeling sore
in my mind not forgoten
feel as thoe the tooth was rotten
behind the smile a tonge that slipping
buzzered cry when fleash is ripping

see the circal i've waited for
it aint like that anymore

here i sit a writeing on the paper
trying to think of words you cant ingre
in my eyes what i'm lacking
score at peace a ten for slacking
sign the deal set in moshoin
smaller fish so huge the ocean

see the circal i've waited for
it aint like that anymore
Sometimes I feel like my sun as run away. Drifting from here to there and the feeling stays the same. The thoughts stay in my head and they always haunt me.......
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