Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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poisontongue
creating your space
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Post by poisontongue » Wed Dec 05, 2007 12:33 am

Like I shouldn't be alive.
Pointless.
2008 slip counter: 3 (Feb. 16)

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shannon88
beyond inspiring
beyond inspiring
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Post by shannon88 » Wed Dec 05, 2007 12:54 am

sad...upset
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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idork
just plain inspiring
just plain inspiring
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Post by idork » Wed Dec 05, 2007 2:03 am

anxious anxious anxious, numb, empty
Everyone has a story.
This is mine in all of it's awkward-messy-geeky-bias-spastic-blunt-spontaneous-mad-authentic-aesthetics.
My Place//Tumblr
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WorkDaySarcasm
chasing buses
chasing buses
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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Wed Dec 05, 2007 2:26 am

so very tired
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"A junkie is someone who uses their body to tell society that something is wrong.”
[PBH] . [Expressions] . [Place]
3 years 2 month // 3 minor slip ups
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acdcrocker1909
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Dec 05, 2007 3:29 am

.. safe.

:bluestar:
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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calypso
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spiffy maximus
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Post by calypso » Wed Dec 05, 2007 7:52 am

urgey
sore throat!
ugh, choppy emotions, good and bad. weird.
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Seeshellz
my other car is a bus
my other car is a bus
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Location: Hiding in my shell...

Post by Seeshellz » Wed Dec 05, 2007 5:31 pm

hopeless, tired and a waste of life
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Cryptoquing
meeting the neighbors
meeting the neighbors
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Post by Cryptoquing » Wed Dec 05, 2007 7:33 pm

Tenative yet Strong
Nothing is clear!


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acdcrocker1909
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 06, 2007 2:53 am

safe.
calm.
relaxed.
cold.
tired.

but.. content.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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poisontongue
creating your space
creating your space
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Post by poisontongue » Thu Dec 06, 2007 4:00 am

I hate myself.
Invisible.
Empty.
Pointless.
Direction-less.
Hopeless.
Worthless.
Friend-less.
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Li'lRuby
meeting the neighbors
meeting the neighbors
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Post by Li'lRuby » Thu Dec 06, 2007 4:13 am

Guilty. really guilty...
So why don't do I anything about it?
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
A. A. Milne
From book Winnie the Pooh

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powdahchica
growing roots
growing roots
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Post by powdahchica » Thu Dec 06, 2007 5:08 am

frustrated.
like a failure.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
{My Place}

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willownishanto
unpacking boxes
unpacking boxes
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Post by willownishanto » Thu Dec 06, 2007 5:18 am

Trying to come to grips with a person who calls out for help, then refuses the help.

Willow
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wilson
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Post by wilson » Thu Dec 06, 2007 4:47 pm

SU
drunk
alone
unsafe
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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fadingbutterfly
bus mechanic
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Dec 06, 2007 11:05 pm

Very cold
Unsafe
Confused
Hurt
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wilson
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Post by wilson » Fri Dec 07, 2007 2:36 am

tired.
alone.
sad
regretful
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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heliotropes
sprouting branches
sprouting branches
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Post by heliotropes » Fri Dec 07, 2007 3:18 am

Itchy.
<center> The freckles on the pavement move my every pore
I glimpse and stare and long at them and wonder who they’re for
A fairy came to glitter the concrete slabs today;
Perhaps tomorrow she’ll return to spirit me away

~ A little bit of nothing much ~

Save the only life you can - your own.</center>
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powdahchica
growing roots
growing roots
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Post by powdahchica » Fri Dec 07, 2007 4:16 am

panicky under the surface, but numb from everything else.
shaky.
upset.
hurt.
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
{My Place}

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pelagic
sock rocker
sock rocker
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Location: International Waters

Post by pelagic » Fri Dec 07, 2007 7:18 am

Right now I feel the need to SI.
Right now I feel useless and a burden.
Right now I feel stupid.
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PassingCloud
post laureate
post laureate
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Dec 07, 2007 2:46 pm

tired, exhausted yet at the same time energetic about my psychology paper! weird, i know. :roll:
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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