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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by max » Fri Nov 23, 2007 7:26 pm

i wish i could tell you why i can't


this time hurt the most, and i know its not the last. you'll never leave me alone.

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Post by Oceanic » Fri Nov 23, 2007 11:09 pm

i don't want you in my life if you are going to put conditions on your love for me.

and it kills me to say that.
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Nov 24, 2007 12:33 am

to myself: it's okay to be recovered :) maybe i am a strong person.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Nov 24, 2007 4:30 am

Little Green Ant wrote:to myself: it's okay to be recovered :) maybe i am a strong person.
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Post by idork » Sat Nov 24, 2007 5:19 am

I'm guilty, it's my fault.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Nov 24, 2007 1:04 pm

Get out of the kitchen and leave me alone.

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Post by tanz » Sat Nov 24, 2007 1:19 pm

help me
'cause total life forever will never be enough

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Post by shelligurl07 » Sat Nov 24, 2007 4:13 pm

IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU i'm sorry! I'M NO GOING TO ASK YOU TO forgive me IM NOT GOING TO SAY it's all my fault! AND IM SURE AS HELL not GOING to GIVE you CONTROL! I'm tired of this, you tole me i had another chance? WHO ARE YOU!?!?!?! to GIVE Me another chance???? I am sori that i can't tell you! I ask you to forgive my hatred. And I'll still hurt myself before i give you ANY control! I also beg GOD for another chance. But you? No... mom, i beg you to let me revieve another chance, that's all i ask of you.....but yes, I STILL do love you.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Nov 24, 2007 5:35 pm

Thank you mummy for being proud of me, for saying you felt at ease with me in the car. Thank you for telling him that you didn't want me to go out with him in the car tomorrow and that you would take me instead. It meant more than you know to have you understand that and not force me to go with him. Thank you

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Post by max » Sat Nov 24, 2007 8:05 pm

what you did yesterday worked
i felt small
and scared

so good for you, big guy.
But it hasnt changed anything.
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Post by zombiepeople » Sat Nov 24, 2007 9:31 pm

You're still treating me like shit and I don't know how to tell you! Every time we get together you make me feel like I'm worthless and then I jsut want to hurt myself! Aah, everything's just a mess between us and I'm not even sure why so I don't know what to say to you! I'm sick of having to go through this every time we talk. We were on the phone for FIVE MINUTES! and we got in a fight! :evil: Damn it...
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Post by Peege » Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:07 am

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They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Nov 25, 2007 3:55 pm

"All shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well." ~ Julian of Norwich, an English mystic who died in 1416.


kinda summs up what i feel i need to tell myself to not to worry about the exam and project presentation that I am a little anxious about.

I also want to thank J* on bus for sharing that quote. it means a lot to me as well and I am always looking for ways to help cope when my past tries to run me over.

I just want you to know how much i do appreciate you sharing the quote. :) ty :star:

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Post by max » Sun Nov 25, 2007 9:52 pm

im stuck between two choices...the right and wrong..but i dont want the right to happen. Just cos its right for you doesnt mean it is for me. Or my sister.

Why wont you just tell me what to do? Its like youre testing me, forcing me to choose between you. I want to be young again...when desicions were made for me and i was happily oblivious to the other options.

I dont want to get out of bed in the morning.
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Post by 5th section » Sun Nov 25, 2007 10:19 pm

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha :lol:
too right it bloody well is! That was just brilliant. Inspired.
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Post by volta » Sun Nov 25, 2007 10:22 pm

please don't leave. you're already so far . . .

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Nov 25, 2007 10:52 pm

gah!!!

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Post by idork » Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:09 pm

die bug die... seriously your evil... die... yes all about a bug DIE DIE
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:23 pm

i dont want to do anything for the next week. no project. no test. NOTHING!

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Post by Beasty » Mon Nov 26, 2007 12:34 am

I dreamed of you every single night you asshole. You better ask me out or something to make up for it.
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