Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Mayalaen
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Post by Mayalaen » Thu Dec 13, 2007 3:15 pm

sick
stuffy
cold
<center>:grystar: :star: :grystar:
i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
:grystar: :star: :grystar:</center>
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powdahchica
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Post by powdahchica » Thu Dec 13, 2007 8:58 pm

overwhelmed.
anxious.
like i can't possibly get everything done.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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powdahchica
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Post by powdahchica » Fri Dec 14, 2007 12:46 am

angry.
frustrated.
like my head is going to explode.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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the edge of the world
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Post by the edge of the world » Fri Dec 14, 2007 12:27 pm

calm, angry, afraid, cold (ok... not so much emotionally :tongue: ), worried, restless, like hiding, like running away from therapy.
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Mayalaen
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Post by Mayalaen » Fri Dec 14, 2007 12:43 pm

cold, shaky, and unreal
<center>:grystar: :star: :grystar:
i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
:grystar: :star: :grystar:</center>
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amyfairy
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Dec 15, 2007 1:51 am

happy!
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Post by thisshallbeformusic » Sat Dec 15, 2007 2:43 am

savage
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. -Emerson
The worst to bear are self-inflicted wounds. Oedipus Rex
learning to breathe learning to fly
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pelagic
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Post by pelagic » Sat Dec 15, 2007 11:27 am

very very angry.
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nirvana
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Post by nirvana » Sat Dec 15, 2007 7:58 pm

alone and hurt.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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kittyfever
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Post by kittyfever » Sat Dec 15, 2007 9:47 pm

sleepy
sick
creative
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acdcrocker1909
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Dec 15, 2007 10:09 pm

tired.
relaxed.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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pelagic
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Post by pelagic » Sat Dec 15, 2007 11:51 pm

feeling a sense of wanting
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PassingCloud
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Post by PassingCloud » Sun Dec 16, 2007 2:06 pm

a little overwhelmed
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by StevieLynn » Sun Dec 16, 2007 2:18 pm

Sad, hurt, and angry, but grateful for the BUS friends who have been helping me through.
In Which Something Oooh Occurred

And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
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Mayalaen
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Post by Mayalaen » Sun Dec 16, 2007 2:27 pm

alone but calm
<center>:grystar: :star: :grystar:
i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
:grystar: :star: :grystar:</center>
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treasure
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Post by treasure » Sun Dec 16, 2007 3:11 pm

it's in my sig but not indefinitely - defeated.
i feel like i lost, i'm a loser, i will always lose and life is crap. so yeah depressed might be in there too :roll:
treasure
virtual hugs welcome.
shiny place or old place
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Lynds
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Post by Lynds » Mon Dec 17, 2007 12:16 am

really fucking shit and sorry for myself
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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Post by dncn4lyfe77 » Mon Dec 17, 2007 2:14 am

Hopeless

At the end of my rope

Like I'm falling apart. I'm finally loosing it.

Like I wont be able to keep this up for much longer
Last slip-April 19th 2008-----Aiming for 1 week SI free

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http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=116415
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Tribe
unpacking boxes
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Post by Tribe » Mon Dec 17, 2007 4:29 am

confussed
ashmed
low
WE ARE NOW POSTING AS ONE
NO NAMES
WE ARE ONE
WE ARE MANY
WE ARE TRIBE
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calypso
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Post by calypso » Mon Dec 17, 2007 4:45 am

Like a shivering mess.
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